True evil above all things is seductive

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Vie's POV

            And there was the unexplainable feeling again.

            Leon was looking at me with fire in his eyes. Anger. Yes, there was it. But there was something more in those fiery eyes. Something that makes me flinch inside. I don't feel any fear at all towards him. Instead, while he was looking at me, I felt a heat deep in my core. Right between my legs that I only felt every time he was doing like this. Like he was an animal that ready to feast on me and I was waiting for him to do that. I felt my face burns and I am sure it was red because of that thought. What was wrong with me? Leon was not the only man that made advances at me. Johnny was doing it all the time. Brandon did once but I made sure that he couldn't do it again. Fame and power were important to that man that was why he didn't push whatever he wanted from me.

            But Leon.

            Damn. Am I going crazy? He gave a face to some twisted fantasy that was beginning to run inside my head. Those dreams that I had before that I thought was lewd. Wrong. I kept on telling myself that I was sick of having dreams like that for so long. Someone was pinning me on the bed. Telling me that I needed to do whatever he wanted. Tying my hands so I could be helpless while he started to kiss every inch of my body while his hand was wrapping around my neck. Killing me in the anticipation of what he would do next.

            God damn those dreams!

I shouldn't feel excited about that.

I shouldn't be turned on.

But I knew my body was reacting differently. What was between my thighs was kept on tingling while he was still looking at me.

I like Mr. Laxamana. But Leon was a different one. He was looking at me like he was trying to read what was inside my mind. I was used those men were looking at me like I was a prey to be hunted, but the way Leon was looking at me, no one looked at me like this before. He was observing me. Trying to read me with those piercing eyes that felt like he already touched me.

I swallowed hard while I was still looking at him. Waiting for whatever he was going to do with me. He held my face and gently pinched it.

"Bakit ba baliw na baliw sa iyo si Johnny?" Parang sa sarili lang niya naitanong iyon habang nanatili siyang nakatingin sa akin.

But I catch his gaze with full of arrogance.

"Because I am a beautiful woman, and any man would want me to be on their side. In their bed. Any men would want to have a taste of me. Because I am delicious. Fresh. Yummy." I was not removing my gaze at him. We were glaring at each other. No one wanted to lose in this staring match that we were having.

Jesus, Vie. What did you just say? You're playing fire with an animal!

Yes, Leon was an animal, but from those animals that wanted to devour me, I guess I am going to choose him to feast on me.

Shit. What? What the hell was that thought? I blinked my eyes like it was the best thing to do to awakened me from this dark dream. Leon was still looking at me. He even licked his lips and a devilish smile formed in his face.

"Let me try to taste a piece of you."

I opened my mouth to say something when his lips landed on mine and claimed it like he owned it. It was a greedy kiss. Like those kiss that Johnny was giving to me every time he was harassing me. But I don't understand why I am liking this now. Now that Leon was doing it to me. He slipped his tongue inside my mouth and my tongue was like found its partner that it longed for so long. I began to play with his tongue inside my mouth. Sucking it like candy that I tasted the first time. He let out a low growl and I felt his hand slide under my hair and gently grabbed a handful of it. I didn't feel any pain. Instead, I felt goosebumps all over my body. I was liking it. I could feel my nipples were tugging against my dress. Those sensitive buds that were brushing against the cloth that gave my body raw excitement.

I am getting turned on with this hungry kiss that he was giving me.

We both heard a throat being cleared and he moved his lips away from me but didn't let go of his gaze from my eyes.

"S-Sir," Muli ay mahinang pag-ehem ang narinig ko. "Nandito na po tayo."

Ang driver ng limousine ang nagsalita noon. Ako na ang kusang lumayo kay Leon at napabuga ng hangin bago inayos ang damit ko.

"Thank you." Iyon lang ang sagot ni Leon at napahinga siya ng malalim. This time, ay hindi na siya tumitingin sa akin. Tahimik siyang bumaba ng sasakyan at deretsong pumasok sa loob ng bahay. Ako? Naiwan ako doon mag-isa. Pakiramdam ko ay napahiya pa ako dahil sa nangyari at hindi ko na lang tinapunan ng tingin ang driver. Bumaba na rin ako at pumasok sa loob ng bahay.

            Nakasara ang pinto ng silid ni Leon nang pumasok ako. Sigurado akong naroon siya at tingin ko ay mukhang ayaw nang magpa-istorbo. Iiling-iling na pumasok ako sa sarili kong silid. Marahan kong hinilot ang ulo habang hinuhubad ang suot kong damit.

Tumingin ako sa harap ng salamin habang nakatingin sa hubad kong katawan. True enough my nipples were hardened. I gently touched my lips, and I could still feel Leon's lips. His soft mouth brushing against mine. His tongue that invaded my mouth for the first time. His kiss made my toes curl. Made my knees into jelly. Made my pulse to roar and made my core tingling for him.

            Marahan kong hinawakan ang magkabila kong pisngi ng mga palad ko at ramdam na ramdam ko ang pag-iinit noon. Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. Napabuga ako ng hangin at dere-deretso kong tinungo ang banyo. Binuksan ko ang shower at itinapat ang katawan ko sa malamig na tubig. Kailangan kong kumalma.

            Leon woke up something in me, and I am afraid of it. Pakiramdam ko ay hindi na ako normal ngayon. That was a dark fantasy. A dark dream that I buried deep within.

            Matapos kong mag-shower ay ibinalot ko ng tuwalya ang katawan ko. Tinuyo at dumeretso ako sa kama. Hindi na ako nag-abalang magsuot pa ng damit. Sumuot ako sa makapal na comforter at napakasarap noon sa pakiramdam. Nawala ang mga kung ano-anong pumapasok sa utak ko.

            Maybe I was thinking of those dark thoughts to fight my fear. It was a self-defense of my brain. Reaction-formation. Right. That was it. That was why even if I hated men treating me like that, I was liking it when Leon did that to me.

            I blew out an exasperated breath. No. Napapailing pa ako. The truth, I liked it. It was not a defense mechanism. It was not anything. I liked it that he kissed me.

            Napatingin ako sa telepono ko at nakita kong unknown number ang tumatawag sa akin. Sinagot ko iyon. Baka si Papa lang at ibang number ang ginamit.

            "Vie?"

            Kumunot ang noo ko. And who the hell was this?
             "This is Mr. Laxamana." Pakilala ng tumawag.

            Napa-deretso ako ng upo at napangiti. "M-Mr. Laxamana. This is a surprise. Is there anything I can do for you?" Nawala ang kung ano-anong pumapasok sa utak ko. Mabuti nga ito at nang makalimutan ko ang ginawa ng Leon na iyon sa akin.

            "I heard what happened in the event earlier. Are you okay?" Ramdam na ramdam ko ang pag-aalala sa boses niya.

            "Oh." Napakagat-labi ako at pinipigil ang mapangiti. He's worried that something bad happened to me?

            "There was a brawl against Johnny and Leon. Leon was not answering my calls. I just want to know if he is okay too." Seryosong sagot niya.

            Nawala ang ngiti ko sa labi. Hindi naman pala ako ang concern niya. Of course, he would be more concern for his fighter than me.

            "I think he is okay. Nasa kuwarto niya. Nagkulong." Tanging sagot ko.

            Nakarinig ako ng mahinang tawa mula kay Mr. Laxamana.

            "Oh. Okay. All right. I guess wrong timing ang pagtawag ko sa kanya. He might be busy doing something for himself." Kumunot ang noo ko. May ibig sabihin ba siya sa sinabing iyon? "Anyway, I am glad that you are okay, and I hope it won't happen again. Leon will always take care of you from now on. He won't let any man near to you. Trust me on that. Possessive ang isang iyon."

            "More of a crazy fighter," mahinang sagot ko pero sigurado akong narinig niya.

            "All right. I know it's late and I know you have to rest. Can we schedule a trip to the orphanage one of these days?"

            I was thinking of Mr. Laxamana still wearing his Armani suit. He was smiling in front of me and being a gentleman as ever.

            "Vie? Are you still there?" Tawag niya sa akin.

            "Yes!" Naibulalas ko. "Yes. Of course. Y-Yes, Mr. Laxamana. We- I can do that. I'll talk to the orphanage and will let you know when." Napapikit ako sa pagkapahiya. Ano ba naman kasi ang nangyayari sa akin? Kung ano-ano na talaga ang pumasok sa isip ko.

            "Okay. Goodnight, Vivienne. Have a good sleep and good dreams."

            Pakiramdam ko ay nag-init ang pisngi ko sa narinig na sinabi niya. Busy tone na ang narinig ko pero hindi ko pa agad inalis sa tainga ko ang telepono. Baka kasi magsalita pa uli si Mr. Laxamana.

            Napabuga ako ng hangin at naiiling na inilapag sa bedside table ang telepono ko nang patuloy na busy tone ang naririnig ko. Umayos ako ng higa sa kama at nanatiling nakatingin sa kisame. What happened tonight was madness. The fight between Johnny and Leon, Leon kissing me. Me trying to conceal my crush to Mr. Laxamana.

            I closed my eyes and tried to get the good sleep like Mr. Laxamana said. I erased those thoughts inside my head. No dark thoughts. No dark fantasies so there could never be a bad dream. I wanted something good. Something nice that could relax my mind.

            And it was relaxing. Lying on this soft bed while my eyes were closed. Feeling the warmth of something against my body. Until I heard someone whispered in my ears.

            "Open your legs wide. I want him to see how wet you are for his cock."

            He said what? Who was that? I tried to look who said that, but he held my body against him. Locking my arms against his arms. His legs were wrapping my legs to so it could open wide. I was naked, and I could feel the man on my back was naked too. I could feel his hardness against my back.

            "Don't move. Stay still. Let him see how wet you are for him. How your pussy is dripping for him."

            I knew that voice. The deep voice that sounded like it came from hell. The voice that tells every command that nobody can say no.

            It was Mr. Laxamana's voice.

            And he was naked against my naked body. Oh my God. What the hell was this? What the hell was happening?

            I should be afraid. But no. My body was excited of what was going to happen. I could feel my pussy was getting drenched down there. Feeling his naked body against mine was so good. He was scratching his hard cock against my back. His hand began to trail from my arms up to my neck and it stayed there. Trying to caress it slowly until I felt his hand began to hold it tightly. Trying to choke me but never to kill me.

            "Look at him. Look how he is hard for you." He whispered in my ears.

            I looked who he was telling about. And there I saw Leon walking towards the bed. Naked too. He was looking at me while he was stroking his hard and thick cock. He didn't let go of his gaze to my eyes until he reached me. He went to the bed and knelt in front of me right between my legs. He was trying to sniff my legs up to my core. My body shuddered when his soft lips went to my slit. He teased my clit making my body, my pelvis to twerk and my pussy pushed against his lips.

            "You like it don't you? You want his mouth in between your thighs. His tongue gently teasing your clit."

            Mr. Laxamanaa's voice against my ear was like the devil telling me what to do. Yes. I wanted whatever he was telling me. I wanted what was happening to me. This was new. Everything was new to me. This experience, this feeling, and I don't want this to be over. I wanted Leon to continue kissing my core. To suck my clit until it will be sore against his tongue.

            I looked at Leon and he was looking at me while his mouth was busy tasting my wet slit. Mr. Laxamana's hand was still on my neck. Gently choking me while his other hand was massaging my breast and pinching my nipple. I let out a loud moan. The feeling was surreal.

            I felt Mr. Laxamana pushed my body gently away from him. He knelt on the bed on my side and I could see how hard he was too. He was looking at me while stroking his thick cock right in front of my face. I looked at Leon and he was still busy devouring between my thighs. Mr. Laxamana held my face. Trying to open my mouth and without a word, he shoved his cock inside my mouth. He was big. Considering his age, he was still in his prime and his cock was gagging me. I could feel the tip pressed against the back my throat while he was pushing it in and out of my mouth.

            "Fuck her." It was his command to Leon, and he stop from what he was doing. He needed to do what he was told. Like a good soldier, he positioned himself on top of me. Sucking my nipples while his cock was aiming to my opening.

            "Take it all. Deep down to your throat," Mr. Laxamana whispered while his hand was grabbing my hair and he was fucking my mouth. I let out a groan. I couldn't make any loud moans because my mouth was filled with his thick cock while Leon was slowly pushing deep within me.

            This was my first time, and it should hurt. Why it doesn't hurt? Instead, it was good. Every part of my body was heightened. Mr. Laxamana's cock fucking my mouth, and Leon was beginning to fuck my pussy too.

            I felt so full. This was a different sensation. First time in my life that I experienced something like this. And like in my dark dreams. My dark fantasies. I was liking this. I am wanting this. More. I wanted more.

            Leon began to pound my pussy and I was moaning against Mr. Laxamana's cock. His hand kept on my hair while he was pushing himself inside my mouth.

            "I want you to come on his cock. I want to see you cream his cock while he continuously fucking you hard." 

            Mr. Laxamana's voice was like magic. In an instant, I felt something was building inside my pussy while Leon kept on thrusting deep and hard. I let go of Mr. Laxamana's cock. I needed to moan, to scream because of this feeling. I needed to release and give in to this wonderful feeling of orgasm that I felt for the first time.

            With one more hard thrust, I felt I came against Leon's cock.

            "Look at that juice creaming against his cock. You like that he is fucking you, right? Go on, naughty girl. Come again and again. No one is going to stop you. We want you too. We can read your mind. We know whatever dark fantasy you have in your dirty little mind, and we will give it all to you." Mr. Laxamana, the devil was whispering in my ear, and he began to nibble it sending a tingling sensation all over my body.

            Leon stood up and lifted me like a doll. His cock was still rammed inside my pussy while he was standing up. Carrying me while my legs was locked against his strong arms. He was fucking me that way. I felt Mr. Laxamana positioned at my back. Poking my ass with his hard rock cock.

            Wait. No. Not in the ass. I am not ready to be fucked in the ass.

            "You'll like this more." He whispered again. He was beginning to stretch my other hole with his huge cock. No. No. Not like this. I don't want him fucking my ass.

            I began to squirm against them, but they were holding my body tightly. Leon kept on fucking my pussy and Mr. Laxamana wanted to succeed his plan to fuck my ass. I kept on struggling against them.

            "Stop moving. You're going to fall." Mr. Laxamana said.

            Whatever. No. I am not going to allow it. Even if that was in my darkest dream. I kept on moving. Leon began to break his hold on me. He was not saying anything. He was just looking at me while he was trying not to break the fuck that he was giving me. But no. I wanted this to stop even if I love how his cock was filling my pussy.

            "I said stop moving. You are going to fall." This time Mr. Laxamana's voice was tough. He was commanding me to follow whatever he wanted. I didn't mind what he was saying. I continued to move away from Leon and from Mr. Laxamana until I let go and I fell.

            Literally.

            I fell from the bed over the hard wood floor.

            That woke me up from a very vivid dream. I found myself on the floor completely naked and gasping for air.

            I screamed when the door of my room slammed opened.

            There was Leon

            Holding a gun and looking puzzled at me.