(a/n I really wanna write a Ryden kik book again. Would y'all read it? Ik I write so much Ryden it's so bad lol)

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Calm down Ry, calm down Ry.

I was pacing around my room. And I couldn't stop.

"Woah bro, are you ok?" Liam asked chuckling.

"I'm fine!" I put my hands in my hair still pacing.

"What happened?" Liam moved to sit where his legs were crossing.

"I'm not really sure." I mumbled going up to the only window in our room.

"Well you can always talk-"

"Liam! Thank you but I think I can handle this." I said as calmly as I could.

What are you saying?! You don't even know what happened!

I hit my head. Thoughts am I right?

"Ok," Liam drew out his 'ok' and turned back to his phone. He plugged his headphones in and hit play on some video I'm not really sure.

I jumped onto my bed and then hissed a curse under my breath because I landed on my phone and pocket knife. (It wasn't open).

I pulled out my phone and opened my kik. I clicked Dallons, I needed to talk to someone, someone who isn't straight.

Rye: hey Dal.

Dallthecow🐮: hiii ryryyyyyyy

Rye: are you drunk?

Dallthecow🐮: nah not my scene. just happy :)

Rye: oh, why?

Dallthecow🐮: breennnndooonnnn

Rye: oh ok. listen can you drive me to the mall?

Dallthecow🐮: sure! I wanna go to ht so why not!

"Damn it!" I hissed under my breath. Hot Topic is where Brendon works. And I need to go back there.

Rye: sweet.

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I looked out the window the entire car ride there. Dallon was playing some Michael Jackson and jamming. But all I could think of was what I was about to do.

This is stupid Ryan don't do it.

Brendon isn't worth it, it was just some silly comment.

I swear to go Ryan-

I pushed my thoughts away as we pulled into the mall parking lot. I smiled and got out of the car pulling my hood up. The wind immediately pushed it back off.

Dallon came over from the drivers side and ruffled my hair.

"You need a haircut. Wanna get one while we're here?" Dallon asked as we started walking towards the mall.

"No thanks. My mom would kill me. She likes being able to brush my hair, she likes it long and curly." I smiled. I liked it when my mom brushed my hair too. (a/n I think my cat just farted)

"Hey, my sister wants some makeup so I think I'm gonna go to like Macy's or something an get her some makeup. Then I'll meet you in hot topic. Sound cool?"

"Ace." I said smiling. Dallon nodded and walked into the Macy's building. As soon as the door closed I sprinted to the Hot Topic. I ran in and didn't see Brendon working at the cash register.

Yes!

I thought to myself as I quickly shuffled to the back of the room and grabbed the pastel pink skirt off the wall.

I quickly grabbed a Beatles shirt too so that I could show something to Dallon once he got here.

I speed to the counter and put both the items on the counter. The lady popped her bubble gum and rung me up.

"Have a good day!" She smiled and waved to me.

"You too!" I said waving back at her. I just planned on looking at the Harry Potter section of the store but as soon as I turned to walk there I ran into someone.

"Oh hey Ry." My heart stopped as I dropped my bag and Brendon leaned down to pick it up. I quickly bent down to grab it too so he didn't see what I bought but when he reached to put my items back in my bag I grabbed it but the skirt slipped out me. "Oh did you-"

I shoved it back into the bag and smiled at him.

"Hi Brendon." I said. My cheeks were so red at this point the nurses at my school would probably think I had a fever.

"Hey, sorry I didn't mean to make you drop your bag. Nice shirt." He winked at me and walked up to the counter. My knees were shaking at this point.

Hshshhsuaiaoqowppwpwodjbdbsnanmamakakskjxnxndnd

This crush was bad. And there was nothing I can do about it but wait it out.

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A/N
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
So like it says in the beginning would y'all read a kik Fic?
It would be Ryden :)
So today was pride where I live and ahhh I loved it so much
I'm straight but I still wanted to go bc heck yes I support it (obviously)
And I made a frennnn and now I really miss him :(
Also there was a lot of cute boys there but they also probably thought there were a bunch of cute boys there lol
Oh also Ryans hair in this is like the super curly and slightly long pretty. odd. hair and yes👏🏼👏🏼
So idk but I really like this book and yeah :)
I went to a place in the town I live in that I've never been to before and it was a little beach drive place and it was really pretty
•Song Suggestion•: The Overpass by Panic! At The Disco
•Fun Fact•: I've given up on this lol
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~