We turned the corner
but time still found its border
and you began to slip
outside my losing grip

Life in all its horror
and all it's splendor
came to light
in that dark night

I can't hold anything
Nothing I love remains
Control is a lie
and leads ever to many pains

If I struggle against the wind
like the songs try to say
what is the point to not giving in
Why hold on for another day?

You left us here to ponder
all these places we wander
And I dream of your dance
beyond just romance

I dream of you as you are
eternally the essence afar
and the heart of who we were
is a memorable poison when stirred

(April 8th, 2018)