"Is this real?" Jungkook asked and continued where he left off, nipping at Taehyung's lips and the sensation under his fingers, the warm and soft skin confirms that this is very real. 

Jungkook had wanted to hold Taehyung's waist like this for months, sweeping his tongue across Taehyung's lower lip like he is doing now, and delving in when Taehyung parted his lips for him.

Even the way Taehyung lightly bit him in surprise when their fronts rubbed together was welcoming, and Jungkook purposely pressed down again because Taehyung was making the sweetest moan he had ever heard.

More moans filled the room as Jungkook slid his hands across Taehyung's skin under his clothes, moving down to cup Taehyung's behind and pull him towards himself until there was not a silver of space between them.

"K-kook, there, again..."

"Shit, baby," Jungkook cursed, the way Taehyung arched his back and his voice dripping with need had Jungkook hastily complying, repeating the action of lifting Taehyung by his hips and pulling him back down right onto Jungkook's hard member.

They were basically dry humping each other, Taehyung straddling Jungkook and placing wet kisses and sucking on his neck as he gets nearer to his high.

Jungkook gently lifts Taehyung's head, supporting him as Jungkook grinded at the spots that made Taehyung moan loudly and watched how Taehyung's expression contorted in pleasure and then frustration as he was so, so close, but not quite there yet.

"Can I, baby?" Jungkook asks then freed Taehyung from his pants and boxers and wrapped his fingers around his shaft, pumping quickly and he watched Taehyung's face closely as he added some heat energy to his palm.

"Ah Kook, no, stop! I'm gonna—"

Orgasm so hard Taehyung's eyes filled with tears and threw his head back, blissed out and slumping down as Jungkook rose up to capture his lips again.

Their kiss was sweet and slow, Taehyung closing his eyes from the comforting circles Jungkook is rubbing in his back.

"I don't think this is working out," Jungkook said against Taehyung's lips then plants another kiss on them.

"The part about satisfying our desire or reliving our fear until it doesn't really affect us anymore...baby, I'm only desiring you more."

Taehyung's eyes fluttered open, "you know...maybe we're not doing it enough. Wasn't there one about you doing me with just a lab coat on?"

"W-what?" Jungkook sputtered. That. Right, Taehyung saw everything.

"And you really thought you could fit a fist in me?" Taehyung asked, half out of fun as Jungkook's eyes widen even more in mortification, and another half out of curiosity.

"I-I was just imagining it. Is it too kinky? It's a bad idea, right?"

Taehyung paused in thought, "hmmm I am a scientist after all...and I am interested in the results."

Jungkook set Taehyung down, took out Taehyung's body lotion from the drawer, then began stripping himself, faster than Taehyung could ask what he is doing.

Jungkook pecked him on the lips and eagerly removed Taehyung's clothes, "baby, if you don't stop me now, I won't be able to stop on my own."

Taehyung giggled, "I'll tape you to the wall if you stop now."

"Great, you do that," Jungkook agrees then pours a generous amount of lotion onto his fingers.

Soon, one finger turned to two, then three, and Taehyung felt a tingling sensation of pain and pleasure when four fingers were in him.

His moans were breathy as he nodded for Jungkook to curl up his hand into a fist and push in.

"You're twitching..." Jungkook marvelled as Taehyung's walls twitched and pulsated, then he admired how Taehyung's hole clenched around his wrist.

Jungkook took out his hand and Taehyung whined from the loss, his hole clenching then unclenching, "Kook...ah!"

But Jungkook wasn't stopping there. He had aligned his member and slammed in.

"You feel so good..." Jungkook furrowed his brows from the pleasure of Taehyung's walls squeezing around his shaft.

The heat, the tight sensation...and Jungkook wanted more. He pulled Taehyung's cheeks wider apart, earning a startled gasp which became airy breaths as he thrusted deeper in search for that one spot.

He knew he found it when Taehyung started writhing and backing away from the intense pleasure then moved his hips back down again to meet every thrust.

This time, Taehyung didn't need Jungkook to touch his member to come undone.

"I'm—" Jungkook barely warned when he released inside Taehyung who triggered it by clenching mercilessly on him.

Jungkook stayed inside, just basking in the afterglow as he wrapped his arms around Taehyung and they share a soft and lazy kiss.

As he dozed off, he tells himself the first thing he is going to do is to ask Taehyung to be his boyfriend when he wakes up so that he is one step nearer to his deepest desire of living with Taehyung, near their friends, in a cabin in a field of flowers when they are old and grey.