。Tom's POV 。

Ignore my horrendous art up there I wanted to put something in there, it was for a roleplay with daderpycookeh lol

Shoutout to @itsmeapotato for getting me off my butt and writing this finally by a tear rolling down their cheek :,)

Violence/Gore Warning!!

  My head felt all... fuzzy inside.
 
  What is going on? I felt groggy, and... pain? In my chest.. what is going on right now? If I could just force my black holes to open, I could figure out the increasing amount of paint every second rushing through me.... open, open, OPEN! I shouted to myself when it felt like a hammer jabbing me in my left lung.
Finally! Took long enough to force my 'eyes' open. I looked around, seeing I am surrounded by bleak white walls. I could also make out doctors? No, surgeons. What is going on?!
I noticed they were all working on something around me. I followed one young woman with slick black hair's arm movements. I looked down her arm, to her elbow, and her hands. OH MY GOD! Ok, ok, calm down Tom.
What I could make out was my stomach and chest was completely.. REMOVED?! Oh my goddddd... this hurts so badly! While grunting to myself through the pain, I looked to see what they were all doing.
The sleek black hair lady was holding tweezers, and looked to be trying to pick something out of me that she couldn't reach. Another man was doing the same.
A tall man with blond hair was watching my heart and blood monitor carefully.
"Guys," he started... "His blood loss has gone down to just about someone who's arm has been chopped or bitten off! Fucking do something!" he shouted to the others surrounding me.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck," I heard a lady say to the left of me. She was doing blood control shit or something, and grabbing supplies for the main surgeons too. "Guys I see the issue..." she stated to her crew. "There's a Swiss Army what it looks to be... part of the blade must have snapped off and it's stuck in this major artery that connects to Tom's heart!"
That's bad I would assume...?
Surgeons rushed over to me and I decided to actually speak to them.
"Hello?! Uhh I'm awake right now and this really fucking hurts! My chest is...." no response. WHAT? Oh no..... "GUYS?! CAN YOU STOP CUTTING ME OPEN AND HELP EASE THE FUCKING PAIN?!" I was about to jump out at one of them and shake them out of it, but then I realized I couldn't even move. I could look, hear, etc., but I could not move.
One of the surgeons tried to pick out the blade near my heart but severed the artery it was in instead.

"GUYS WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU GUYS JUST DO?!" the blond man from earlier shouted.
"SHIT OH NO I JUST CUT THE ARTERY BY ACCIDENT. EVERYONE START STITCHING THIS SHIT OH MY GOD." the evil artery surgeon shouted. OW SHIT!
Other nurses and such started trying to stitch that, blood leaking on to their arms and clothing. At one point, one sighed. Why did she sigh?
"Get a manual heart pumping surgeon in here right now! At this rate, his heart is going to stop pumping..." everyone scattered, and another black haired girl ran out of the room to the other side of the hospital. The other nurses tried to stitch the artery in the mean time. This hurts to badly oh my gosh! Jesus Christ oh my god... FUCK!
I realized something in the menace of me screaming at the people and crying out in pain.. this was an episode of Anesthetic Awareness. A.A is caused by anesthetic given to a patient in surgery running off, which causes them to wake up. Yet they cannot move nor communicate to the surgeons that they feel EVERY. SINGLE. THING. That they are doing! Like sleep paralysis, but so much worse.

。Tord's POV 。

While I silently cried in this crowded ass room, I noticed a girl rushing down the hall. It was her. One of the women that I saw in the surgery room.
"HEY! YOU!" I shouted to her, running after her.
"I am in a hurry I can't talk right now sir!" she said, pausing for a second.
"What happened to Tom?"
She sighed deeply, and spilled the cola on me,
"One of the surgeons accidentally sliced Tom's major heart artery, and he's lost so much blood that we need a manual heart pumping surgeon because he isn't breathing, which are on the other side of the hospital."
Oh. My. God. CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE?!
"Oh my gosh, uhh please hurry to get that I need him alive!" I urged, and she ran off, continuing down the hall. She turned a corner and continued zipping off.
I couldn't move. I couldn't speak no more. I stared down at the pale green and cream-tiled floors, shocked. How does this happen? I jump, Tommy gets stabbed, and now he's about to die? What is today even?!
Suddenly, I heard someone run up behind me.
"Tord! Oh my god what just happened?!" Edd said, placing a caring arm in my shoulder. One of my tears dropped onto a green tile.
"Tom needs a manual heart pumping surgeon," was all I could mutter out.
This is not what I planned! I wanted to come back, apologize, then come out as gay and confess my very gay feelings to him...

Tom, you should have killed me in 'The End', like you had planned.

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