I was just about to drift off into sleep after what felt like hours of sobbing and ruminating thoughts when I heard the sound of someone knocking on the front door.

It must be Taehyung and Yoongi. Even though I felt like shit and didn't want to be around others right now, I couldn't ignore those two.

They were my best friends and I knew they knew me well; well enough to understand what I need when I'm down.

They were always protective of me. And even though I thought I wanted to be alone, I knew I needed them.

So I got up and headed down to the front door, opening it to meet the boys' stern expressions.

"I'm guessing it didn't go well?" Taehyung spoke softly.

I let them in and closed the door behind them, heading straight back up to my room with them close behind.

I sat on my bed and they sat either side of me; Yoongi rubbed my back to comfort me.

"He said he doesn't feel the same way." I sighed.

"Was he nice about it? Or do I need to beat him up?" Yoongi asked.

"No! Oh my god Yoongi, don't do that." I quickly looked up at him as I shook my head and he laughed.

"So he was good to you?" Taehyung tried to confirm again and I nodded.

"Well I guess that makes it a little better." He said.

"But it still hurts." I muttered. "I've never confessed to someone before, and I was rejected..."

"Don't be disheartened," Taehyung reassured me, "I know you'll find someone who'll love you back."

"Trust me, it's not hard to love a boy like you." Yoongi mumbled and I looked at him.

But before I could say anything Taehyung cut in: "But enough of that stuff, we need to cheer you up."

"Is there something you'd like to do? Maybe watch a movie?" Taehyung suggested.

"I don't know." I tried to think. I didn't really feel like anything right now.

"We could watch porn." Yoongi suddenly said.

"What's wrong with you?" Taehyung leaned over me and hit him on the arm.

"What? It's not like we don't all watch it already." Yoongi shrugged and I laughed at him.

"That's not my point." Taehyung huffed.

"Then what is it? I don't see the problem." Yoongi looked at him innocently.

"Seriously? Watching it together?" Taehyung raised an eyebrow at him.

"What's wrong with that?" He frowned. "We all know what each other's dicks look like-"

"Jesus christ Yoongi, we're not watching porn together!" Taehyung cut him off again and I watched them with an amused expression on my face.

"Killjoy." Yoongi teased him and rolled his eyes with a cute pout.

"I'm so done with you." He rubbed his temples with a deep sigh.

"Hey, Jimin didn't exactly say no. It could be just you who's no fun." Yoongi retorted.

Taehyung looked at me and I simply gave him a resigned shrug, making him groan.

"I'm done with both of you, you suck." He grumbled.

"Yeah, you should try it sometime-"

"For fuck's sake." Taehyung face palmed at Yoongi's persistence and he and I laughed our asses off.

I laid back onto the bed and rested my head on my hands with a sigh and the boys looked at me.

"For real though, what do you want to do?" Taehyung asked.

"Nothing." I replied, "I just want to do nothing."

"Okay." He nodded.

Both boys laid down on the bed beside me and we looked at the ceiling quietly. I closed my eyes and felt the sleepiness creeping back. Before I knew it I was asleep and dreaming about Jin.