C ₕ ₐ ₒ ₛ .
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My story can't be told,

Words can't nearly describe what's hidden in my past,

Words are words, too cheep

Words could mean so much but yet so little,

They're useless coming from you

Don't be fooled by "I love yous"

Don't you see that word means pain, conflict, a war starts in my heart,

Just simply look into my plain dark orbs and you'll find more then what I want you to

Not everything is Pleasant and upbeat, like the bounce in each of my step when my foot hits the pavement with a

'thud'

Don't take my words for granted when I say "I love you" I really do, but maybe so may other people have abused it, so when you come to me and I say "I love you" it means little to nothing in your heart

That heart- It's shattered. </3

Almost too shattered. Just almost.

Shattered like my soul

I've been trying to piece it back together piece by piece

But haven't gotten that far, nor will it ever heal

My heart's a wrinkled piece of paper, trying to undo the wrinkles but no longer can

So I splashed some watercolors on it,

And when you saw it, you said it was a beautiful mural.

" Masterpiece of

C h a o s ,

Your

C h a o s . "

Then and only then I let myself fall for you.

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