hello!

i know you guys aren't stupid, the description says enough.

it's something that i've been considering for months, but i've only had the courage to do it now. i've been so busy, and it's difficult to stay active here. although it was a tough choice, i think it's for the best.

i remember when i first started writing wnh, in my home studio late at night. i didn't give it much thought, and i surely did not think it would surpass 1k reads. but here we are, at an unbelievable 260k reads. word can't express how happy i am to know that many people enjoy what i write, even with such mediocre plot and writing.

sometime around march or may last year i began to grow tired of writing, i started losing interest in it, but i still forced myself to do so. this went on for a while. i got to a point where i started subconsciously thinking "what if i stopped?". to me, back then, it would've been such a relief to just step back and take the time off for myself. but at the same time, i didn't want to leave any of my books unfinished. so i just dealt with it.

as months went by, i started to write less and less. it led to me taking a seemingly neverending hiatus. i would write every now and then but i barely ever made any progress. that sugawara oneshot? i started writing it in november of last year and finished it in march of this year, and it's not even that long. that's how little motivation i had to write, i was so close to closing this account.

then i thought, "maybe it's just a phase, i should wait a little longer.", so i tried to continue where i left off on wnh. i've been trying to for the past couple of weeks but i can't see myself writing or running this account anymore, therefore i've made the difficult choice to leave this account and wattpad.

sure, it's sad; i was able to meet so many amazing people here and i'm very, very glad. but now that i'm leaving, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder, i feel beyond relieved.

though there were a few bad apples here and there, being on this app has blessed me with the best friends and the happiest memories i could ever wish for.

i won't be taking any of my books down, so you guys are free to read my books even when i'm not around!

i might, keyword; might continue writing on ao3, but i can't promise anything. it'd would probably take a reeaaaallly long time for that to happen(all my socials are in my desc btw!)

that is all i have to say, stay safe, have a good day/night, ily, byebye!

- yuza, signing off.