#54-You lose the Baby.

Purdy:
You sit in the car that has been parked in the driveway for over an hour.
You lost the baby.
Your hand rests on you stomach; empty.
You close your eyes, the tears rapidly dripping down.
You hear the door open, "Sweetheart."
"What did I do wrong?" You croak.
Ashley takes your hand kissing it "Nothing! Our baby was just not ready to meet us. Yet."
I look at Ashley whose eyes are also red.
"But I wanted to meet our baby." I cry.
"You will! Our baby will be the most beautiful baby to be born!" Ashley replied.
I now kiss his hand, "I am tired. And ready for bed."
Ashley nods in agreement.
He runs to my side of the car and lifts me up out of the car.
"I am never going to let you hurt again."
He carried me off to bed.
"I love you."

Pitts:
I was all alone.
Mentally. And physically.
Our baby had miscarried.
I sit in the darkened living room, really needing Jake!
Then the door opened, the light off the moon creeping into the darkness.
"Love?"
I cannot answer; my throat was tightened.
I can hear him run further in, then the outline of body.
He flicks on the lights.
"Hi, lov, why are you crying?"
Jake sits on the ground next to me, and holds me in his arms.
I cry on his shoulder.
"Ja-ake it-it g-gone." I shudder.
"What is gone? What happened?" Jake asked.
"Our baby."
Jake freezes. I can see the disappointment on his face.
"Love. Oh no love."
I cry more into his shoulder.
"You are strong; and plus, you have me!"
"That is not enough now Jake. I am going to take a bath. Do not follow me, Jake." I said.

Biersack:
I lay in the bunk Andy and I share on the bus with the curtain shut. They are at a meet and greet. My phone dings and lights up.
'Baby girl, my one love forever.💕'
I ignore it.
And force myself to sleep.
I dream of darkness and bleakness.
"Huh ah!" I shouted.
Andy is peering over me, smiling.
"Are you making mommy tired?" Andy cooed to my stomach.
"Stop, Andy." I mumble.
Andy slips next to me, managing to become the big spoon. He rested his hands on my stomach.
"Talk to me."
"I am no longer pregnant." I push his hands off me.
"What does that mean?"
I get out of his arm lock and stare at him "It means, Andy that we are not going to be parents! We will not have that beautiful moment of when we take our baby home! Andy! It is ruined."

Jinxx:
"Babe?"
"Hhmh?" I hum.
Jinxx walks out of the bathroom toothbrush in hand, "You should get ready."
"No."
"Please babe."
"No."
"Why are you acting like this?"
"Like what Jinxx! That I lost our baby! Our baby will never have a chance at life? You do not understand, Jinxx!"
Jinxx throws down his toothbrush in anger "No! I would not, huh! Now why is that? Oh I know! You are refusing to talk to me! Do not act like this is only effecting you, babe! That was my baby too! And for you to lounge around and pout that is of not acceptable!"
Then he gasped and cover his mouth.
"You do not get to say that to me, Jinxx. You do not understand the humiliation I am under! My body is suppose to give the support to babies. It failed. And you Jinxx, leave me the hell alone."

Coma:
CC finds me in the rocking chair in the babies nursery slowly rocking the chair; creak, creak, creak.
I sit there holding a small baby blanket.
"Darling! You up there ?"
I do not respond.
CC comes into the nursery where I am.
"Hi." I mumble.
CC grins coming in, "How is my lovely family?
"I am fine."
"That is great darling. And my babies, how are they?"
I chewed on my lip to prevent my tears.
CC noticed.
"What are you hiding from me?"
"I killed the babies."
"You what? You..an..you got an abortion?"
I put my elbows on my knees and face in my hands.
"CC, my tummy felt weird, I went to the doctor. It was a miscarry."
CC frowned then pulls me into a tight hug.
"I am sorry I was not here for you. I just want to hold you forever." CC whispers.

Hello, there!😃
Cried a little with CC/Jinxx. 😭
xx❤❤
xxBlackVeil_Armyxx

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