my eyes followed her every movements.

shifting in her chair, tucking the locks falling on her face behind her ear, bitting her lips, eyebrows scrunching, her eyes focus on the paper infront of her while playing with her pen.

i watch a huge smile form on her face when she saw him entering in the class. wearing a plan white shirt with black jeans, rings around his fingers, one ear pierced, chains hanging on his neck, which also includes their matching chain.

it was a small magnet heart which breaks into two pieces and join back when they are close, just like them.

how much they fight, scream, yell, be insecure of their relationship they come back together just like those chains. like they belong to each other.

and i hated it. i wanted her to be mine. but she belongs to someone else.

burning sensation rises in my heart when I saw her hugging him, smiling at him like he was her everything. their hands linked together like no one can tore them apart.

but i wanted to tore them apart. i wanted to be the only one for whom she smiles. who's hands she holds, whom she talks and whispers that she loves me. but again she was anything, but not mine.

staring at them being happy kills me yet somehow just can't take my eyes off them. the way he removes those hair from her face, it should be me. the way he lean forward and kiss her cheeks, it should be me. the way he side hugs her, it should be me.

this one side love was killing me. i wanted it to disappear. i wanted to go back in time and warn myself to not fall in love. to make sure I never encounter her again but then, she would not be in my life.

and It scares me. her not being in my life makes me feel incomplete but again who was i to her. cause she was anything, but not mine.

©cecilialuv

a very poorly written one sided love.
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