Ava's POV

I got out of the shower and got dressed.

I blow dried my hair and put it in a messy bun.

While i was doing my hair i got a notification.

I looked at my phone and seen i was tagged in a post.

Addison posted pictures and videos from the party.

I loved the pictures and videos.

I went down to comment and then i seen it.

Hundreds of hate comments.

Some things like:

"Ava doesn't deserve Josh"

"Josh should leave Ava"

"Ava's not even cute"

"Can they just drop Ava already"

"Who cares about Ava"

"Josh is probably using her"

"Josh would never like someone like her"

"Ava's pathetic"

I tear started to roll down my face.

I usually never let hate comments bug me this much. But now that there about me and Josh.... i dont know.

I kept reading and more and more tears fall down my face.

What if they were right?

Maybe im not good enough for Josh?

Maybe Josh doesn't even like me?

At those questions i fell to the ground in tears.

A little after i fell i herd Josh walk in. He said somthing about haveing a surprise for me.

I tried not to make a sound and maybe he wont find me.

I dont want him to see me like this.

After no answer he asked if i was in here.

I tried not to answer. But then i accidentally sniffled.

Oh No!!

He slams the door open and drops to the floor at my feet.

He pulls me into him.

Josh: its ok.. im here!

I started to hyperventilate.

All the things in my head were making me freak out.

Josh pulled me closer.

Josh: hey... Ava... listen to me... everything is going to be ok... we will get through whatever your going through.

What he said started to calm me down.

Josh: when your ready to talk about it im here.

He kept me close into his arms.

After about a half an hour of just being in his arms on the ground i had finally calmed down.

Josh: is everything ok baby

Ava: i... i... i... i dont want to lose you..

Josh: why would you ever loose me?

I didn't answer. I just put my head down.

Josh: im not going anywhere Ava. How would you loose me?

Ava: im not good enough...

Josh looked upset.

Josh: WHO IN THERE RIGHT MIND WOULD TELL YOU THAT!??!?!!!

I handed him my phone with the comments.

He took it and started reading.

He looked over at me.

Josh: shes taking the post down! NOW!!!!

Ava: josh.....

Josh: NO!!! If it makes you upset then its getting takn down. NOW!!

Josh starts to call Addison on my phone.

Addison: Hey hunny whats up!

Josh: TAKE IT DOWN! NOW!

Addison: take what down? And is this Josh?

Josh: YES! TAKE DOWN THE POST!

Addison: about Ava's party?

Josh: YES!! PEOPLE ARE SAYING CRAP ABOUT MY BABY! NOW TAKE IT DOWN! NOW!

Addison: calm down Josh. Ill take it down. Hold on.

Josh hangs up.

Josh: if its not down in 3 minutes then were going over there.

Ava: Josh calm down its fine.

I wiped the tears off my face.

Josh: NO!

Ava: lets just lay down and try to calm down.

Josh: fine...

Josh goes and gets in bed and i follow.

I see waffles on the table.

Ava: awwww bubba you made breakfast and i ruined it.... im sorry bubba! 

Josh: its fine....

Ava: ill eat it cold!

I grabbed one of the plates and started eating the waffles.

Ava: still delicious!