we live in a shitty world my love

with shitty people

who have shitty lives

who have shitty thoughts

with shitty houses

who have shitty families

with shitty kids

who say and do shitty things

through all the shitty people

you weren't one of them

you were simply broken down by them

you were perfect in my eyes and thoughts

but you inhabited the shittiness

you made me an even more shitty person

with that shitty pain that won't go away

i realized everyone is shitty

and you my love were the worst