Chapter 51
"Doc, I seriously can't wait for you to take your time. I need to know what is wrong with my fiance right now because the fact that you called me in here privately is making me..."
"Mr Anoa'I like I said we would run some tests and we have and the main causes of her episode she had was stress and lack of sleep .. She's weak I am not sure how often she has eaten or maybe with your lifestyle she just eats on the go. "
Lifestyle.. I didn't know what went on with her and I didn't know how I would be able to be there for her.
"Look once she wakes up, I need her to take things easy. She's only what 23 or 24?"
"24..." He nodded.
"And she has been in here almost five times in the last few years and it definitely wasn't mild injuries. From appendicitis to broken ribs to car acci..."
"What's wrong with her now?" I questioned as I didn't want to have to relive all the previous suffering.
"Well as I was saying she's had lots of stress and while in most cases its harmless this early but combined with her fatigue and weak immune system due to her not eating properly..."
"Early? What do you mean this early?" I just wanted him to stop fucking rambling and he smiled as he finally glanced up from her chart.
"Joe, your fiance is pregnant..."
"What?" I breath out...
"She's pregnant, I didn't want to tell you out there as I am sure you would prefer Mia to know first. The fact that you never told me when you brought her in made me suspect that you didn't know and..."
I sat down.
"Is .. Er .. This bad? I'm assuming it wasn't planned"
"Yes, I mean yes it wasn't planned. She was on the pill so..."
"Has she been taking it as regularly as she was supposed to?"
"I.. I don't think so..Its not bad its just.. I can't believe she's pregnant I had so much thoughts racing in my mind of the worst possible outcomes and she's .. She's pregnant ... Its almost like someone is fucking pranking me because how can it possibly be that I'm getting good news right now" I laughed a bit and he smiled.
"Joe... Not everything is meant to be difficult"
"If you only knew" I shook my head.
"She should be waking up soon ,I'll leave you with her" he walked over to the door.
"How far along is she.. She er.. isn't showing?"
"About two months .. .well most women don't seem pregnant at all at this stage and then along 4 months its like a bump appears over night I mean of course it doesn't but.."
"She's really pregnant? " I finally smiled for a bit and he laughed.
"She is... she should be able to come in for her ultrasound next weekend. I have a OBGYN set up for her already, I'm hoping she'll be stronger then, she's caring for two, I know your schedules are hectic but she needs to be healthy..."
I nodded.
"Do you think she knows?"
"Joe , I have known your fiance for about 10 years now, ever since she came to Vince. That's why I know she has been through a lot physically and emotionally but what I have learnt is that ..well, she wouldn't be the type of person to let her body deteriorate like this if she had known "
I nodded as he was right and he walked out as I continued watching her sleep.
RANDY POV
We sat in the waiting area and saw the doctor leaving her room, he gave us a brief nod but didn't bother coming to tell us anything.
My mind was racing as I didn't get why he wouldn't want to tell us.
"What do you think is wrong with her?" I heard Paul and I glanced over.
Roman might have forgiven him due to his emotional state but I wasn't planning on it , I merely tolerated Paul for Mia all these years and the fact that he stood there like an idiot while his wife went off about her worked on my nerves and now everything was meant to be fine .
I sighed, "all the stress was most likely too much for her" I snapped.
And he breath in slowly...
"Randall please.. Let's not do this right now" I heard Vince but I rolled my eyes.
"So what you'll be the big happy family again now?"
"Yeah are we?" Shane raised his eyebrow.
"Shane , I just want to forget all about this and focus on Mia" I heard Stephanie.
"Or you two simply want to forget so you can continue being the power couple the world thinks you are" I laughed a bit .
"Do you have something you need to say in private Orton?"
I shook my head.
He was the reason for my relationship ending with Mia and while we were both happy now with Roman and Kim I would never get over that.
Times like these I needed Kim to pull me straight. She had a way of reprimanding me when I said shit.
"Good cause I'm not really in the mood for a fight right now"
"Well then you should be lucky that's not my style or there would be one right now" I heard Shane and I won't lie, he was surprising me a lot today.
"Shane don't .." I heard Stephanie.
"Don't what? She comes to our home seeking refuge from a shitty life she had with her mother and what? Instead of being there for her he ends up.."
"Randy was with her while he was married as well so why is me any different.." Paul wavered to me.
"What?" I raised my eyebrow and leaned forward.
"I never fucking cheated on my wife if that's what you are implying! I have never cheated on my wife or Mia . I know you and Vince over there think I'm some womanizer but I'm fucking not. There have only been three important woman in my life, the mother of Alanna, Mia and Kim and in each of those relationships they never had to fucking doubt me. Can't say the same for you, Steph better watch out" I shrugged and he stood up and so did I.
As we moved to each other I was reading to deliver a fist to his face so his other eye could be bruised as well, but I heard Mia's room door open and I saw Roman frowning as he most likely saw where it was heading.
"Mia and I have something to tell you, can you guys step in here unless you want to continue with whatever shit was going to happen?"
He seemed annoyed and I wasn't going to hold it against the guy , he wasn't doing good and I glared at Paul but walked in with them following me in.
MIA POV
I slowly opened my eyes and saw Roman sitting across the room staring off in the distance. I looked around and realized where I was.
I sat up a bit and he must've heard the bed as he glanced over and looked at me.
He stood up and poured me some water and I took it and as I did he walked over to the window and stared out into the night sky.
"You know you'd think with the amount of time we spend in hospitals whether its one of us getting injured or our friends that I'd be used to this place.. But I'm not.. I hate it here and I hate it even more when you're the one occupying the hospital bed" he still hadn't looked at me as he spoke.
"You know why ? "
He almost asked himself.
"Because you are everything to me and when I see you lying there it takes me back to last year where I didn't know whether I'd see you again and each time now whenever you'd get hurt no matter how many .. With the ribs or now ..I'd get this nervous feeling like my world was collapsing all over again and all the thoughts I had back then with all the previous times would resurface.."
He looked down and then back out the window again.
"What I would do if you didn't make it...would I go on or would I just be an empty man cursed to roam this earth without you and then there would be Lucy.. I know you said you'd never replace Jenna of course not but other than her mother you're the next best thing.
Explaining to Lucy that Aunty Mi wouldn't be there anymore would be the hardest and when you left two months I had that thought everyday.. She loves you so much and I know you love her as well that's why it didn't surprise me when Nikki told me you had spoken to her at least once a week while you were gone and that's why I love you because I know that even though you probably doubt it I know you'll be a good mother to our kids."
He shrugged but then trailed on.
"And then there were the things I would say when you woke up. How should I react? Should I kiss you.. Should I hold you.. Last year I didn't have that option because you took it away. You decided you knew what was best for me, what I needed which you claimed wasn't you but you're what I need most and I thought you knew I would risk my life for you . I'd fucking die for you..."
I saw his tears falling as I felt mine due to his words as he was still
speaking calmly even though I could hear the different emotions laced in his voice.
"But yet you did the same thing again.. You took things into your own hands when Aaron showed up you hid it from me, you made me believe the woman I loved cheated on me with a fucking guy who just shows up. I mean it didn't make sense I would have understood more if it were Randy or... even Paul but some random guy... "
"Aaron... When I think about all these months wasted because of him, I could have prevented it Mi.." He finally turned to look at me .
"You couldn't have Roman.. His capable of.."
"I treated you like crap because that's how I felt, I felt betrayed because after all this time I couldn't believe that you would do this to me.. To us.. But thing is you didn't . You've always been mine.."
He moved and finally sat down in the chair next to my bed and took my hand in his as his finger played with my engagement ring.
"And you will always be mine?" I nodded as I realized he was asking me.
"I lied to you and regardless of the reasons you didn't deserve any of it Roman. I should have told you immediately when he returned but you didn't even know about him and I couldn't .. I wanted to tell you but I didn't want anything to happen to you. He said he'd hurt you.. Hurt Lucy."
I looked up into his blood shot grey eyes...
" I couldn't tell you knowing what was at stake. I would rather have him beat me senseless and you think I'm cheating than ..."
"You told Randy?"
I sighed.
"At the party Aaron, he uhm tried to hurt me and Randy saved me.I wasn't planning on telling anyone Ro, I..."
"Hur..." He cut himself off as if he realized something.
"No... He tried to..No.." He shook his head as if trying to erase the image I knew he had seen.
"Roman look at me.. You didn't know" I turned his face so he could look at me.
"I thought you were and I.." the guilt on his face killed me.
"Its not your fault"
I pulled on his hand and he sat down next to me on the bed and I buried my head in his neck as I heard him.
I hated that he felt guilty but I allowed him to cry as I did and I held onto him.
I had seen Roman cry before sometimes when we fought real bad but never like this, I had caused him so much pain. I wished I could erase everything.
"Its not your fault.. Nothing happened.." I whispered repeatedly to reassure him.
"Is that why you left me?"
He whispered and I pulled back and wiped his cheek with my free hand as his other hand still clutched mine.
"No why would I.."
"Because I let it happen I let you go with him"
"Roman look at me.. I would never blame you for that. It wasn't anyone's fault and nothing happened"
He nodded slowly, "why'd you leave?"
"Because he threatened Randy's life.." I looked away.
"What?"
"He wanted Randy to pay for saving me and he said he would kill him if I didn't end things with you.. I didn't want to and then he started bringing up Alanna and she'd.."
"Its okay baby girl" he kissed my forehead.
"But Roman I.." he shook his head.
"Mia you're not holding that against me why would I with this, you had no choice and Randy, he has done so much for us. I would never forgive myself and you wouldn't either if you had chosen differently. You could have told me.."
"His everywhere Roman and I figured it was better , me not being with you wouldn't make you a target but I messed up. I couldn't stay away and he sent those things to Stephanie" I shrugged .
"He did?" He frowned and wiped the stray tears from my cheek.
"He is the only one who could have done it."
"Did you run away?" He raised his eyebrow.
"He let me go.. I was physically sick to my stomach I'd throw up everyday and be crying every day because I missed you and he got annoyed with it not before doing this ..."
I raised my cast covered arm.
"Do you know why you were feeling sick?"
" I just told you I missed you.."
He sighed and smirked which I was confused about and I was pretty sure he could tell.
"I love you Mia you know that right?"
"I'm in love with you Roman, I have never stopped and I can't erase these months of lying but you have to trust I would never do anything with anyone else. I only love you"
I clutched his hand.
"Mi... He better not try any shit, cause if he does I will kill him with my bare hands I don't care how dangerous he is. Because he has never seen what a man is capable of when someone messes with his family and you and Lucy are my family Mia and well.." He glanced down to my stomach and I was confused then I remembered the pain I had , had.
"What.. What's wrong with me.. What did the doctor say is.." I rambled on as I panicked.
"Mia.. Calm down you need to take it easy" He clutched my face, gently tracing his thumb over my cheek.
"But what's.." I held onto his wrists.
He leaned his forehead against mine.
"Baby girl we're having a baby.." he whispered slowly.
"What?" I blurted out.
"You're pregnant.."
"I'm pregnant" a smile automatically covered my face.
"You're happy about it right?" I asked as I wasn't sure as with all this did he want one with me...
"Its a bit sooner than we planned, well we didn't really plan but... I'm happy "
I smiled again and he leaned in and kissed me gently as I felt his grip on my hand tighten as he held my neck.
I could feel my tears falling but for a different reason, I didn't think I would be holding him again, let alone tasting his lips or have his baby.
He kissed my lips and then my forehead.
"It feels weird to be happy knowing things aren't over yet.."
"They better be or like I said Mia"
I nodded.
"I don't think we should tell the others.."
I raised my eyebrow.
"If you are right about him sending Stephanie those messages he could possibly find out somehow and I don't want to risk him coming after you trying to harm our baby.." I saw the look of concern and I wished it wouldn't have been there.
I wished my life wasn't being haunted by my past so we could be completely happy about our bundle of joy..
"Okay..." I whispered to reassure him.
He stood up and headed over to the door and popped his head out.
A/N:
So Roman found out the news!!
@kenreid you guessed it awhile back already and you were right!!!!
And as time went by you and @KALEAREIGNS figured it out, I can't keep you guys guessing lol...
So did you like Randy's POV and Shane not backing off along with him???
Roman's reaction when he found out??
His long speech when Mia woke up??what did you think of that??
Do you agree with his decision to not tell the others??
Did you like Mia and Roman's moment when he told her they were pregnant??
I really missed writing scenes with them together <3
Can't wait for the feedback ;)
Hope you enjoyed xx
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