Dylan version
Trust is a big word that defines it. It's very important to me growing up. I know I know, after Gerald and I fucked up in the last year, I began to give my trust bit by bit but I have my gut feeling he'll or I'll fuck up again. That's the one thing we been going through in therapy.

One night I knew Gerald deep down he wanted to go out with his friends but he didn't know how to tell me straight up. Which I didn't have a problem him going out. We were just chilling at home with the kids. Gerald has Ryland in his arms. "I know you want to go out with your friends." He looks at me confused and thought I was crazy "don't worry I'm not going to trip about it, make an excuse why you shouldn't go or make a fight about it. You can go." He was still confused "okay Matt asked if it was okay if you should go out and I said not to tell me but you which he did and you don't have a decision yet so, give me Ryland."
"Baby, I'm not leaving anywhere tonight. I know Matt asked you and said he would ask you but no I'm not going I made my decision." He didn't gave me Ryland "why do you want me out of the house so badly?"
"Wait are you scared of me? Seriously scared of me?"
"No I'm not." I'm confused "The reason why I don't want to go out anywhere. I want to stay here with you, and my kids watching a kids movie while my two month old baby is sleeping in my arms." Or it is another thing "and I feel you don't actually trust me since I lost it a year ago. You know after all the bullshit that happened to us and I know how you're big in trust." He is right in one part but I never knew he felt that way "and if I stayed at home you won't have to be worrying or thinking I would be fucking with any other woman who isn't you."
"Ger I never knew you felt that way. Look I know we did fuck up and we shouldn't be talking like this in front of the kids but we're going to therapy, fixing up the damages but baby I do trust you. It's okay if you want to go out tonight." The kids were falling asleep on us "look, the kids are falling asleep on us so why don't we put them to bed and you go out with the guys. Don't worry about me and Ryland."
"Sure?" He looks at me and was starting giving me the puppy eyes "I mean I shouldn't go."
"Yes ger, go." Suz wakes up. "Yes princess."
"Mama I'm tired. Can daddy and you tunk me in bed please?" She was rubbing her eyes
"Yes princess we will." Gerald gets up. I get up and carry Suz in my arms "Suz you're getting big, one day I won't be able to carry you anymore." She laughs
Suz giggles, she looks at Gerald "is Ryland sleeping in my room?"
"No princess, your brother is sleeping in my arms. You did like that movie did you?"
"Yes. But I got tired." She yawns "are we going to the park tomorrow? And getting ice cream? and walking bliss?" i lay her down in her bed, Gerald gives me Ryland and I carry him. He tucks in Suz.
"Yes princess tomorrow we will be doing that okay." He kisses her on the forehead "sweet dreams princess."
"Good night princess." I kissed her cheek and she was fast asleep. She hugged her bear bear. We walked out of her room "I think Hayden and Ashton are asleep."
"I'll carry them up to their room since they have their pjs on already."
"Yeah, you don't have to worry." We went downstairs. Bliss was asleep in her dog bed. Hayden and Ashton were asleep. Gerald went to pick them up "don't worry I'm not going to get hurt." He picked them up and carried them "off to bed boys tomorrow will be a big day for us." We went back upstairs to the boys room. We tuck them in their beds. Gerald went to turn off the tv. I went to our room. I put Ryland in his crib. Gerald was grabbing his jacket from the closet "you sure you want me to go out tonight with the guys? Cause I don't have to go."
"Yes ger. I'll be okay with the kids. You go have fun." I kissed him "I trust you." He hugs me "I love you to Gerald. Just have fun, don't do anything stupid."
"Thank you baby." He smiles "I promise you I won't do anything stupid baby. I love you." He leaves the room. I hear the front door closing. I heard the car engine going on from his car.

Gerald version
It's crazy how Dylan was okay of me going out with the guys. Yes therapy has been helping us a lot. I arrived at the bar. I see Matt and the guys hanging out near the bartender. I walked in "Hey! Look who came and we thought Dylan wasn't going to let you come. Well I thought." Matt got happy "come on have a drink." He hands me a cup of whiskey
"Thanks Matt. Is jess okay with this?" I was making sure "does she know?"
"Yeah she knows. She's with Audrey. Having girls night." He takes a sip of whiskey "Where's Dylan? Was she okay with you coming here?"
"yeah she was telling me I should come here and breath for a while since I'm with her and the kids."
"Yeah. Ryland came out so handsome. Same resemblance as you and your son Ashton"
"Yeah I love my kids." I looked around "I know I shouldn't be around here tonight. My gut is telling me I should leave now. I should be at home with my family."
"Bro chill you have that dad mind on you. Now it's time to relax." He goes to the bartender to get more drinks. A lady just stares at me, flirting with her eyes at me. I walked out of the bar and went to my car. I can't fuck up again. I get in my car. I drive away from the bar.

I arrived home. I knew I should stayed home. I get out of my car. I walked in the house, locked the front door. I seen the light of the master bedroom on. I guess Dylan couldn't sleep. I walked in, she was rocking Ryland to sleep "you came back so soon."
"yeah I didn't want to stay there. There was a lot of drinking and women. I didn't want to be there any longer." Ryland was wide awake "and why is my little man awake?"
"He woke up after you left. But I told him daddy will be back to put him to bed." She gave me Ryland to my arms "you know I do trust you."
"I know but it was the energy of the place and Matt was getting wasted no I didn't want to be around there."
"Well what can we do with Matt."
"Yeah but I was missing my little guy and my queen so that was the other reason I came." We sit down in the bed "I don't care about the sleepless nights, the crying, diaper changes, taking care for the kids, in the end of the day I just wanna be with you."
"I know you do." I seen Ryland asleep in my arms.
"My little man." I went to his crib and tucked him in. Dylan was getting ready to sleep. "Tired?"
"Yes, the one few things I love is you and finally getting some rest." We get into bed together after I took off my jeans, jacket and shirt. I cuddled next to her when she came closer to me "night ger." She kisses me "remember I will always trust you no matter what."
"I know baby." She was falling asleep "I love you too Dylan." I turn off the lights

Now I know to her and to me the trust is important to us and still working on during therapy sessions and real life.