Mistakes Happened
Dylan version
My heart was beating. I was nervous to see him. I took deep breaths. Mia was holding my hand. Trying to calm me down. Jess was in the front fidgeting her hair. As nervous everyone in the car was I was the most nervous.
"We're almost there" Said Matt
It was an hour drive from the house. Gerald did want me to have all the space by myself. We arrived to the hotel he was staying for over a month. Mia brought my a jacket that can cover my face and my baby bump from the paparazzi.
We enter the hotel. Mia and Jess stayed at the lobby. They both gave me a hug and wished me good luck. Then I went with Matt entering the elevator.
"You okay?"
"Yeah."
"Sure?"
"Just a bit nervous to expect the unexpected."
"I think he'll be happy to see you."
"Yeah." We stopped at floor 16. The suite resistance floor. I took another deep breath to calm the nerves.
"If anything happens, I'll be outside here."
"Okay, thanks Matt." I gave him a hug.
"No problem." He tried to open the door. He started knocking on the door. "Hey G, can you unlock the door."
"Leave me the fuck alone Matt. I just want to be in this room and die."
"You sure."
"Just leave."
"I can't leave Gerald."
"Give me one fucking specific reason why you shouldn't leave?"
"Come on just opened this door and you'll see why."
Matt stares at me "he's not in the mood to be with anyone."
"I can see that already. Has he always been like this?"
"Yup." Then he opens the door. Then I stare at him and he stares at me. "This is why I shouldn't leave. I'll be around here if you guys need me." Then he walks to the other side.
"Wanna come in?"
"Yeah." I walked in. His room was a mess. Things thrown all around, bottles of whiskey and vodka everywhere. But most of all he was a complete mess. Jess and Matt weren't joking since they said. He needed something to cure him. He needed me.
"So how've you been?"
"Come on, don't start if everything is going normal."
"Then how do you want me to react then. You ended everything caused I fucked it up. And I'm hurting myself so I can see myself suffer and watch the time go by fast while I die slowly."
"Stop saying that! I'm sorry! I'm sorry for ended us! I was upset and my the hormones were everywhere that day. Over this month I've been in hell, I'm alone I don't have you to be with. I miss the old days when we didn't go through this shit. I just want you back Gerald. No one else. I don't see myself with someone else." We stood there quiet. Tears were coming down. "I'm sorry Gerald! If you're still mad at me, I get it. If you want to be alone, I get it. I'll leave you alone but just know I still love you." I turned around to open the door.
"Dylan, I should be the one who has to apologize. Not you. I was the one who fucked up everything in the first place. You didn't. I didn't know what I thinking." He got my hand. He turned me around to him, he wiped off the tears from my cheeks "the only thing I want is you to be happy and also my baby. I want a family but most importantly I want it to be with you."
"Then stop hurting yourself. It's not good for you."
"I can't."
"Yes you can because you have me and your baby." I grabbed his hand. I laid his hand in my baby bump. I seen a smile appear. "Your babygirl. She needs you. Mostly importantly we both need you."
"You're having a girl."
"No silly. We're having a girl." We both laughed "I want you back."
"You're not mad? You're not wanting me away from you?"
"No, I'm not pushing you away anymore. I can't live without even if I try I can't do it." Then I touch his face to move the hair.
"Ow!"
"Sorry." I remove my hand from his face. "You're really beaten badly."
"Don't worry about it."
"I am worried G. A lot." I sat him down on the bed. I went to the restroom to looked for rubbing alcohol, cotton ball and the first aid kit. I got the cotton ball to clean the blood that were still in the cuts. "This might hurt."
"It won't hurt as bad as my heart has been." I got another cotton ball with alcohol. He groaned of pain. Then I felt his hand again in the baby bump.
I was finished cleaning his injuries on his face. I put on my sweater, getting ready to leave.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm leaving."
"I thought you were staying?"
"You want me to stay?"
"Yeah. I thought we have everything cleared out."
"We did. But..." then he kissed me passionately. I missed his lips.
"I don't want you to be away from me anymore. Not now, not ever."
"Okay G."
So i did stayed with Gerald. We did tell the truth to each other that it was to hard basically living in hell. I was already sleepy. I fell asleep into his arms like the old times.
Gerald version
Dylan and I made up. More like got back together. This wasn't her fault. I didn't realize she was blaming it to herself because my stupid actions. She was already asleep. I went to the restroom to wash my face with water. I seen in the mirror how the man more likely the monster controlling a man trapped was gone. These mistakes happened but it will never happen again. I heard someone knocking on the door. I went to the door and opened it. It was Matt. "Yo?"
"Yeah."
"Is Dylan still in here?"
"Yeah."
"So is she coming cause Mia and Jess are waiting for her to leave."
"She's asleep. I don't want to wake her up."
"So you two are back together?"
"Yeah."
"I knew it. Don't screw shit again Gerald."
"I won't. She the one I want to be with."
"Alright. I'll go tell Mia and Jess that she's staying here with you."
"Goodnight G"
"Later Matt"
"Wait!" He hands me the ring. "Give this to her. It belongs to her."
"Always has been hers. Thanks Matt." I closed the door. I went to the restroom to turn off the light. I went to bed. She was sleeping like an angel. I went closer to her, to cuddle. She moved a little bit to get comfortable to me. Then I wrapped my arm to touch my baby girl. I felt her move for the first time. I whispered to Dylan's ear "I love you baby. More than ever." Then she wakes up.
"I love you more G." She said it with a smile "did you felt her move?"
"Yeah. I did."
"She feels happy cause we got back together."
"I'm feeling better that I'm with both of my girls again." I smiled to her. It was a long time I haven't felt this way. "I have something for you."
"G. You know I hate materialism."
"No, I mean it's kinda that." I take the ring from the drawer "will you Dylan Trujillo marry me again."
"Yes! I will." I put the ring on her ring finger. Then she kissed me. She fell asleep on my chest. I kissed her forehead. She got comfortable again to sleep. I rested my arm again to the baby bump. Cuddling Dylan. I felt her breathing.
I'm happy again. I know these mistakes happened because of me. There's no reason that Dylan should blame herself if anything. But I promise for our baby girl this won't happen again.
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