Gerald version
Dylan promise me something. And I promise her. I just want her to come home with me. I called Matt to come with me to find a therapist. If I want this to work between me and Dylan I have to do this. Matt thought I was crazy but I told him I want this to work, I want to change. "And why are we here?"
"Matt I brought you here for support, I should of brought ma."
"Yeah but has been helping you take care of your kids." He laughs then realizes "if you and Dylan do this means she will come back, both of you will take therapy together so there will be no divorce. Man you do care to fix this."
"I don't want this nightmare to happen. Just shut up man." The recipient called me. "I hopefully this works cause I'm done with living in hell." I got up the chair. She told me that the doctor was waiting for me. Gerald you want to fix this meaning don't fuck the therapist if it's a women or think you miss Dylan and you have your needs.

I walked in the office and it was a guy. "Your dr Harrison?"
"Yes, you must be mr Gerald Gillum. Have a seat. I just want to get this out of the way, big fan of your music, I took my daughter to one of your concerts and we both had a thrilling experience."
"Oh thanks maybe I can hook you guys up with two front row one day." We both laugh "so this is how therapy works."
"Yes well we meet up anytime you can in the week and we talk about stuff. And we get to know of a plan of how you can achieve it." Sounds interesting "so what seems to be a case?"
"I met this wonderful woman about three well now four years ago at my album signing, she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. We started dating afterwards, we found out of our first daughter Suz it was the best blessing for us. A year ago we had our twin boys Hayden and Ashton, but everything changed after the bullshit that happened with Colson or his rap name Machine Gun Kelly. I thought she lied to me when she told me about her past. Now I understand everything she has been through was real and her friend Mia is scary and I was afraid she would beat the shit out of me. After that we've been so distant and the pressure with my management about the album and her it was to much for me. We said some things and I yelled back at her. I thought maybe one day she would love to be with me, she just hesitated to be with me at first but afterwards she was the happiest person. Couple days after we had our day she told me she is pregnant with our fourth kid. I didn't mean to react that way, I should never said I didn't want the baby, I mean my baby. I realize that shit now. After that she found out I kissed some model but that didn't mean anything. That kiss meant nothing to me. I felt guilty and scared to tell her but it was to late. I was upset how she ran away from me. The only call I had from her was yesterday. I promised her I would seek help for her. Then she'll come back. And I want to continue this when she comes back. I just don't know how long will she be staying where is she. The one thing I fear is she takes away the kids from me, she gets a divorce and meets another guy who treats her better than I did. I cried every day and night of the pain, I want everything back to normal I don't want anything to change."
"I am very proud that you realize of the mistakes you have done and take actions. And that's why we're here for and knowing to learning from it and make better choices."
"She has supported me since day one always."
"And she's your girlfriend?"
"Sorry, She's my wife the one and only woman I love. And I would do this because I love her."
"Okay there's some steps that we're going to work on first. Where is she staying at the moment if you don't mind asking?"
"At the moment she's with her brother in Texas. Her biological brother." I took a moment to think. "She has been through so much, in her past, about a year ago when she found out about her brother and now. She told me that she doesn't know if she'll stay with him but I think she will since that's her only brother."
"As how she has been supporting you, you have been supporting her when she was feeling alone and upset."
"How can I apologize and tell her to come home? I called her so many things and I regret it."
"Mr Gillum, you both have been through so much about an unexpected pregnancy, the kiss scandal, the runaway. I think it was best that you both have some time apart and get help. Now is the time to know and how to change step by step and make this marriage work. Cause we don't want a big divorce."
"No, me and Dylan don't want it to affect us or the kids."
"Okay so what we'll do is to see how can we start by setting our goals. You want your wife to come back from Texas but you don't know when. You are a big party person and a parent. Why don't we eliminate the party for a temporary time and be there for your kids."
"Trust me I have friends who are a bad influence and they'll make me crack."
"Okay but you have the control not them. Who takes care of the kids when you or your wife or both go and work?"
"My mother does. She has been helping us a lot especially now."
"Okay now she's just the grandmother of your kids you as the parent should be there to take care of your kids. And that's where you Gerald tell your friends 'guys I can't. I want my wife back soon as possible and I have to prove it to her' done." He was right. Like how Dylan has the balls to say goodbye to the things she loved to do when she became a mother and I'm barely there "so back to the goals, what do you want to work on?"
"Working on my anger management, my bad habits with partying, organizing and how to be honest with the people I love most importantly to my wife."
"Those are good goals to accomplish. What do you wanna call this?"
"Little bird. I want my little bird to come back home."
"It will happen, if you continue getting help and talking about your feelings and facing the fears that you have experienced in the past and now." He was right. I want Dylan back home and I should continue this. "When do you want to meet, two days out of the week, one day?"
"What about three days out of the week? Is that okay?"
"Yes it does but to you does it help you to get better and accomplish these goals so your wife comes back?"
"Yes." I want this to work. "Can we meet up tomorrow to talk about this?"
"Yes just talk to my recipient what time to be scheduled." I get up from the couch. "I see a good ending if we continue this. Thank you for coming Mr Gillum have a good day and remember the things we've talked about. This is just the beginning."
"Thank you dr." I walked out of his office. I scheduled a time to meet with him.

Matt was just staring at me weird. "What? If you're going to have a problem with this then leave."
"You're actually doing this?" He questioned me if I was joking "really you?"
"Yes I am. I want her to come back. What don't you understand about that."
"Okay fine don't get pissed about it." We leave the office. "Remember a quote from your song 'fly away' the one part you said almost in the end 'you're a queen, you deserve to be treated like one' does that remember you of Dylan."
"Yes it does. I will treat her like a queen. She's my queen and I'll do anything to have her back here with me."

Months later

I've been in therapy for months now. The last call I ever got from Dylan was before I started. The one person I get communication is from Anthony. Her therapist and my therapist say we aren't ready to see each other yet. I missed so much. I thought this process would be done. I had to call Anthony:

"Hey Gerald" Anthony greeted me "you want to know the sex of the baby?"

"Hi Anthony, I just...." did he said I would wanna know he sex of my baby "what? Wait how far along is she?"

"Man she's six months. This baby has been so actively. Dylan said this baby is a Gillum no doubt."

"Speaking of her, how is she? Is she doing okay?"

"Yeah she's fine." I know she wasn't ready to talk to me soon. "How's your therapy session?"

"Everything is going well. The therapist we hired is great. She's helping my sister in a lot with expressing her feelings but also talking about them, doing a lot of communication."

"Yeah that's what my therapist have been doing." I had to wonder "Hey did she talk about her and her past like trauma and stuff. And he said that he would get in contact with Dylan's therapist. Anytime soon."

"Yeah she has and it's been hard for her to go back and remember all that shit. Why have you done that with your past and things?"

"Yeah it's weird how our therapist are doing the same thing to each other."

"Gerald you and my sister are dealing with the real shit, the one thing she wants is getting better and hopefully get back there with you."

"Yeah. Can you tell her that the kids are fine. They been missing her like hell. Suz asked about Dylan. I don't know what should I tell her but she's out there working. Hayden and Ashton have been more active and talking more."

"Yeah I'll tell her when she wakes up. Look imma tell you the sex of the baby, but you better not say a word." He seriously tried to have a Italian New Yorker accent.

"Bro cut it out with the accent." I couldn't contain my laugh "yeah don't worry."

"Okay let me get the paper work." I could hear him scatter around stuff "Okay got it. The baby looks fine, everything okay. Yup everything is good nothing to worry about." I didn't hear him "Gerald you're going to be happy now or freak or cry but of joy."

"What bro tell me? You're freaking me the fuck out."

"It's a boy. You're having a boy. Well you and Dylan are having a boy." I couldn't believe it. "How do you feel?"

"I'm speechless. I can't believe we're having a baby boy."

"I know. Bro I gotta go, Dylan woke up. She might kill me if I know or told anyone."

"Alright, can you tell her to take care and the kids are fine they just miss her"

"Alright take care bro." He hangs up.

I couldn't believe we're having another baby boy. I shouldn't have never said what I said months ago. I just want my family back to normal or what it was. She's my little bird.

Anthony version
Gerald calls me times to times just to see how Dylan was doing. Dylan feels the same. She has the anxiety to talk to him. I get it she's not ready to talk to him yet. I'm not going to pressure her. She gets out of her room. "You're up." She walks in the kitchen "or you just came in here for the food or the baby got hungry?"
"Shut up Anthony." She opens the refrigerator "You seriously don't have anything good to eat. The baby craves one of the most craziest things."
"Okay I don't do the market, Maryse buys everything on line and you know who she and Monroe are those vegetarian people. They have Jax and Alice on it to. They sneak in snack sometimes." She sits down on the chair. "You want a cupcake or sweets."
"Nah, an orange will be good for now." She began to peel the orange "I know Gerald called you."
"Yeah, He was just wanting to know if you were doing okay."
"You told him? Did you?" She asked
"Yeah."
"He wouldn't care a bit." She was getting upset "man I just wish this wasn't happening."
"Dylan, why would you say that. He told me he was speechless. He's getting the same help as you are." She sighed "give him some credit. By the way your daughter Suz is missing you like crazy, and also your two boys Hayden and Ashton. Gerald has to make something up that you went out of town. For a job."
"The kids shouldn't go through this."
"Neither should you and him." I hugged her "trust me in this one. What would you have done if you didn't have me by your side right now?"
"Lost, alone." She laughs "but thank you." Monroe comes to the kitchen.
"What a sweet moment." She grabs a water bottle from the refrigerator "so this is like a hang out for the cool people."
"No, Gerald called and my sister came out her because the baby was craving something." Dylan rolls her eyes "hey I'm just saying the truth."
"You don't want anything from here. There's sweets and junkie food hidden somewhere. I actually don't know where since this is a big house."
"It's fine. I'll stick with the orange." She looks at us. We were confused "do you think I'm ready to go back to the bay any time soon before the baby is born?"
"I mean if you're ready to go." Monroe told her the real facts "I mean look at this you have improved so much in therapy, why don't you just give it a shot."
"She's right. Dylan, you and get have working through therapy a lot, I've seen you improving and Gerald has too since Matt has been calling me to info me but I get it somehow." Yeah that Matt guy gets into everyone's nerve "why don't I go with you back to the bay when you feel ready and the therapist and doctor Diaz say it's okay to travel since we don't know if you can't or can since the pregnancy just to be safe."
"Yeah." She sees the clock "I might go eat this orange in the room." She gets up from the chair carefully "guys thank you for everything." She hugs me and Monroe
"No problem Dylan, you know I will always take care of you."
"Dylan you know I will always love you and support you in any way." Monroe told her "anything you need just tell us."
"Thanks." She walks in her room then comes out cause she forgot something "night guys." We both said night to her.

We turned off the lights of the kitchen and went to our bedroom. I know everything that happened will get better for my sister and Gerald anytime soon.