Gerald version
One last night. One last night before leaving Dylan and Suz for the European tour. It's going to be hard for us. Especially for me. I can bare to be away from them, it's not like I'm having a meeting at downtown Oakland or a simple interview in LA. I just can't be away from them for two months.

I gave Dylan two tickets for any flight. If she wanted to visit me, while I'm in tour. She knows I don't want to leave them alone but this is my job. I know she wanted to help out with the tour but her job is taking care of our daughter and now helping me design for the new clothing line. I know her dream was to be a fashion designer and now she is. With me. I have idea, she has ideas and it all comes out right.

I planned out the day for us. A day before I leave to Europe. First a family breakfast, then going to Christy Fields then it's me and Dylan at a Italian restaurant at night. Everyone knows it's going to be hard for me. And it is, even now and I haven't left yet.

The day went well. Spend time with my daughter and wife the whole day at the park. It was a fun time. I'm really going to miss that.

Ma was at our home with James taking care of Suzanne for the night.

Now it's the two of us. One last night. I got us a private booth at the restaurant, no distractions from the paparazzi nor the fans. It's just us for the night. The waiter opened a bottle of champagne. Served me then Dylan. She was beautiful. She was wearing a black dress with her favorite black leather jacket that she couldn't let go. Her make naturally beautiful for the night. The diamond necklace I gave her on the first time I told her I wanted to be with her was the one that made her shine like the stars. Her eyes and her smile, that I was going to miss a lot.
"What's up? You've been quiet all day."
"It's nothing Dylan."
She grabs my hand. "Baby I know it's hard of us, even for me. I can't bare to see you leave to Europe but that's what you do. Entertain people."
"Yeah but I want you and Suz to enjoy these moments with me. Experience everything with me."
"And that will happen soon G. I promise."
"I love you so much Dylan, I just don't know what would I've done without you and Suz."
"Yeah me to."

After dinner I got us a private horse ride through a beautiful place right outside of Oakland. We spend all night together.

It's hard for us, being away from each other especially now.