Dylan version
Distance that's a word to describe everything. This has been going a couple weeks after the bad boy bullshit I mean not the song but the whole drama about it. Gerald did clear my name off. But everything just changed afterwards. He stopped talking to me, hanging out with me like the things that a person would only do if their just mad at you. Gerald? Mad at me? What did I do to him to get him pissed off? Well to the kids he still sees them well he's like a dad to them. He did a lot of changes in the house and I said fine. But why did he put a bar table? I just don't want to talk about it more because it seems I might be complaining and I'm not. Most nights he's in the studio very late and doesn't tell me and get worried. And I don't ask because I don't want to cause a large or a stupid argument. What is going on.

Gerald version
I know what Dylan is saying. Yes all of it is true. I'm not mad at her but I need space. The management and Matt are killing me with this new album. Basically everything I always do they want it now. I know it's a stupid shit of excuse to say of why I've been so distance with Dylan. She has been doing a lot to. Being a mom at home, working the same thing as me and Matt but she's at home and we're at the office and it's difficult to work without her. No I'm not saying I love her because we have to work with her. Ugh, this is way more complicated to explain because everyone thinks we're in a fight and everything is so awkward but it's not like that. I'm very thankful for her for doing those things for me. Yes I'm still that father to my three kids. I didn't want to raise as my father did to me and James, that's the last thing I want to do. And I will never do to them. I did do some changes to the house, a good thing not a bad thing. But a bar table since we have guests, it's baby/ kid proof. Did the some new addition rooms like a playroom for the kids. Did a few rooms in the house. What am I saying this won't make a good way to say "hey I'm not mad at you"

I think we need couple therapy or some kind of therapy cause I don't want my family and my marriage to fall apart. I get some nightmares about that. Dylan leaving me because I did a stupid mistake, she takes the kids away from me forever, I never get to see them grow up, we completing our family. She gets married with another man. It's not the thing that I want. I don't want that nightmare to come true.