Dylan version
I've been in Texas for almost a week. I've been taking care of myself and the baby. Now I'm nine weeks. I don't know how long will I stay I'll in Texas. Gerald couldn't stop calling me. I dodged every call and message he would send. The whole media has been going crazy how I 'disappeared' or 'left G-Eazy' and how he's devastated of me leaving. He fucked up. He was the one that did... this is not going for me. Monroe's parents left that morning and took the kids. Anthony was a home in the office. Monroe was in the living room. I went out of my room for the first time "Hi Monroe. You want to do something?"
"Yeah how are you feeling?"
"Fine." Then the phone said to ring. Monroe answered it. I knew Gerald would stop calling them. I didn't want to make it obvious. She hangs up. "It was Gerald wasn't it?"
"He hasn't stopped calling here since you came. I know what you're going through but you have to talk to him."
"I will but I'm not ready just yet." I sat down "where are the kids?"
"My parents took them to the wrestling place. I don't know why my dad thinks it's a good thing taking Alice and Jax there." She sat down next to me "I will be here with you."

It was the late afternoon. Monroe's parents came back with Alice and Jax. They remind me so much of Suz, Hayden and Ashton. I did spent so time with them. That night everyone left to a party they were invited but I didn't want to go since the media is looking for me. The phone hasn't stopped ringing. Whatever happens, happens. I answer the phone:

"Hello."

"Dylan?! Is that you?!" I tried to hold back the tears. Hearing his voice again. "Baby im so sorry for everything I've done to you. I've been living in hell after you ran away."

"Umm Gerald I'm fine. I'm okay. You don't have to worry about anything."

"Where are you?"

"I can't tell you where." I hold my breath "how are the kids."

"They're good. But why can't you tell me where are you." His voice was raspy since he was crying "I'm sorry for everything."

"I know you are. The reason why I left so I can think. I can think what will happen next. What will be better for us and the family."

"Where are you?! I need to see you baby please."

"I don't think it's possible. I'm not going to stay longer with Anthony."

"Dylan please. I've been living in hell for these past days."

"Don't you think I haven't been living in hell for the past few months pretending to be happy but I'm not because I have this pain in me. And what hurt me the most was you not wanting to be part of your child life and kissing that model. I had to leave because I couldn't handle it anymore."

"I'm sorry Dylan."

"I think we should be on a break. I have to think about it. If I'm ready to come back. Please take care of the kids for me."

"What does that mean for us?! You know what a break means. It means we end up having a divorce. And I don't want to lose you baby."

"If you love like you said you do, you respect my decision. I just need some time and think about everything, the good and the bad of our family and what will I decide next." I contain the tears "a divorce won't happen. I can promise you that."

"Promise you'll come home?"

"I don't know."

"Baby please, I'm promising you something."

"Here's another promise you should do. Get some help professional help like therapy. I promise you I'll get therapy here where I'm at then I'll come home."

"Okay, I love you." I hang up. It was to hard to say that now. I had to think what i should do next. I'm not ready to say that until I know he's the same way as he was before.

I went to my room. I didn't cry like the other nights. I hugged my stomach where my baby was "I promise you everything will change before you're born okay. Mama loves you so much for now. Daddy has to get better if he want to stay with us. I promise you that."

This break should work because I don't have anything else and a divorce is the last option and I don't want that to affect me, Gerald or the kids.