Eddward and Kevin sit in the waiting room of the therapists office. "Barr?" The therapist comes out motioning for the ginger to come back. He squeezes Eddward's hand before he gets up and follows the woman to her office. "Now then Mr. Barr, what brings you in today?" The woman asks as she takes her seat. "Well doc it seems that I have a lot I've been keeping inside over the years..." The ginger starts off sitting back and relaxing. "Where should I start doc..?" Kevin asks unsure. "I guess where this all began." She suggests. "Oh...I have to remember all that then..." He says quietly. "Well....ten years ago I met a boy. His name was Eddward Vincent. Actually, I didn't meet him I already went to school with his twin bearing the same name but I knew this boy was not who he claimed to be. When I found him he looked so fragile and scared. I couldn't help but hold him and not want to let him go. I felt the need and want to to protect him, at all costs. I took him home and he lived with me. That boy suffered from terrible night terrors. Lord only knows what he went through, although I got a taste of what his life was like I know it doesn't compare to what he went through for the first fifteen years of his life." Kevin explains

"Is that all Mr. Barr?" The therapist asks confused on why he stopped there. "Please call me Kevin, and no. Not even close." He takes a deep breath in. "My mom was watching the news one day, there was a report on a house fire. That's when we found out about his twin, and about double D's mother dying..." Kevin says clenching his fists. "Who's double D?" The therapist asks since he never used any nick names yet. "Oh sorry doc, that was his nick name. It's also how I refer to him now that I have no emotional attachment to him." The ginger mentions. "Ah I see, carry on then please." The
Ginger nods. "Double D's mother was killed I think by Jack... Now Jack was something else. He was a man of science who basically dedicated his life to an experiment to save his own life at the cost of his child's." Kevin says clenching his fists again remembering all that his current lover went through with the organ switch. "And what was this experiment exactly, Kevin?" The therapist asks gently. "Experiment F. I don't know why it was called that. Anyway, it was the theory that you could make any organ compatible with any person." The ginger explains. "Well that sounds so nice and like it could have been really helpful to the medical community." The therapist chimes in. "Yes. If he was using it for anyone but himself. He was a real twisted man. He used his son to test on and I'm pretty sure the reason it took so long to perfect it was because he wanted to keep torturing his son. I think the -only- reason he sped up the process was because his organs were failing quicker than they should have, that's just my theory though." The ginger says flatly. "So then what happened?" The therapist asks and Kevin tenses up uncomfortably. "Jack took him. I managed to find a safe place for double D and myself with the help of his twin and Jack found us and took Double D. Well, actually he volunteered to leave. You see his twin had a plan and he had someone stab his eye and he could have killed him but Jack was quicker. Jack used me and his twin as a way to get him to go with him. He agreed. God only knows what happened while he was there....actually there is one thing I know that happened..." The ginger says feeling his stomach churn at the memory. "What was that?" The therapist dares to ask. "Jack made him eat his infected eyeball." Kevin comes right out with it. "Excuse me, what?" She says shocked and disgusted. "Yes you heard me right. He made him eat his own infected, puss filled, decaying eyeball. It took so much to get him to eat again after that I'm pretty sure he threw up until he blacked out, which is how we found him. I'm sorry do you mind if I go to the bathroom for a moment?" Kevin asks. "Of course it's right down the hall." She says with with a smile.

The ginger steps out the room and instead of going to the bathroom he goes back to the waiting room where Eddward is casually reading. "Hey." Eddward says looking up from his book. "Babe...this is harder than I thought it was going to be. I know it was my suggestion...but do you think we can leave and try again another day...." Kevin says miserably. "Are you kidding me right now Barr? You're supposed to be the strong one here. You're doing this because I know you can do this." The Raven says firmly. "You try being in there having to talk about it, it's not so easy." Kevin snaps. "Oh you think it's going to be easy for me?! You only had to deal with it for a year I had to go through so much shit for fifteen! If you can't do it and talk about it what hope do I have? If I see you go back in there and finish your session properly I will KNOW I can talk about it as well." Eddward snaps back. The ginger steps forward. "I'm sorry babe, you're right. I can and will do this." He says leaning down and kissing his lover. "Now go, it will all be okay." Eddward assures him returning to his book to calm himself down for his own session coming up.

Kevin comes back into the room where the therapist is waiting. "Is everything okay Kevin?"
"Yes." He says sitting back down. "Now where was I...oh yeah. So we got Double D back and we needed to get a pendant to destroy Jack once and for all. He was getting some thing called 'experiment x' tested on him not only did it make him delusional but it also made him invincible to normal things such as bullets and stabbing. Mark was the one doing the experiments." Kevin mentions. "Who's mark?" The therapist chimes in. "The man who raised Double D's twin. Anyway, while we were retrieving the pendant, shit went down and I ended up getting dragged away....the things they did to me I'll never forget. Not only was I starved for days on end, I was tortured and deprived of sleep.... The things I was fed...I don't want to really talk about it but I know I should." The ginger takes a deep breath in and lets a shaky breath out. "The mice were fine... I could eat them. It was a little gross especially when they were alive....but then they started bringing in the people... You remember in 20xx the murder cases with the women disappearing?" Kevin asks the therapist and she nods shakily knowing where this was going. "Yeah... That's where they ended up. Mark and Jack needed more feminine test subjects for some experiment I was never told about for obvious reasons. When the testing failed however and the woman passed away...well that was dinner time for me." Kevin says nearly puking at the memory.

"After I was found and Jack and mark were gone forever Double D, Eddward, and myself all started living together in my house for a bit. My mom loved it probably because she didn't know at all about my sexuality and relationship with Double D. That's when I noticed Double D started to change. He made a lab down in my basement and I thought it was awesome! I thought it would be great for him to follow something he's good at and Eddward helped him from time to time to but suddenly Eddward stopped helping him and he wouldn't tell me why. Honestly, Eddward looked terrified. One day I decided to randomly pop in on Double D while he was in the lab and he was injecting something into a rat... Now usually that wouldn't cause any alarm but the next words scared the hell out of me. He said 'oh Kevin I'm so glad you're just in time I've been working on this new theory where a single injection can make a woman of my choosing pregnant with Jack's spawn. You see I collected his DNA, not his sperm. This won't be a baby that's half of Jack this baby would be Jack, if it works that is. I regret killing my father he really was a genius you know...'" The ginger tears up remembering that. "I knew I couldn't let that happen and when women started missing again I had a hunch...so I called the cops on Double D...they found women in his lab most of them alive and unconscious. One however wasn't so lucky. Double D got 50 to life with what we thought was no parol.... However only 10 years in and we are both positive he's out." Kevin shutters as his breathing quickens at the thought. "I don't want to go through that again, I'm happy with Eddward. I'm happy with my life I don't want to get taken, I don't want him taken. I can't handle being tortured again. My leg still has a slight limp from when his father snapped it like a twig...how do I cope with this fear! TELL ME?!" The ginger says breaking down and curling in on himself on the floor. "Kevin!" The therapist says getting on the floor. "Kevin Kevin!" She says as his eyes roll back and he passes out. The therapist immediately calls for 911.

Eddward is sitting in the waiting room still as he sees paramedics rush in and he curiously follows them having a gut feeling. He sees Kevin and he grabs a glass of water splashing it on him. "Wake up Barr, I know you are not that weak." He says emotionless even though seeing Kevin like that honestly makes him terrified. The ginger opens his eyes "babe...?" He says weakly. "Yes it's me now tell me what happened." The Raven says kneeling at his side. "I remembered everything... I didn't want to..." Kevin says shakily. Eddward gently cups his cheek "it's going to be okay love, go wait in the waiting room and relax. I will be out shortly." He says and he waves off the paramedics after they check him over. "Hey babe, thanks." Kevin says getting up himself and walking to the waiting room trying to remind himself it's all over and in the past.

"Hello miss, my name is Eddward Rockwell. I believe I am your next patient." He says sitting down in the chair. "Hello Mr. Rockwell, now then would you like to tell me what's been bothering you?" The therapist asks hesitantly.

Eddward takes a deep breath in and calms himself and forces his mind to open up. "Where to start...."