Dark

I was already having a bad day, then my boyfriend dumped me. Xilef didn't even have a good reason, he said he was 'bored of our relationship, you know I'm a non committing guy!' I didn't know. 3 days went by, I was still pissed and sleep deprived. It's like the universe saw me and was like what?! A happy demon! Hell naw, Hell naw! Bad personality, Eating disorders, Insomnia, and Body issues galore!   A/N mood

I had already fallen for another guy, his name was Anti, and he is the best. I want to tell him anything and everything about me, and to know every little thing about him. Friends is a good start, I thought, if I could stop being a dick around him.

I remember I had his number, I even had a heart next to his name... A few hearts... A lot of hearts...  I had everybody's number actually. I decided to text him, I thought about it for about an hour first. it would be better to text him in a more sophisticated way so it doesn't look weird.

💘💗💟❤💕💚💞 Anti 💞💚💕❤💟💗💘

Darky: Would you mind if I came over for work stuff?

                                                            Anti: sure what stuff?

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I panicked

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 Darky: Just stuff, it doesn't matter

                                                             Anti: Sure fucking weirdo

Darky: K.

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I sighed and walked to his house, it was only 5 blocks and I needed the exercise anyway. The toxic thoughts came in at the worst time, at least I won't be with Anti when they come. Everybody thinks you look fat, they think you walk weird, they think it's weird you wear a suit in the middle of the day- "STOP!" I shouted out loud, it got some looks, but the thoughts went away, so that's good.

*Time skip kisses you*

I sat on Anti's bed, I was telling him... stuff, when he made a time-out gesture. "I thought we were talking about work?" My face turned pink, Anti looked confused, I don't think he's very up to speed on flirting. "I didn't come here to talk about work." I said flatly, Anti's face turned red.

I waved my hands in front of my face, "No! Not- I meant- I want to get to know you! A-as a friend!" Anti's shocked face turned into a smile, "What do you wanna know?" I returned the smile, "Whatever you're willing to share." "Uh- I use to ~mmm~ wha-what're you doing?" He asked, I realized my hand was rubbing his upper thigh, I removed my hand immediately. "S-sorry, my Boy-Girlfriend just broke up with me I usua-. I-didn't mean- sorry." Anti had this depressed look on his face, like his dog got ran over in front of him.

"You-You're straight? I though-" I cut him off, Maybe he likes me! "I'm not! I mean I needed to know if you were a homophobe or something, I'm very gay, why does it matter?" We were both red as fuck. "I-I jus- My Gaydar went off around you is all. I too am very gay." Anti said, the last words in a Yoda voice. I laughed, maybe this wouldn't be so awkward after all.

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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO do you want me to write smut? I'll do it if you want, It might be cringe though, fair warning.