Chapter 3 || Jar of Hearts ||
It takes me a long time to develop chapter ideas, I really wanted a Danti book somebody would like these how I Like SandersSeptic's books (follow them if you want cool danti shit!) Also, watch the MAP above! It's great!
Started writing; July 12th
also hints of sander sides will ensue, except it would be Mcloughlin Sides. Doesn't have a ring to it though. (P.S Lust and Pain would be Dark Sides)Kcaj is a made up ego, she's like Anti, but a girl.
Anti
10 minutes before
I layed on my bed, Dark had just texted me. I felt hot for some reason, like I was going to burst into flames any second, My Lustful side already assumed I was, and I quote, 'fallen into the fiery depths of !' like, what? My Pain side discarded the idea saying; 'He'll leave you like Kcaj, he doesn't care.' I took Pain's side as usual. I always pretended I hated the idea of love and I liked being masculine, the truth, is I just want to cuddle and love somebody and wear dresses, and I did in my spare time, I closed all the windows of course. I knew I wasn't Trans, I just liked some stereotypical girl stuff.
Maybe I'm Non-Binary? Maybe I'm Genderfluid. Doesn't matter right now.
I decided to put a dress on before Dark got here, I needed to feel nice before possibly losing my job;
I loved it, I twirled around for a bit before falling on the couch, I giggled like a maniac.
I heard a knock on the door, I stopped Giggling. My heart started beating out of my chest, Of course Dark had to come now.
"Anti?" He grunted from outside the door, "C-coming one minute!" I slipped out of the dress and put a lengthy black shirt on so it felt like a dress, expect more comfy.
I opened the door, Dark looked confused, "Uh, Leggings? Didn't seem like you're thing, but whatever." I blushed, I couldn't take the leggings off in time or else Dark would've been more suspicious. I laughed, rubbing the back of my neck, "M-my friend, she wanted me to wear some girly stuff for a dare. Sorry I look stupid!"
Dark smiled, the type of smile you knew there was some hidden intent, but didn't know what they were planning. I've studied people enough to know what they meant though, this one was... I blushed harder, It was supposedly the type of smile that meant they wanted to kiss you. But, Dark wouldn't like me. He would never sink this low.
*Time skip apologizes for the weird-ass paragraph above.*
You love him. My Romantic side whispered in my head, well, Dark doesn't like him! Anxiety argued
Shut it, I need Mr. Social Man! I thought
Logic, thank you very much.
Nobody cares. How do I get through this!?
you just keep up a normal conversation! You learned this last time you talked to somebody.
Easy for you to say.
I smiled at Dark again, he smiled back, a normal, genuine smile this time.
I invited him in and we sat on my bed talking about normal stuff, I interrupted him, knowing that couldn't have been the reason he came. It was apparently. He's also gay. I'm Pan, but went along with being gay, Who knows, he might think I'm greedy. We talked for hours, he finally left though
Maybe I do love him. I thought
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