Maddening Emotions
Hi lovelies I'm back with new Chappy😉
Yesterday was saromythi utthu's birthday so this chapter is dedicated to you Utthu🤗🤗
A Very Happy Birthday🎂🍰 once again Stay Happy Always🎁
Sorry for posting it late,I tried to post it yesterday only but couldn't finish writing🙈
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At night
Sanskaar walked inside Sidhant's room with confused and annoyed expressions on his face
And here Sidhant is lost in his own Dreamland, smiling like a crazy person holding a pillow near his chest
Sanskaar sat beside him and without looking at him he threw a question at him
Sanskaar-Where were you? I was searching you but you weren't here!
Sidhant looked at him boggled, not knowing what to reply
Sidhant-I went somewhere for a small work! You could have called me na?
Sanskaar-I was about to call you but then I.. Leave it!Sid what happens when a person falls in love?
He looked at him curiously throwing the question at Sidhant
Sidhant's eyes almost popped out hearing his question
Sidhant-What?Are you seriously asking me about love and all? You are asking? I can't believe it!
He stated with shocked expression
Sanskaar rolled his eyes feeling annoyed by his reaction
Sanskaar- Aren't you overreacting Sid?Why Can't I ask this question?
Sidhant-Because you said you don't believe in love and all and you were never interested in such matters!
Sanskaar-So what? I still don't believe in love, I just wanted to know how does it feel to be in love?I mean how to understand that it's love or attraction?
Sidhant simply stared at him with a scrutinized look for some seconds then suddenly started laughing looking at Sanskaar
Sidhant-Why are you suddenly asking me these questions??Are you in love or what?
He asked winking at him
Sanskaar rolled his eyes and gritted his teeth being utterly irritated
Sanskaar-Will you answer me or not?
Sidhant-See Sam I'm not much experienced so don't know exactly.But onething when you fall in Love someone's happiness, someone's smile becomes more precious for you and that person's pain gives you immense pain!
He recalled his moments with Rago, the fear Which he felt when that car moved so closer to Ragini and he felt like he is going to loose something very special
And Sanskaar was lost in own world after hearing Sid's reply
Ragini's smiling face, Ragini's cute Angry expressions and she rolling her eyes at him flashed in Sanskaar's mind bringing a smile on his lips
Her closed eyes when she winced in pain because of the wound on her elbow flashed in his brain and seeing her in pain his own eyes turned moist,
Then he recalled how he got scared to apply antiseptic liquid on her wound being scared that she'll feel pain and that fear squeezed his heart
His eyes turned wider and heart beats turns faster as realisation hit him hard
"No, it's not possible!" He muttered with almost inaudible voice
He stood up quickly and left Sidhant's room hastily not even looking back at his best friend
Sidhant got surprised by his weird acts
Sidhant-Now what happened to Sam?Why is he behaving so weirdly?
He thought in his mind
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Stepping inside his room Sanskaar carelessly threw himself on the bed, switching off the lights
Sanskaar-No this isn't possible! Love can't trap me!I'm not in Love!This is just attraction not Love!Yes it's not Love, it's not!
He mumbled maniacly his eyes turning moist and while giving it a shade of blood-red
His fist landed on the bed several times trying to take out his all frustration on this lifeless object
"I don't love you Sujata, I love someone else"
The words Haunted Sanskaar whenever he recalled his mother's tear-stained face, her painful sobs
And then the most painful moment in his life when he witnessed his mother's lifeless body and blood oozing out from the cut of her wrist
His jaw clenched, Anger making him insane
Sanskaar-Love is weakness! Love is destruction! I can never fall in Love, I would never fall in Love, NEVER!
He hissed ragefully, his voice void of positive emotions
Closing his eyes he tried to divert his mind from all these mess but as if his own heart became his biggest rival Which kept reminding him about HER
Her beautiful face
Her soothing smile
Her cute scared expressions
His heart getting possessed by HER completely
Sanskaar-Why the hell this is happening with me?
He screamed getting even more frustrated now
And Sleep laughing at him playing hide and seek with him
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Covering half of her face Ragini was trying hard not to smile so stupidly
Her eyes sparkling with unknown emotions and happiness clearly visible in them
Ragini-Sanskaar ,the evil Devil who was sooooo dangerous, emotionless he is changed so much now! I can't believe he's so caring!Why does he care about me so much??Why me?
A shade of blush captured her Rosy cheeks as she remembered his acts, his care for her and their closeness which always, yes ALWAYS makes her weak on her knees
She cupped her face with her both hands smiling and recalling the recent moments with him
Ragini-Umm Actually he isn't that bad!He stopped hurting others, he is changing and I like this change in him!
She thought in her mind
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Opening the window Manik managed to jump inside stealthily without making loud noise
His eyes landed on the shelf where Records of Royal Warriors' students files are arranged
He stepped towards the shelf and started searching the Files which starts with "S"
After a while finally he got what wanted
As soon his eyes landed on the file, his eyes got widened with utter shock
Manik-She is?Oh my god , I need to inform Sam about it as soon as possible!
He took out his mobile and captured Screenshots of details of the file
Then he kept it back and left the place quickly
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Next Day
Laksh was doing his part of job(punishment😜) in the kitchen of college canteen and Tina was helping him
Sanskaar wasn't doing anything, he was just sitting on a chair and waiting for Ragini
This is the last day of their punishment after this they can attend their classes
Sanskaar- Enough now I won't let my stupid feelings change me!I won't turn weak!
He thought in his mind determinedly
Just then Ragini entered there, her eyes searching for HIM
As soon their eyes met, Her lips curved into a sweet smile but his face looked serious
Sanskaar rolled his eyes and looked away
Ragini frowned at him seeing his reaction
She walked towards him with a poker face not looking at his face
Ragini-Hi!
Sanskaar-If your Hi Hello is over then go and do my part of job which I got as punishment because of you!
He spitted the words aggressively making Her shocked and Angry
Ragini-Excuse me what did you just said?? You got punishment because of me?Huh you are suffering from Amnesia, I got punishment because of you and you got punishment because of your own misdeeds!You are showing me attitude how dare you?
She shot back at him poking her index finger in his chest
Clenching his jaw Sanskaar looked at her finger which is poking his chest then he looked at her narrowing his eyes
His fingers got wrapped around her finger and after some seconds she was pulled with a great force and landed on his lap abruptly
Her mouth formed an "O" and she couldn't do anything other than staring at him with her big eyes
"Aww she's looking sooo cute!" Sanskaar's heart confessed it to him but he decided to ignore his stupid heart
Sanskaar-Don't you do this things with me!
Pulling her closer holding her waist shot back his words rudely at Ragini
He poked his index finger on her slightly bare waist copying her exact act
Sanskaar-Dare you to do this with me again or talk to me with that tone and then be ready to face the consequences!
He almost with threatened her lowering his face to her level, his breath flaming her soft skin
She closed her eyes feeling weird sensation in her body because of his touch on her waist and his minty breath which is choking her throat
Both their hearts thumping so loudly that they can feel each other's heart beats
Like every damn time again their closeness affected her to such an extent that she's again falling weak infront of him
His eyes captured the sight, Her lips shivering and her fist clutching his shirt
He felt thirsty, thirsty to consume her sweet Rosebud inbetween his rough lips
And his arms itched to hold her more closer to him and embrace her as much tight as possible
His fingers touched her long eyes lashes and her eye balls moved behind her closed eyes
His fingers started tracing her soft cheeks and then rubbed her soft petals
Gulping hard she parted her lips and he felt her shuddering on his lap
She looked so innocent and he was again loosing himself in her innocence
Sanskaar chuckled seeing his affect on Ragini
Both of Them are getting affected by each other and they knew it deep inside their hearts
As nobody was there other than RagSan so they were lost in their own world
Laksh Tina and the kitchen owner were in kitchen so thankfully nobody caused embarrassment for RagSan
RagSan heard sound of someone's sob and it drew them back from their Dreamland
Ragini quickly stood up avoiding eye contact with Sanskaar and even he didn't looked back at her
Before they can have a conversation Manik walked inside dragging Sanjana with him and made her stand infront of Sanskaar
RagSan looked at them being shocked and confused
Manik looked angry and Sanjana was crying badly
Sanskaar-Hey what's going on?Why is she crying? And why are you Angry Manik?
He questioned Manik with furrowed eyebrows
Manik-Why don't you ask Ms Sanjana?Ask her what's her surname!
Hearing their voice Laksh & Tina came running there
Laksh-What happened bhai , what's the matter say it clearly na!Did Sanjana do something wrong?
Manik smiled sarcastically while Sanjana stood bowing her head down
RagSan felt bad seeing her crying so badly
Manik-Just ask her to tell her full name!
Tina-Manik it's Sanjana Khanna!We all know already!
Manik-It's a Lie! She's not Sanjana Khanna! She's Kapoor!
Something hit Sanskaar and he felt a lump growing inside his throat
Sanskaar-Sanjana Kapoor??
He asked with broken voice
Manik noded yes and Sanjana looked at Sanskaar with fearful eyes
Her body shaking badly
Manik stepped towards Sanskaar and shown the screenshots to Sanskaar
Seeing it Sanskaar's face stiffened then a moment later when he looked back at Sanjana, his eyes emitted fire
Hatred and disgust oozing out from his cold stare
Sanjana's lips moved but voice wasn't coming out from her throat
She was hell scared seeing Sanskaar's anger
Tina-What are you guys seeing??
Laksh moved near them and took the phone in his hand, as soon he saw the screenshots his expression turned serious
Ragini-Why are you guys behaving so rudely with her?What she did? And Sanjana why were you hiding your real surname?
Laksh-Because She's Sanjana Kapoor, DAUGHTER OF RAM KAPOOR!
Sanskaar closed his eyes feeling rage overpowering him, he felt cheated again
Ragini-Daughter of Ram Kapoor means Sanskaar's sister?
Ragini asked being shocked, wiping the sweat drops from her forehead
Sanskaar-She's not my sister! She's nothing to me do you get it? Don't dare to call her my sister!
He screamed at the top of his voice giving pain to his throat
His sudden outburst made Ragini jump in her place, his tone huted her deeply bringing tears in her innocence eyes
He looked mad in anger
Sanjana-Sans..bha..bhai!
Sanjana took a step near Sanskaar with her teary eyes and Sanskaar moved back gritting his teeth with Anger
Sanskaar-Don't you dare to come near me! You are my father's daughter but nothing to me!Get it straight that I hate your mother and I hate you!Hate you people more than anything! You all disgust me!
Sanjana-Bhai please don't hate us! Please give me one chance to explain everything, trust me when you will come to know everything you won't hate us! You are my brother, an important part of my life please just one chance!
She pleaded joining her hands infront of Sanskaar
But Sanskaar looked away not wanting to see her tears
Sanskaar-You are a cheat!With fake surname and fake Identity you became a part of our group just to stay near me right?So that you can backstab me like your father and your mother did long back!Just go away from here! I don't want to see your face! I'm feeling disgusted! Actually I should leave before I commit something wrong!
He stated angrily and stormed out from there
Sanjana fell on her knees crying badly , Ragini and Tina looked at her feeling bad for her and ManLak stared at her angrily
Ragini knew that Sanskaar is going through a very hard time and he badly needed someone right now
So she stepped out of there to reach Sanskaar
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Taking steps with haste with racing heart beats Ragini impatiently searching for Sanskaar
Fear engulfing her making her feel that her heart gonna burst at any moment if she can't find him safe and sound
Her steps stopped near the store room as she literally jerked with fear hearing some loud sounds of something getting crashed
She took her steps near the store room and covered her mouth seeing the scene infront of her
Seeing Sanskaar in not so sane state her heart ached
She was just praying for his well being but seeing his wild actions made it clear for her that her prayers got rejected
Sanskaar was in fervent rage; breaking the wooden chairs, the tube lights, the glass tables whatever he got near him
Broken wood pieces, glass pieces were scattered around the floor
With slow steps without making any noise Ragini walked towards him
She knew He needs someone to share his pain ,his depression so she decided to be the one who can support him in this situation no matters he wants it or not but she'll be there for him in his agony
Ragini-Sans..Sanskaar!
She whispered his name with low voice keeping her shivering hand on his broad shoulder trying to divert his attention
Sanskaar-Leave me alone!
He shouted raising the cricket bat in his hand, ready to hit the person who dared to interfere in his actions not even looking at her
Ragini shrieked with horror and covered her face immediately getting scared of him, thinking that in his anger he would hurt her
But as soon as his eyes fell on her, his hand stopped in middle
No matter how much anger dominates him he would try his best not to harm HER
Removing her palms from her face she looked at with her moist eyes which is covered with fear
Fear of witnessing the old Sanskaar once again
Sanskaar-Go! Just Leave Ragini!Leave Me Alone!
He commanded her with a hoarse voice
His bloodshot eyes meeting her innocencent eyes sent a shiver through her backbone making it difficult for Ragini to stay near him and to look into his rageful orbs for one more minute
Ragini-Sanskaar listen...
She tried to speak cluching onto his shoulder in comfortable manner trying to cool his anger
But he stepped back jerking her hand away from his body
Sanskaar-Didnt you heard me?Just Leave Ragini before I hurt you, which I don't want to do! I don't want you, just let me stay alone!
She spoke venomously, his voice unusually low, stiff but dark
Ragini-Sanskaar please calm down!Listen to me please, I know what you are going through but..
Throwing the bat in corner with carelessly and furiously
His face darkened with fury
Ragini's breath hacked for a moment as soon Sanskaar made her dash against his heated body,
pushing her left hand behind her back gripping it tightly locking her movements
Sanskaar-What do you think you are doing? I told you I don't want to hurt you then why are you so eager throw yourself in this mess? Aren't you scared of me?
He questioned her towering her slim trembling figure
Ragini simply stared into his orbs for awhile then replied back with a calm tone
Ragini-I know you won't hurt me, even if you are furious!I'm not scared of you thinking what you would do with me , but I'm scared of you knowing it well that you would surely harm yourself!
hearing her words Sanskaar could only gaze at her in astonishment
More than herself she is tensed about him??
Raising her right hand slowly she stroked his warm cheeks affectionately wiping the tear-drops
Sanskaar came back to his senses feeling her soft fondling against his skin
Unlocking her from his clutch he moved away
Anger again dominating his soul
Sanskaar-Just Don't!No need to show sympathy for me! I don't need anyone's pity, you got it? Just stay away from me!
Ragini-I won't stay away until you I make sure you won't harm yourself! Sanskaar I'm not showing you sympathy; I can understand your pain, anger and frustration! It's not easy to tolerate your step sibling like this but...
Sanskaar-Ssshh!Don't overstep your limits Ragini! It's my personal matter and I don't want to discuss it with you or anybody else! Stay in your limit!
He tossed the harsh words with a warning tone , closing her mouth with his palm tightly preventing her to say further
The tear-drops freed from her eyes and flowed down wetting her milky cheeks as she caught the glimpse of his pain and the hurt in his deep brown eyes
Ragini-Till when Sanskaar?Till when you will be like this?Till when you will hide your pain your wounds like this, showing your anger? You can never get rid of this pain by showing anger!Anger can't give you peace, it can't lighten your burden! Don't cage your feelings Sanskaar!Cry your heart out!Share your pain please!
As her words reached his brain he shut his eyes tightly covering his eyes, feeling hard to hold the emotions which he was imprisoning from long, long back
Ragini held his both shoulders to comfort him
Ragini-Swallow your anger for some time and try to drag away the pain of your heart Sanskaar!Say something!
Sanskaar-Mom!
Only one word escaped his mouth as his eyes flooded with hot tears
Sanskaar-Mom, she was lying life..less!
Sob escaped as he recalled Sujata
Falling on his knees he cried out pushing his fingers through his hair feeling broken
Kneeling infront of him Ragini held Sanskaar's hand looking at him with tears in her eyes
Sanskaar-She was lying on the bed..lifeless , blood oozing from her wrist and drenching the bedsheet! I was scared seeing her like that! I thought she's not well but soon she'll be ok and she'll talk to me!But she didn't, she didn't talked to me again Ragini, she just left me without saying anything to me!She left me to never come back to me again!
He broke down Completely with tears blurring his vision
That defeated look on his face clenched Ragini's heart
Wrapping her arms around his neck she fondled his hair trying to comfort him
Sanskaar circled her waist with his both arms hiding his face in her embrace, supporting his head against her belly
His tears wetting her top
Sanskaar-Mr Ram Kapoor and his second wife snatched my mom from me!They smashed my childhood under their feet! I was alone, completely alone and broken and he was busy enjoying his life with his second wife and his beloved daughter! After destroying everything why they are still behind me Ragini??Why he sent his daughter to give me more pain to remind me that I lost everything and they are having which I don't have?What Sanjana wants From me?
Ragini closed her eyes painfully covering her mouth with her one hand to muffle her sob , her another hand massaging his hair
And he just kept shedding tears covered with her warmth
His past still haunting him making him insane
She could feel his pain and he could feel her try attempt to sooth his heart
Screen Freezed on RagSan's posture and their teary eyes
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Ok so finally Sanjana's truth is out
Now what do you think why Sanjana came in Royal warriors?
What's her aim?
And what about Sanskaar?
Do you think his actions are right or...??
Please vote and comment😃
Love you all😗
Rago & Teju ki Anisha
(aur Diksha ki bhi😉🤗)
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