Adam Yilmaz POV

"Make me forget he ever touched me". I kept hearing her words in my head as I stared at her blankly.

"I can't do that Lena" I said softly not wanting to hurt her feelings.

"Please Adam I need to forget, help me forget Adam" she pleaded with more tears flowing down her cheeks.

"You just told me you weren't ready, I'm not doing this Lena"

"I wasn't ready for him. But I'm ready for you, please Adam be mine for just this night and we can forget all about it tomorrow"

I didn't know if it was the right thing to do. But for once, I didn't care, I wanted to be with her as much as she wanted to be with me. I wanted to worship her body the way she deserved.

I nodded and allowed her to strip me off my clothes, leaving me in my boxers. She went to the bed and lie down on her back watching me invitingly.

I paused for a moment, taking in the beautiful creature she was, well aware of my throbbing erection that was now making a tent in my boxers. I pulled them down and crawled in bed until I was facing her.

"You really want this?" I whispered my breath fanning her cheek.

"Please" it came out in a moan driving me insane. But I knew I had to be gentle after what she had been through. So I took my time in barely brushing my lips to hers while my hand roamed her shoulder. I pressed my lips to hers moaning at how good it felt to be this close to her again.

My hand found its way to her rights firm breast squeezing it, making her gasp. My tongue took the opportunity and delved in the warmth of her mouth, exploring it until it collided with hers. Our tongues danced together, turning our gentle kiss into a heated one. Never breaking the kiss, my hand caressed her body  going further down reaching her mound. With a finger I traced the lines of her pussy lips making her break the kiss for air. I left a trail of kisses from her cheek to her neck, going farther down to her breast, gently sucking and teasing her nipples. I gave the same treatment to the other one as my fingers worked on her core. I felt her breathing hitch, but didn't stop the teasing.

I honestly wanted to hear her beg. My fingers eased in and out of her wetness repeatedly.

"Adam..." she moaned my name arching her back "Adam please... I need you"

I spread her legs wide open, positioning myself between them. Without breaking eye contact, I licked her slit slowly making her buck her hips and moan my name again, louder this time. She half sat up as she supported her upper body on her elbows as she watched me while I ate her out until I thought she was ready enough to take me in letting out a few moan myself.

I put my rod on her core teasing her for a few seconds, but she was on fire and begged me to take her. Adjusting it on her slit, I let it slide slowly in and out a few times, wanting to take my time so I didn't hurt her.

Lena took me by surprise as she gripped my ass and pushed herself up making my cock thrust fully inside of her. She let out a cry of pain as tears slid down her soft cheeks. I kissed her tears away, not moving, giving her time to adjust to my size inside of her.

She found my lips and kissed me fiercely as she started moving under me wanting to feel more of me. Our bodies moved in sync, becoming one entity while we worked our way to climax.

I could feel her nails dug in my back scratching me, and I knew she was close to her orgasm, making me go faster and deeper, hitting her G-spot. She came around me, arching her back and moaning my name in pure pleasure, and that was it. It sent me to edge as I pulled out of her and came all over her sheets, feeling nothing but ecstasy. Pure bliss.

I watched her chest fall and rise as she came back from her climax, and as soon as I was able to control my breathing, I picked her up in my arms and took her to me bed.

We cuddled silently until we both drifted to sleep. I woke up to my alarm and quickly turned it off not wanting to wake Lena up. I looked at her while she slept with a smile spread on her face. She looked content. I leaned in and kissed her gently pulling away as I remembered her words from last night.

Please Adam be mine for just this night and we can forget all about it tomorrow. She had said to me, meaning it was a onetime thing and I shouldn't bring it up again. I decided on respecting her wishes for now, but once I got back from Turkey, I would make her see how good we were together, I would make her see how much I care for her and how much I love her.

I got out of bed and took a quick shower not wanting to be late for my final exam. Before I left I thought I'd surprise her with painkillers and breakfast. I put the tray on my desk, gave her a last peck on the cheek and left hurriedly.

When I finished my exam I went to the company to say good bye to dad, I was planning on spending the night with Lena an I wouldn't be able to see him before taking my flight. I also went to visit Elise and Mason and promised Elise to bring her spices and other things she wanted from Istanbul.

Helena Walton's POV

I woke up next morning feeling sore and exhausted, but a grin was plastered on my face as I remembered how Adam made me feel. He made me forget every guy that ever touched or kissed me. He was that perfect.

I slowly opened my eyes eager to see him but found myself alone in his king size bed. Disappointment took over me as I got out of bed to go see if he was outside. A tray on his desk caught my attention, I walked toward it and found a sandwich with an orange juice glass and pain killers. There was a note on the tray.

I held it in my fingers feeling stinging tears in my eyes as I read it over and over again.

"Good morning Lena, I had to leave early for my final exam. Take the painkillers if you're feeling sore"- Adam.

"I hate you Adam Yilmaz, I just fucking hate you!" I threw the note away and stormed out of his bedroom. I took a long hot shower to help my body relax. I couldn't believe he would leave me after a night like that. I understand that he had to go for his exams, but he could at least have woken me up!

After my shower, I ate my breakfast and took the painkillers he left me. I was indeed very sore. I kept checking my phone expecting at least a text message from him but nothing.

That afternoon, I was still lounging on the couch lazily watching Netflix movies when I heard Adam coming in.

I sat up and glared at him. He noticed and stopped moving just raising his arms up looking funny, but I forced myself not to laugh.

"I come in peace and I bring ice cream"

I walked up to him and took the bucket of ice cream he was holding up his head. He smiled and let down his arms.

"How are you feeling?"

"Sore"

"Did you take the painkillers?"

I nodded and looked at him. He looked different, he looked happy and relaxed. He was probably enjoying himself while I was here all alone stressing myself about the fact he left without waking me up.

"You look crabby"

"I feel crabby" I warned him and heard him sigh. He went into the kitchen and took a drink of water before coming back to me.

"When is your final exam?"

So that was what he wanted to talk about? Did he forget how just last night he made love to me and cuddled me to sleep? I couldn't believe him.

"Tomorrow" I replied briefly.

"Great! Mine was today" he grinned clearly happy about it "I aced it!"

"Good for you Adam"

He frowned studying my face and waited a few moments before speaking up again.

"Alright, looks like you're in a bad mood. I'm gonna go pack and if you feel better tonight maybe I'll cook you something you like" he walked away before I could say anything.

What did he mean by packing? Where was he going? Was he really leaving me after last night? I thought we had something special. I forced back the tears as I got up and ambushed him in his room. I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw the suitcase on his bed already half filled. He was really leaving me.

I looked up at him with so much hatred no one could comprehend how I felt right now.

"Why are you packing?" I said in a trembling voice.

"Turkey, my flight is at dawn, I'll be heading to the airport by midnight"

"But why?"

He smiled with a frown as if he didn't get my question "Because I want to visit my family Lena. I'm going for a couple months, and I'll be back at the start of the semester."

I bit my lower lip looking anywhere but at him. How could he do that? He was acting like a self centered jerk. I couldn't believe I was happy with my decision of him being my first. That was a terrible mistake.

"Lena? What is it? You keep spacing out"

"I hate you Adam!"

"We're back to that now?" he said clearly annoyed and confused.

"When you come back from turkey, don't even bother coming here, you settle down in your own flat. I don't want you around me, and I don't want to see you Adam, not here, not at my parents house, just stay the hell away from me!"

He tried holding my shoulders but I reluctantly shoved him off of me.

"Lena why are you talking to me like that?"

"Because I hate you Adam Yilmaz, I always have and always will!"