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So in sixth hour we got new seats or the teacher let up pick our spots (I got in late but when I walked in everyone was sitting in a different spot). So I picked a random spot and sat down.  After presentations were over, this kid next to me (who I do not know) asked my name. When I didn't reply, they were like "wtf, don't you talk? You don't have to be rude" which made me feel a hella lot worse. Yes, I realize that not responding to someone's question is rude. Yes, I realize that I should give them an answer. But.....there's a thing called social anxiety. Which, in my case, is severe. I had had a panic attack in fifth hour and was still really jittery and shaky, and I was freaking out that if have to present. Then this kid just asks me random questions and then gets all pissy. Okay, I know that lots of people aren't aware that I have anxiety and they don't realize just how hard it makes things for me, but it's a really hard thing for me to live with. And calling me rude and inconsiderate doesn't really help with that. I don't like talking to strangers, on a scale of 1-10 (10 being the worst), talking to a stranger is like a 7 or 8. I can hardly order food on my own. And I'm a goddamn fucking teenager. I should be able to do stuff on my own. But I can't. Because of stupid fucking anxiety. Gah, I'm so frustrated right now and there's like nothing I can do about it and it's really stressing me out.

Anyways.

Rant over. I'm sorry I had to unload all that bullshit on you.