Yes, I will be having a 100 followers celebration, it's just that right now I'm not really feeling up to the task. I assure you it'll happen, I'm just not sure when. Hopefully soon though.

On another note, I'm not going to leave Wattpad and I'm still doing art, so that's good I guess. I just had to take a small break. Thank you everyone who commented on the last chapter, your kind words really meant a lot and helped me feel better about who I am as a person and artist. It's been really hard for me not to compare myself to others in general, especially since I can be quite competitive. In terms of art, looking at others' work for inspiration is ok, but once I start comparing, it feels like I'm turning it into a contest which isn't something I want. I want art to be an expression of myself and not have to try to be better or worry that I'm worse than others.

Also I'm really sorry about the inactivity, school started and crap....a thing happened with my friends and I'm really upset and idk how to deal with all the emotions I'm feeling. Basically trust was broken and I don't know what to do or how to repair it. I love my friends but what they've done, they've crossed a line that shouldn't have been crossed. I'm sad and angry and hurt and confused and it's all just a mess. I want to still be friends, I'm just worried that this will happen and I'll be hurt all over again. It's making everything really tough and i don't know if I even want to try to repair the damage, or even how. I'm honestly not at my best right now, so hopefully you can understand. I did get a bit of art done, so hopefully that'll be up soon.

Sorry for wasting your time, I'll shut up now

Au revoir