I watch her as she wipes off the little make-up that she has on, her standing in the motel bathroom and me laying on my stomach onto of the bed. She only needs one wipe to take off everything but she always uses two just in case, wanting to make sure she gets everything off. We spent the morning around Jersey and now came back to the motel to get ready to spend the rest of the day at the beach. I have been ready for quite some time but Lana on the other hand is somewhere.. near done.

"You don't need that stuff you know." I say getting off the bed and walking toward the bathroom. She turns around just as I lean against the door frame and smiles a blushing smile. "It's true."I continue.

She throws the second wipe into the trash and walks my way, planting a kiss on my lips once she reaches me.

"You just want me to take my clothes off at the nude beach." she walks away and picks her suitcase off the floor, plopping it down onto the bed right after to get her bathing suit I suppose. I smile to myself.

"That I do." I admit. "But you still need no make-up. You're breath taking with and without."

"Shut up." she blushes. She begins removing her clothing and I plop down onto the bed, enjoying my view.

"See you are naked right now it's just like this at a nudist beach."

"I'm only naked in front of you."

"Babe in nudist beaches people stare when you aren't nude." I tell her, and it's true. She slips on the underwear part of her bathing suit and I get up off the bed to walk over to her. I get the two stringy things from the brassiere part of her bathing suit like I have been doing for the past days here in jersey and begin tying them in a knot behind her neck after she holds her hair. When I finish I wrap my arms around her torso and plant a trail of kisses from her shoulder blade to her neck, making sure to linger in the sweet spot between her neck and shoulder. I rest my chin on her shoulder and begin to slightly rock up side to side. She places her hands and arms over mine and leans her back into my chest, sighing softly.

"I'm going to miss you so so so much sunshine." It is the second to last day in jersey, and I know once we get back to Los Angeles I will have to go straight to Artenia to get my things to get ready for my next jobs. Lana has some business to take care of in Los Angeles so she sadly she can't join me in Italy, and I am already dreading it just thinking about it. I have never been so attached to another person in this way before, and sure I have been in relationships before, but whenever I put thought to it and think of how I am with Lana.. I don't know. It almost feels like this is the relationship I was always destined to be in.

She turns around then and wraps her arms around my neck, almost scowling. "You're killing the mood." she uses my line. I laugh lightly.

"I'm going to miss you, so much." she says. "But lets not think about that right now."

"Alright." I smile. I lean in and give her a good lingering kiss before pulling away to grab my backpack. She moves to put on her long skirt and t-shirt as well as her sandals. She picks her bag off the floor and starts walking to the rom's door.

"Hurry up." she calls out. "I have to take my peer-pressuring nudist girlfriend to a beach before the sun sets." I laugh and walk to the front door.

"Are we picking her up?" I ask.

"Obviously." she rolls her eyes. I pinch her bum as I walk out and walk over to our taxi cab that is already here. I leave the door open and tell the driver the name of the beach, slightly amused when he turns back.

"Ya do know that's a beach where people are all around naked right miss?" he tells me, jersey accent thick.

"Sure do." I smile. Lana gets in the cab then and I scoot closer in to her.

"Alright." he turns around and starts the engine, beginning to drive out of the motel parking. I take Lana's hand in mine then and adjust my body so that I am more comfortable. The drive to the beach isn't as long as I expected it to be, or at least it didn't feel that way. I did take longer than it takes to get to the usual beach we go to but it isn't a big deal at all.

When we finally do arrive at the beach I pay the driver and take Lana's slightly sweaty hand in mine. We begin walking down to the shore and I burst out laughing when I watch her reaction to a large nude man walking by eating ice cream. After seeing him, we begin to notice the rest of the nude people on this beach.

"You weren't joking when you said people dressed get more attention." Lana mutters to me.

"Good thing I'm not going to be dressed." I tell her. She glares at me and I make a face. We reach a good amount of space from the water and begin removing my shorts and t-shirt as Lana takes the blanket out to lay on the sand.I cross my arms across my chest and look at her amused as she begins removing her long skirt and t-shirt.

"Moment of truth." I tell her. "Will you join the nude side or will you continue to stay in the boring, repulsive, absolutely sore thumb sticking out clothed side."

"The nude side?" she laughs.

"It's fun on this side." I let her know. She stares at me for a while and I smile back, beginning to cross my eyes and smile a ridiculous smile when she squints her eyes.

"Fine." she finally says. I squeal in excitement and jump giddily. She begins removing her dark blue bathing suit and I begin to dance.

"Finally babe, fin-al-ly. You are going to love it. love love love." she removes her bathing suit hesitantly but.. surely? No, not really.

"Oo la la." I raise my eyebrows suggestively once she is fully nude. She smiles embarrassed.

"C'mon, I'm dying to get into the water." I grab her hand and begin dragging her towards the water.

"Cara what if the water is cold- Cara." Lana always lays a while under the sun before going into the water, even then, she works herself up to it. Letting her feet get a taste of the water, then up to her shins, then knees, etc. I have respected that process, but right now, she needs to get everything into the fucking water at once like I do. "Cara Cara Cara Cara, nonononononono-"

But it is too late by then because I already have her in the water up to her breasts. I let go of her then because I know its too late for her to get out, it would be pointless.

"I h-hate you." she stutters. I laugh out loud.

"It's not even that cold!" I tell her. "It's fresh!" I go completely into the water then and jump out.

"Your turn." I tell her. She takes a while before giving in but eventually does, coming up out of the water with a gasp.

"See. Not so bad." she shudders and I laugh, wrapping my arms around her neck before pulling her in for a kiss, water hitting us then but not hard enough to move us. I deepen the kiss and smile in between kisses when I feel her squeeze my bum. I bite her bottom lip and pull away, smiling at her when I open my eyes.

The rest of the time we spend at the beach is just as amusing as I expected it to be. Lana is timid at first, but eventually got use to being nude. I think she might have realized people weren't staring like she thought in her head they would be, and after she realized that, she was going about like clothes never existed.

"That is not true." Lana laughs at my allegation.

"It is!" I continue. "Look for yourself!"

She scowls at me momentarily before looking up and around at the men on this beach, checking if I am right about the men at nudist beaches having the smallest penis'. She continues to look around for a while longer before bursting into a fit of laughter.

"What did I tell you!"

"My god." she lets out. "When did you even notice that?"

"A long time ago." I tell her. "I'm quite the observant."

"Oh really?" she asks unconvinced.

"Really." she stays silent for a while before getting off her stomach and laying on her back like I am currently.

"Have you ever been with a man, Cara?" she asks, taking me by surprise.

"Yes." I answer truthfully.

"Really?"

"You sound surprised. I'm not that repulsive."

"Shut up." I smile at her. "What was his name?"

"That's a personal question." I tell her. She glares at me.

"Robert." I say gently. "His father was a friend of mines, we would go to his family's country house for parties all the time. We dated for some time."

"Did you love him?" she continues.

"I'd like to think so, yeah." I reply. She nods at this.

"Yours?" I continue the conversation.

"Jake." she says. "I'd like to think I loved him too."

I place my hand over her stomach and begin to make small patterns with my fingers.

"Should we head back to the motel already?" I hear her ask. "It's past 3:30."

"Already?" I ask surprised. "It hardly feels past 2."

Lana and I always leave the beach before it hits 4. We go back to the motel to shower before heading out to eat and spending the rest of day doing whatever we decide to do.

"Alright, let's go." I get up and look for my shorts and t-shirt before finding them on the sand beside the blanket. I shake the sand off of them before proceeding to put on the clothing. I finish dressing and watch amused as Lana finally gets up, gathering her bathing suite from where she left it. I look over her shoulder then and notice a man a couple feet away glaring at her, looking at her from head to toe. Hungrily almost. I make my way around her then and block her from his view, glaring at the man-- warning him. He finally looks away and I turn around to face Lana, hoping she didn't notice. Perv.