[pixie]
It's strange when I walked to my home from barbershop, my parents, actually my dad, did not satisfy with my new hair. And it was fucking more annoying when my friends looked at me said: "Ewww, gross", "Why the hell did you do that?", " Your previous hair was much more beautiful"...

"Fuck them" I always thinking. And I actually did do that.

According to psychology and history, people are annoying and unsatisfied when they see something that are not familiar, that is different, that is out of our quenthuocj.

People are scared of changes. Especially changes from their closed friends, from their relatives and family. That's why it is always hard for our parents to support your own true self. And it is even more intensive when their children are really different from their parents, their friends and something people usually call: "Similarity" and "Safety".

The world we are living, the generation we are facing, in the other way, expects to recruit the different one, the crazy one that never hesitates to make a difference, to be imaginative, to risk their comfortable zone.

Then why don't we accept our differences? Why don't we put our selfishness aside and look deeply into other people soul, and compliment: "You look beautiful". Why don't we support them and help them to make that difference? Like a simple saying: "Your idea is so awesome. Let's do it!" or "It's so fascinating. When will you start?"

That is the reason why I will and I am always keeping the way I AM. Maybe I did look dull, maybe I am disgusting to you sometimes, maybe I annoy you guys so much because the things I do, is indeed, seem to be a rebellion to you. I accept it. It is the price I must pay for my difference. And I love my difference.

Since we are individually different.