I wrote this on YT, so if it seems I'm speaking from another platform that's why. But this is a rant/vent

He used to be an oddball, special and unpredictable witch made him alluring to me. It's not why I like the show but it was one of the reasons. He was such a big comfort character to me and now in the new episodes I don't even see four anymore it's like there is a diffrent person in his body cause ever since the move he has been calm 247, and most of his lines keep devolving into quick sentences. He doesn't even bring me much joy when I see his character anymore, and all of the characters are becoming more dull, it's almost painful to watch the show now.

Let me say this

Character development and changing a character are 2 whole different things.

Character development means the character learns something and improves not just out of no where there whole persona and personality changes. I know this is a stupid thing to vent/rant about but he was such a big part of my life and it truly pains me to see him devolve into this completely different person. I know that if I stop making bfb or four x oc content I will most likely loose a lot of you,, but I just don't think I can do it anymore. I love you guys and I love what I do, but I cant just sit here and do something pretending that I'm still back in episode 16.

I can't just keep sitting here acting like all the bfb characters I know and love are still here cause honestly, THEY ARE NOT. The only characters that haven't changed are x and flower. X barley gets over a minute of screen time but flower, are lesbian icon, are floral queen, are design goddess, stays they way she is accept for the show completely throwing away her phobia of bugs. It's just hard for me to even think about doing stuff with four and bunny cause, Four was comfort to me. He was a way I coped with anxiety, trauma, and mental issues but he's changed. He's really changed and he's just not four anymore, at lest not the four I knew throughout most of the show that I grew to love and care for, I know he is fictional, yes I'm aware. But without me liking four, I might not have gotten this far on YT, I would not have made friend's with all of you and,, I would not have met my Girlfreind.

All good things come to and end, and I really wish it did not go by so fast but I don't see any chance of ever seeing the four we all knew and loved again. It sucks it really dose cause I've been so fucking sad and moody this week and, usually I would have a comfort character to lean back on, or to just talk to my Girlfreind, but when she's busy I use my comfort characters. Or if I'm really not stable enough to talk to her I use my comfort characters. But,, now I don't have one. I had roy from spooky month but then there was this whole mental civil war my brain had with the age and legality of my old spooky month oc, so now I need a new oc and until then, I don't really know what to do. I can always go back and look at shrignold as an option, and I do still like his character but I,

Dude I just don't know I'm trying to say that Four was probably the most helpful comfort character I've ever had. He brought me so many good things, friend's, and just over all people. My awareness of his existence and my love for him got me so far. And it meant so much to me. HELL, it even got me back to eating again!

But now he's gone

And it's just really, really fucking with me.

At this point I don't really care that bfb is ending.

All of the characters accept for flower and x are just, they are husks. Lollipop was good as well but she's gone.

I just can't do this anymore and I need to move on from bfb but it's hard cause it was such a big part of my life.

I hope you all understand.

Thanks for reading all of this stupid shit.

I should not even have a goddamn right to be upset about it, it's not like I can do shit.

Anyways.

Once I make a good spooky month oc, accept that to come more often. I will me more active on wattpad and funimate because you can just post stuff and talk on there instead of needing content. I'll do my best to try and see bfb again but, I just wanted to rant. YT won't let me change my PFP so until I can it will be four. Changed the user to start with an S for somthing really dumb but y'know it was a PRo gamer move of me even though someone else got the reward lmao-

I'll probably change my funimate user too.

Until next time, love you guys! Bye!