Requested by @Yellowstone22
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You were writhing around in your bed, images swirling together producing a very vivid nightmare. Your face was scrunched up; you began sweating and breathing heavily. Your heart involuntarily pumped faster as the fear grew.

You were running, although that seemed useless as the darkness swallowed you.

Whispy figures flew by surrounding you. You recognize them as the faces of the ones you had killed. Every. Single. One. Faces of agony and anger that haunted your being. You covered your head deluding yourself into thinking it would protect you. But the ghosts were still there.

They screamed and whispered so many things, many of them true. Which made it all the more hurtful. Especially one word that stood above the rest; killer.

Your tears streamed down your face, but it wasn't like anyone was going to sympathize with you. Perhaps you were beyond sympathy.

You could feel them getting closer, the air colder, a lot more dreadful. Finally you could feel yourself getting dragged, dragged into something dark. Probably something worse than hell, by the ones you have slain in your life.

You woke up screaming loudly, a horrible yell that could probably be heard over a short distance. You covered your face feeling the moisture of your tears. There were so many tears and they continued to spill from your red puffy eyes. Your back bent down as you crouched into a ball, the feeling of fear and adrenaline reaching its peak. Your breathing was fast and short as if you had run a 100 mile marathon. And it wasn't stopping anytime soon. You really hoped you hadn't woken anyone up, but with your scream just now it was a small hope.

You cried silently as the dream haunted your thoughts. Oh how guilty you felt, but the resentment and guilt was anything but a consolation for all the lives you wasted.

A sudden knock made you jump and you yelped grabbing the covers and hiding under them.

"(Y/n)?!" A sudden voice called. You couldn't hear it from the pounding in your ears and your loud whimpers as you tried to hide yourself.

"I'm coming in ok!" The door slammed open making you yelp again. The figure carefully walked up to the covers where he heard the crying.

"Oi, (Y/n)." The voice sounded demanding. After a few moments you got yourself together slightly and recognized the hoarse voice. You peeked out slightly looking at the bright orange hair of the male.

"Chuuya-kun..." You whispered, your voice was trembling. You looked so vulnerable, it made even Chuuya's hard demeanor soften in an instant. He reached out his hand pulling down the covers, but you forced them back up hiding your face.

He sighed, "(Y/n) what's wrong?" He asked.

You remained silent, and it concerned him even more.

"I can't help you if you don't talk (Y/n)." He said a little more forcefully. You slowly let the covers off your face showing your tired expression as well as red eyes.

"Jeez you look horrible." He said making you glare at him.

"It's not funny." You said turning your face away from him.

"I wasn't trying to be funny."

He let his fingers brush near the side of your face, and it made you flinch. He furrowed his brows, and being the direct person he is he cupped your cheek without hesitance. Your eyes scrunched closed tightly as you can feel more tears build up. Chuuya let his thumb rub your tear stained cheek softly as he let his other hand softly run through your hair.

"I'm assuming you had one hell of a nightmare then?" He asked and you slowly nodded.

You sniffed, "I'm sorry. I bet I woke you up." You said with guilt.

"Who cares about me? I'm wondering what kind of dream you had to make you act like this. You're not always this vulnerable."

You shook your head, "I can't say. It was too frightening. My heart won't stop beating."

Chuuya sighed once more as he slowly pulled you into an embrace. He let his hand rub your back soothingly. You were momentarily caught off guard, but you were too tired and scared to care. You relaxed and buried your face in his chest.

"Chuuya-kun, do you think I will continued to be haunted like this? I feel so guilty, and the pained voices of those I have killed scare me so much." You said resting your head against his chest.

His grip tightened, "Well (Y/n), if I'm gonna be honest. I'm not the best guy to ask. Sometimes your mind feels shit like this when you're not used to it. I guess all my time in the Mafia has numbed mine."

"Chuuya-kun, I'm very frightened. I can't..." You felt Chuuya's fingers grip your chin making you look into his eyes, it was dark but you could clearly see them.

"Don't be. You shouldn't have to feel like this. I'll make sure of it next time. Nothing's gonna touch you while I'm here." He said with an air of determination. Chuuya may have been a cold and harsh man within the Mafia, but you knew he would always say these things that made your heart melt.

"Chuu-" He cut you off as he pressed his lips to yours. Your eyes closed instantly as you melted from the feeling. It was a moment of realization, that he would keep you safe. Even though you two were doing the most dangerous work in the world.

The kiss was short and sweet and it left your heart beating quickly once more.

"You gonna do ok now?" He asked.

"I think, but it may be a while before I fall asleep again."

"Then..." He trailed off as his cheeks turned pink, "Should I stay here with you? To make you fall asleep I mean..." He said.

You blushed but nodded slowly, "I wouldn't mind." You two shifted around on your bed. He laid down with you on top of him. You laid your head on his chest hearing the heartbeat lull you. His breathing relaxed as well as yours, although it was consoling, you still couldn't fall asleep.

Finally you heard Chuuya's quiet voice in your ears as he started singing. A lullaby soft and sweet, it made you blush again. But you felt your chest become lighter, you snuggled into his protective embrace. You listened as well to his soft singing. You closed your eyes, and a tiny smile etched onto your face. Slowly you would let your fear change into tranquility as you let the man you love sing you to sleep.

A/N: //rises from the ashes like Mushu from Mulan
I LIIIVE! And I'm probably gonna be dead again because I took a long ass time with the request. Honestly I have no excuses. I shall beg for forgiveness for taking such a long time. But I'm back and I hopefully will finish the other requests that I have been given. BSD rises again after that season 2 premier. I didn't necessarily have a specific lullaby for him. But you can imagine him singing anything in his soft, sexy voice.