I threw my phone onto the bed. He still stood at the door. "If you don't mind I have some packing I need to do." i said as politely as I could, so i didn't loose my temper with him again. I could barley speak. I walked over to my suite cases and grabbed my two big ones, a medium one and my carry-on along with my guitar case. I threw them open onto the bed. "Please don't go." He whispered faintly. I rolled my eyes. I walked to my closet and didn't even bother to fold anything, I just literally ripped them off the hangers. I was really pissed.

I threw them into my big suite case and walked back to grab my shoes. When I turned around Hayes was taking my clothes out of the suite case. I threw them back in along with my clothes. I turned around and put grabbed my hats and a couple of other stuff. I turned back around and he had took my clothes and the shoes out. I threw in the other stuff and my clothes and shoes again. He pulled them back out. "Will you stop!" I screamed. I then lost my voice. "Nothing is going to change my mind." I attempted to say.

He sighed. "Im sorry It was a big mistake, I was just mad and-" i cut him off right there. "You had nothing to be mad about. Shawn and I are nothing more then friends. We've kissed before but it didn't mean as much..." I sighed squinting my eyes. I didn't want to say it. "As much as it meant to you." I whispered. "I was almost rape because of what you did. did you ever think of it like that?" i looked up. He stood speechless. I proceeded to pack my things. I shove past him intensionally into my bathroom. "What will Shawn think."

I forgot about him. I don't want to leave him. But I have to. He's going on tour in a couple of weeks so Its not like i will see him anyways. I turned around. "What about him. He's gonna go on tour soon so I wont be able to see him anyways." i said trying to shrug it off. Im going to have to tell him sooner or later.

I pulled out an outfit to wear the next day. Hayes was still standing there with a blank face. No emotion, yet it was the kind of blank face like "what just happend" blank face, and i know which is which, because he tends to get the "what just happend" blank face a lot. "What are you still doing here?" He zoned back in. "Trying to think of a way to get you to stay." i rolled my eyes. "Well im not going to stay so get out." i pointed towards the door. His head feel to the ground walking out. I then felt more tears come in.

I started to have the "what just happend" look. I have to tell Shawn, he wont be leaving for the tour for another month but still.

to SHAWN😍🎶

We need to talk. Can you come over?

i got an immediate messege back.

from SHAWN😍🎶

Sure thing baby girl, see you in a minute😘

I closed my phone and waited for him to get here. Sure enough within 4 minutes, he was jnocking at my door. "Whats up?" He smiled. Im gonna miss that smile. "Come here," I said gesturing towards the stairs. My eyes began to water walking up the stairs. we walked into whats was left of my room, the bed only had sheets, the room was crowded with suitecases. "Why is all your stuff packed up?" he questioned.

I turned around with tears
Welling up in my eyes. "Whats wrong?" he came closer. I looked down in shame as if, "Im leaving." i whispered with what was left of my voice.

He stopped and looked me in the eye. "W-what?"