"Hayes put clothes on!" I screamed when he walked out of my bathroom, naked. I had covered my eyes until I heard a 'clear' or 'your good'. I looked down at my phone that was buzzing.

from NATE

Do you and Hayes wanna come to the beach with me?

I looked up at Hayes and showed him the messege. He shrugged, "sure."

to NATE

Sure!

from NATE

awesome see you in half an hour?

to NATE

kk

I walked over to my closet and grabbed my blue bikini.

"You know I could live with you wearing that everyday." Hayes grinned. I rolled my eyes playfully and went to the bathroom to change. I then grabbed a light cover up and my flip flops.

I then felt Hayes' strong arms pick me up and throw me on the bed. "Hayes stop you dork!" I laughed as he continued to tickle the life out of me. "Im not a dork." He stood up and crossed his arms. I stood up as well and kissed him softly. "Im sorry." He then looked down at me and smiled.

We then began to walk down to the beach, meeting Cameron, Nash, Shawn and Nate as well. I slipped off my cover up. I immidiatly felt someone starring at me. I look to my right, and it was Nate. I awkwardly walk over to Hayes grabbing his hand and running to the water.

He laughed as we all get in. The waves were bigger than usual. Not that its a bad thing, but I just don't want to get in too deep. I then was dunked under water by Hayes. I swam over to him an playfully punched him. We were all about waist deep if that makes any sense. When a wave hit, it almost took me down, until someone was able to hold my balance. I look behind me, and Nate was still holding my arms.

He looked into my eyes as I tried to look away. I then heard coughing noises coming from Hayes and Shawn.

"Thanks." I said pulling out of his grip. I then got out of the water and laid on my towel.

"You okay?" I look up to see Nash. I shook my head. "Its too much." He then nodded. "Im really sorry." He said sitting down next to me. "Its just, I love Hayes and then I love Shawn, but as a friend, and I only like Nate as a friend. I just wish they understood that." I sighed.

"Do what your heart is tells you to."

"My heart is going in many directions." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I shook my head. He then got up and walked back down to the beach. I then put my shades on and my earbuds in.

A couple of songs later I felt like someone was watching me. I paused my music and looked up to see Shawn. I threw my phone to the side and my glasses and walked pass him to the water.

"Please just listen to me."

I turned around and looked back at him. "Not now." I then went to the water and swam to Hayes. We all hung out and messed around. "OMG theres a sting ray!" Cameron screamed. I jumped into Hayes' arms. "Where!!" I screamed. Cameron started to laugh. "Just kidding." He said between breaths. I rolled my eyes and got down.

We all walked back up to Cameron's house. Hayes and Shawn went out to go get food. Nate had sat fairly close to me. He tried to put his arm around me but I would pull away. Cameron and Nash gave me a concerned look but I just let it go. Cameron walked into the kitchen to get us something to drink.

"Im sorry Lynn, I just cant help myself." He licked his lips. "Um, its cool. " I said trying to move away. Out of no where he grabbed my face and smashed his lips onto mine. Before I could pull away, Hayes did for me.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

Nash had his jaw on the floor, as I had the same. "What the hell is your problem!" Hayes screamed shoving Nate to the ground. Cam got in between them trying to calm things down. Shawn helped Nate up and I ran over to Hayes. His hands were balled up into a fist and his jaw clenched. "Hayes calm down calm down." I grabbed Hayes' arm and pulled him upstairs. I shut the door behind me and looked back at him.

"Look I didn't kiss him, he kissed me an he had no right to do that." I said walking closer to him. "i just don't want to loose you again." He said looking down at me. "I love you." He smiled.

I looked up at him and kissed him softly. "I love you too."

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

I walked over to Nate's house after going home. I needed to tell him how I felt about him. When I knocked on the door, Nate swung the door open, obviously pissed off. "Nate." I sighed. He pulled me in and shut the door.

"Look Im really sorry but I don't feel that way about you. I have a boyfriend. Im really sorry for everything and how Hayes reacted." He sighed and nodded, trying to smile. I gave him a warm smile and hugged him tight, hoping we can still be good friends.

When I walked back up to my house, I heard the sound of music being played upstairs. I slowly walked upstairs as the noise got louder and louder.

It was Shawn.