My stomach pains started to get worse. I couldn't be pregnant. I am a virgin so I scratched that off. Am I about to start my period?

I called Shawn. "Hello?" he had a scratchy voice. "Shawn can you do me a favor?" "Of course baby girl what do you need?" i thought. "Can you get me a sprite and some chicken soup in those cup things?" i asked. "Of course il will be over there in ten minutes."

We hung up and I laid in the bed waiting for Shawn.
For what seemed like hours later, he arrived with the cup of soup thing and some sprite with crackers. I smiled.

"Ill heat the soup up for ya." He said walking over to the microwave. He heated the soup up and sat on the bed next to me and handed me the soup.

"Here." I took a sip out of the soup. "Thank you." I smiled. "Anything for you princess." I blushed. I then started to get really nautious. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I didn't really want Shawn to see me like this.

I bent over and threw up. I felt awful. I heard Shawn come in and he grabbed my hair out of my face and rubbed circles on my back. I took the toilet paper and wiped my face. I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth.

I felt so much better. I didn't really even feel sick anymore. I crawled in the bed as shawn laid next to me playing with my hair. "Thank you Shawn. I feel so much better." He sighed. "Adalynn are you-" i cut him off I knew what he was going to say.

"No Im not pregnant. Im a virgin." He sighed in relief. He looked at me in the eyes. And started to lean in. I wanted to pull away but something stopped me. He kissed me.

We didn't stop. I didn't pull away. I didn't hate it. I liked it.

After a couple of minutes we pulled away for air. "Ive wanted to do that for so long." He whispers. I turned completely around facing the other side of the room. "You shouldn't have done that." i said. "Why?" he came closer. But. I pushed away. "Because i liked it." I whispered tearing up. "Please leave."

He walked out of the door as I sat in tears.

Did I like it? yes. But I didn't want to.

A few minutes later comes Hayes. I hope he doesnt know. "Baby girl how are you feeling?" he asked. I nodded. he crawled into the bed. "Why are you crying?" i shook my head. "It just hurts thats all."

He nodded and wrapped his arms around me. I couldnt love Shawn. But the thing is, he didnt hate me when he first met me. He didnt beat me every day for almost three years. "No Adalynn stop, you love Hayes." I said to myself. "I love you." I wispered.

He kissed my forehead. "I love you more baby girl."