I wike up breathing heavily and holding my hand over my heart. I was in tears and still not being able to breath.

"Whats wrong beautiful?!" Hayes screamed sitting up and wrapping his arms around me.. I nodded crying into his chest, latching onto him. After my nightmare, I needed to be close to him, and know he is there.

He was kissing my temple and rubbing circles into my back. "I-Im going to take a shower. Ill be back." I sniffled getting up. He grabbed my arm gently. "Are you sure?" I nodded and walked into the bathroom. I turned on some music and turned the shower nozzle on cold. I slowly stepped you of my clothes and sat them to the side. I stepped into the shower, allowing the cold beads hit against my face.

I dreamed about Hayes getting hurt from BLOCKED. Im too scared to even sleep. I jumped up realizing I was asleep when I heard my phone go off. I turned the water off and grabbed a towel.

from BLOCKED

I want you in the alley now.

I began to breath heavier. I ran into my room grabbing clothes. Hayes was on his phone until he looked up and stood up walking towards me with a concerned look on his face. "Baby where are you going?" He tried to turn me towards him, as I was fiddling for clothes. "Im going out. I need to breathe, I will be back soon." I lied. I grabbed some sweatpants and a baggy Arctic monkeys shirt. He spun me around towards him. "Let me go with you."

I shook my head. "No, I will be back soon, I will call you, I just need to go, Okay?"

He gave in and nodded. I slipped the clothes on and grabbed my phone.

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"Your late."

"Im sorry, I walked."

"Well we have to talk." He said shoving me against the wall, kissing my neck.

"This is not talking." I pushed him Away. He grabbed my arms an got in my face. "Now listen, If you want Hayes to live or you, your going to need to do what I say right now." A single tear fell down my cheek and I squinted my eyes nodding.

"You need to break up with Hayes. I know what you do and where you are everyday and I don't want to see you two together or things will get bad."

My eyes widened. Was I really having to go through with this?