I honestly wasn't ready to go. I think I over reacted with him. I mean, I still hate his guts, but I shouldn't have called 3 minutes after the 'inncident'. I'm not saying i miss him, because I dont. what Im trying to say is that I don't get enough time with Shawn. Yesterday was amazing, it may not seem like much, but to me, it felt like it was just us. No one els, no drama, no fear.

"Im going to miss you." I sniffled. He pulled away from our hug and looked into my eyes. "Don't think of this as goodbye, think of this as See ya later." He smiled. He was tearing up. "Just please don't fall in love with a California kid." He said. I laughed and shook my head. "I love you baby girl." He whispered wrapping his arms around me. "I love you too shawn." I said smiling.

Looking over his shoulders, still hugging him, I see the last person I wanted to see. Hayes.

I pretended like he wasn't there. When we pulled away he had kissed me softly. It was a short kiss but still perfect. "FLIGHT 380 TO LOS ANGELUS IS NOW BOARDING." the lady said into the intercom. I honestly looked like a mess. I am supposed to meet Jimmy at the door so I hade to leave then. "See you later." I said, I was still crying. he kissed my cheek and moved the hair from my face. "See you later beautiful." He smiled with tears falling down.

I slowly turned around still nervous. there was no going back now. "ADALYNN!" I immediately recognized the voice. Shooting my head around Hayes was standing there. His face was puffy and red, his hair was all messy and he just didn't look too good.

I turned back around without another word. I met Jimmy at the door. "Tickets please." The lady said. We handed her the tickets and got into the plane. "I promise you, you will love it here." Jimmy said. I nodded my head and turned looking out the window. I unlocked my phone and went to my recordings. Shawn had recorded the song for me since it hasn't been out onto iTunes yet, I put it on and switched it to replay. Closing my eyes, I slowly drifted to sleep.