IN THE END, I only ask myself one question— how did we end up like this? Dragging our demons around only as a means of threatening each other. Our shared history is the alibi to the lengths we will go to for a taste of vengeance, but it wasn't a vendetta for revenge we raised— it was chaos. 

H E L L 
O N 
E A R T H

   The smoke was thick and it framed his perfect face. When our eyes clicked, the taste of chaos suddenly felt so bitter. We were only a foot away, but so distant from one another.

   Is this what we're fated to be? A couple of hate breading demons? This isn't who I am, this isn't what I want.

   Question now is, 

what does he want?

❝

THAT'S THE THING, ISN'T IT?
WE'RE ALL JUST EXPENDABLE
AMMUNITION IN THIS GAME
THAT'S A LOADED GUN.

ARE WE REALLY NOTHING MORE 
THAN BULLETS?

BULLETS PITTED AGAINST
ONE ANOTHER?

— YES.

— NO.

I'M NOT JUST GUNPOWDER
IN THE AIR, I'M NOT JUST SOME
ONE THAT YOU TURN TO FOR HELP
AND THEN DISPOSE OF WHENEVER
IS MOST CONVENIENT FOR YOU.

 I'M STRAIGHT FIRE AND MORE.
I AM THE BULLETS THAT DIG IN
YOUR FLESH TO RID YOU OF
THOSE DEMONS.  SO PULL THE
TRIGGER AND TELL ME—

WHAT DO YOU WANT
FROM ME?

❞ 

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S  O  U  N  D
T R A CK S

↓

❝ thought it was dead and
buried, then it woke you up
last night. ❞
— ghost of me,
daughtry.

❝ hand in mine into your icy
blues, and then I'd say to you
we could take to the highway,
with this trunk of ammunition
too, I'd end my days with you
in a hail of bullets. ❞
— demolition lovers,
my chemical romance.

❝ I don't want your body, but
I hate to think about you
with somebody else. ❞
— somebody else,
the 1975. 

❝ cause I am done with my
graceless heart, so tonight
I'm gonna cut it out and then
 restart, 'cause I like to keep
my issues strong, it's always
darkest before the dawn. ❞
— shake it out, 
florence + the machine.

❝ you're right, I get it
it all makes sense you're
the perfect person, so
right, so wrong, let's all
live in your imaginary
life. ❞
— i get it,
chevelle.

❝ we are one in the same
oh you take all of the pain
away, away, away, save me
if I become, my demons. ❞
— demons, 
starset.

❝ every time I try to get a
little closer, you shut down
and the conversations over,
i'm right here but you leave
me in the dark. ❞
— private parts,
halestorm. 

  ❝ nothing compares no
worries of cares, regrets
and mistakes they are
memories made, who 
would have known how
bittersweet, this would
taste? ❞
— someone like you,
adele. 

❝ find yourself at my door,
just like all those times
before, I'm not sure how
I got there, all roads they
lead me here. ❞
— the last time,
gary & taylor. 

❝ I know I can't take one more
step towards you, cause all
that's waiting is regret, don't
you know I'm not your ghost
anymore, you lost the love I
loved the most. ❞
— jar of hearts,
christina perry 

❝ I thought I'd make you proud,
but you're nowhere to be
found, maybe you'll live it
down, the day that you
skipped town. ❞
— pink tie,
this wild life. 

❝ and we will never be alone
again, cause it doesn't happen
every day kinda counted on
you being a friend, can I give
It up or give it away? ❞
— instant crush,
daft punk. 

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M  A  I  N
C  A  S  T 

+ 

description & quote

that describes them.

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[ the blue eyed demons ]

F E R G A L D E V I T T 

F I N N B Á L O R 

❝ it's not the future that you
are afraid of, it's repeating
the past that makes you
anxious. ❞

 a magnet for darkness,
 a demon that shares a past with becky and more.

07. 25. 1981.

J O N A T H O N D. G O O D

D E A N A M B R O S E

❝ holding onto anger is 
like drinking poison and
expecting the other person
to die. ❞

man with troubled past,
a demon with good intentions and
heart of gold.

12. 7. 1985.

A L L E N N. J O N E S

A J S T Y L E S

❝ don't judge someone just
because they sin differently
than you. ❞

man of strong faith,
a demon that turns christianity
into hypocrisy.

06. 02. 1977.

A S H L E Y E. F L I E H R

C H A R L O T T E  

❝ stop crying because
sometimes life's so cruel it'll take
 away things that can never be
 brought back to life. ❞

seemingly a perfect woman,
a tormented demon that copes best
in the spotlight and is genuine
goodness.

04. 05. 1986.

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[ the dark eyed demons ]

S A R A Y A J. B E V I S

P A I G E

❝ trying to control what cannot
be controlled, trying to hold
things together than cannot be held. ❞

a damaged ghost of regret,
a demon that is wired to self destruction and
has a past with becky.

08. 17. 1990.

C O L B Y D. L O P E Z

S E T H R O L L I N S

❝ always remember that someone's
effort is a reflection of their 
interest in you. ❞

a complex architect of a man,
a demon that tries so hard and pushes even harder, but just wants to be loved. 

05. 28. 1986.

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R E B E C C A Q U I N

B E C K Y L Y N C H

❝ she didn't know who would
leave or stay, so she
pushed them away. ❞

seemingly a straight fire
a demon that turns her into a lump of coal with old, bad habits.

01. 30. 1987

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W A R N I N G
S I G N

   AT SOME POINT this story will take a a very dark turn and reveal some rather gruesome description and imagery. I will put a trigger warning at the start of that chapter, so please read with caution.

   IN NO WAY, shape, or form am I trying to glamourize any heavy topics. It is purely for content as a means to find a resolution as opposed to a definite, regretful ending to a consequence in a matter of such drastic lengths taken by such character (s). 

   THIS SAID,  I hope to achieve multiple time stamps of one's life. In specific, Becky's. My depiction is purely fictional, and I mean no harm to any character involved whatsoever. I'm just a girl that believe that there's good, and bad people. Some fit a specific mold better, but at the end of the day I do believe that everyone, even villains try to be good (at some point).

   RELIGIOUS aspects of this story may be distorted and ridiculed, but I am not trying to hurt anyone's feelings. Again, it is all fiction. Obviously there is a fine line, and I'll try not to cross it. I personally, am not religious, but I truly do accept other people's beliefs and devotion to whatever religious they subscribe to.

   IN THE END, I hope to have captured glimpses of real life. I only say real because often times I can dwell in the hopeless romantic type of story. This is not that. There will be high's and low's, and sometimes our favorites will even let us down. To me, that is life. It's also about finding a balance, and that resolution is not always easy to achieve.