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Chapter 13: What games are you playing, Nimit?

His tongue is working through my mouth fervently, and I am incapable of doing anything but accept the delightful intrusion and kiss him back. Because I want him too, I always have.

There is no uncertainty, no hesitancy, it's as if he has thought of kissing me many times before. His mouth is persistent, fervent as is mine. Every little nip sends a jolt of desire straight to my belly and I moan slightly into the kiss, desperate to have more.

My arms snake around his shoulder and I relax into his hold. The kiss is heavenly, just like I knew it would be. It tastes of all my dreams coming true and passion that's only seen in movies.

I sigh when his tongue dips inside, tasting me in long leisurely licks. He is a skilled kisser no doubt and I try not to think of all the women who must have kissed him before. Right now, he's here with me, turning me on wildly and that's all that matters.

The thought of spending a whole night with Nimit seems like the easiest decision now. He pulls me closer, his arousal pressing against my stomach and I gasp at how big and thick it feels.

What are you hiding under those pants, Nimit? A loaded gun?

He groans into my mouth. "You taste divine!"

He is seducing my mouth with his expert tongue as he holds my nape and starts walking forward, forcing me to step back until my back collides with a wall and I am between two hard places, the wall and his chest.

My hands grip his shoulder for support so that I don't collapse on the floor as a result of weak knees from his sensual kisses and body heat.

The whole time our mouths are molded together. I'm bursting with desire, my pervious anger and concern long forgotten. All hints of sensibility have vanished. He's the only thing I can think of.

It's a kiss I'll remember for the rest of my life. The best I have had... yet.

Nimit breaks the kiss and removes my hands from his shoulders, I gasp for air, staring at his dark intense eyes, wondering why we are stopping.

"Nimit?"

"Not yet." His gulps.

My eyebrows furrow, my lips are still tingling from the hot sensual kisses and my heart is pounding. "What do you mean not now? You can't just turn on a woman like that and then do nothing more!"

He takes another step back and I grit my teeth, annoyed by his behaviour. Every time he's near I get false hope but he is unpredictable and completely off-limits. Maybe I should've never started this. Maybe I complicated everything even more. Maybe he doesn't want me as much as I want him.

But we both know that's a lie.

"We haven't found anything about the attack. It might not be connected to you."

"What do you mean?"

"Maybe it was an attack on Sania. Maybe, there's no confirmation on that yet and she doesn't know about it either. Her father's security team is also looking into it now, trying to gauge possible suscepts." Nimit informs. "So you can't tell her anything. It's best she hears it from her family. They'll know what to do."

I fight the urge to roll my eyes at him. "I said that before, didn't I?"

"Yes, you did." Nimit mutters under his breath.

That's when I understand his sullen mood. "So, if the attack was originally for Sania, that means I no longer need to stay in a safe house. So we – we go back to my place? Leave your home?" That means no more watching him walk around in a towel and sexy kisses in the kitchen. Dammit!

Nimit looks at me with uneasy eyes and his shoulders bunch up. "Yes. If there's proof that the attack wasn't intended to harm you, we leave my place and go back to yours. That's what your father said today. I have to agree."

I lick my lips and look down at the floor, shaking my head in defeat. "I am going to my room and-" I pause, what will I even do? "-take a nap or something and wait for you two to make all decisions about my life."

"We only want what's best for you." Nimit argues back. "And why are you going to your room? I am here now." Surprise is evident in Nimit's tone and that only fuels my fury.

"Are you here? What games are you playing, Nimit? One minute you want me, the next you don't. You feel guilty but you kiss me like that's the only thing you've ever wanted. We are having a moment and you start talking about my father." I look into those deep eyes with frustration and pain. "What am I supposed to make of this? We are both doing something we shouldn't. You can't be the only one taking the blame and feeling the guilt! Stop sending me these mixed signals."

"I know."

"My father would be disappointed in me if he ever found out."

"I know."

"So why are you doing this?" I yell into the air sizzling with sexual tension.

"Do you want me to walk away?"

I press my lips together, afraid that my next words might not be there in the dictionary because they are far too crude. His behaviour is starting to get on my nerves and I don't quite know how to handle it. I should just walk away, forget this ever happened. Pretend that he is just my bodyguard and nothing more. Pretend that my heart and body don't crave for him. But how can I? I have had a taste of him and now I want more. I want more than just one kiss.

A small part of my mind is willing me to forget everything before he has the opportunity to steal my heart, make it his own and then break it into pieces, but I find it very easy to ignore that part.

I don't give up that easily, I never have and I am not starting now. And I can see that Nimit wants me too. Nobody can kiss that passionately and not mean it. I put myself in this situation and I am seeing it through. I am determined to stay with Nimit and find out everything there is to know about him.

Nimit patiently waits for my answer and I take a deep breath, shaking my head.

"No. No one's walking away from this. We both wanted this so we are both getting it."

Nimit's shoulders slump in relief and a light smile coats his face. "Good. That's what I wanted to hear."

He comes closer, making the space between us disappear. My heart pounds with every step he takes. He slides his hands around my back and pulls me forward until our faces are close, our breaths mingling and lips parted.

"No one can know about this. Not even Sania."

"I'll have to lie to her?"

"Yes. If this gets out, it would cost us both a lot. You would lose your father's trust, your father could lose his campaign and I would lose my company and the employees. We can't risk that. No one can know of this, Aisha." Nimit's tone is insistent and authoritative.

I give him a meek nod. I can keep a secret, what's the big deal in that?

"And this is temporary. One night only."

"You have said that before," I state quietly, ignoring the warning bells in my head.

His eyes drop to my lips and his mouth hovers over them, not touching but close enough to make my stomach clench with anticipation.

"No matter how much we want each other after today. We can't. It's just one night. After that, we stop." It feels like he's trying to convince himself so I stay quiet. "Your safety still comes before anything else. It is my job to protect you so even after tonight, I expect you to follow my rules and obey them."

I raise an eyebrow at that. "When have I ever not done that?"

My little joke doesn't amuse Nimit. "We don't have enough time for a list now, Aisha. Just because we have sex doesn't mean you can mock my authority."

I smirk and shrug a shoulder. "At this rate, it would've been better to have a contract and have it signed with all these clauses and conditions. It's just one night, can we just get on to it now?"

Nimit stares into my eyes, gauging my response and then he sighs. "Fuck it, I have zero control when it comes to you!"

He gathers my head into his hands and presses his lips against mine, the spark of desire hits again and I kiss him back, matching the urgency.

He walks me into his bedroom until the back of my knees hit the bed. His lips leave mine and when my eyes open, he's already staring at me. Hunger, lust, desire are all visible in those piercing hazel eyes. His lips curve and his thumb brushes over my lower lip. "Last chance to back out."

I lightly nip the tip of his thumb, holding his gaze. "Let's do it."

If only I knew how much that one night was going to change my life forever, maybe then I would've said no. But I am too deep into the ocean of temptation now and I fear I am sinking at a speedy rate.

Nimit, I am going to make you mine, no matter what the cost to my falling heart!

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Hmm, quick question - should they do the deed with the D or start it and then get interrupted? You choose!