Warning: r16

"Good morning ma'am!" The guard greeted me as I enter the building, I gave him a smile and nod, "Good morning po." I replied while logging in on our biometrics. 

I took an elevator to get myself to the floor of the Accounting and Finance, as the door opened, the sight of my workplace welcomed me. 

"Good morning!" One of my co-worker greeted me, I gave her a smile as I work pass by her, walking towards my cubicle. 

"Miss Valdez, ito na po lahat ng papel na hinihingi niyo kahapon." My co-worker said as she tap on the pile of papers on my table, I gave her a smile and nod before picking up a folder and scanning through the pages. 

"Thank you, I'll work on this na." I said, placing my bag down on the table and start my day with piles of paper works. 

Around 10:30am, I was able to finish the 3/4 of the papers, I stand up from my chair, stretching and cracking my fingers. 

A sigh escaped my lips, "Magkakape lang ako." Paalam ko sa katrabaho ko na katabi ko lang ng cubicle. 

I walk towards our snack bar and prepared myself an espresso. Tapping my fingers on the machine, a voice spoke behind me. 

"How's your morning?" A smile crept on my lips and and turn around to see Sam who's smiling at me. 

I sigh, "Stressing na agad, baka bukas ko na maibigay 'yong mga hinihingi mo." I said and he slowly nod before taking a sip of his coffee. 

"Ok lang naman, I need it by Wednesday pa naman." he replied and I nod, "Great, you have it by that day." I replied before facing the machine and pour my espresso to the glass that contains ice. 

"You're doing good naman diba? I'm pretty sure you have already adjusted? It's been... 3 months since you started working." he asked and I nod while stirring my coffee.

I faced him and gave him a smiled, "Of course, I'm doing good, Sam. Wala kang dapat ipag-alala." I replied and he slowly nod. He soon excused himself, I just grab some biscuits at our pantry and took a short snack time before going back to my cubicle and continue working. 

I almost skipped lunch, kung hindi lang ako binisita ni Sam at kinulit ako na kumain na. It was late that time for lunch, around 2pm but it was a great idea to eat, my intestines were fighting against each other inside already. 

I once again stand up from my chair, it's around 4pm now and I'm almost, almost done with the papers. I pick up my phone, I'm planning to take overtime today, I badly want to finish the papers today so I no longer have to think about it tomorrow, I need to inform that Inin I'll be home late. 

I'm still typing when he suddenly messaged me. 

From: Inin

Hello! <3 Magpapaalam lang sana ako, inaaya kasi ako ng kaklase ko na uminom. Diba nagsabi na ako na pupunta na ako sa kanila kasi birthday niya, pero nagkaka-ayaan na ngayon ng inom. Lahat kami lalaki, promise! Send ko picture.

After his message is a selfie of him with 5 other guys, a chuckle escaped my lips before hitting send of the message I was typing awhile ago. 

To: Inin

Hey, I'll be home late, mag o-overtime lang ako, don't worry about me. 

To: Inin

Sure, no problem, I'm also planning to go to my friends later. Okay lang din ba? 

From: Inin

Siyempre naman! Mga kaibigan mo 'yon, wala akong takot na mapapahamak ka. Ingat lang sa pag-iinom <3

A chuckle escaped my lips before typing a reply. 

To: Inin

Ikaw din, huwag masyado magkalasing, mahirap matulog sa bahay ng iba, ingat! Enjoy! Don't worry about me, you deserve some fun! 

From: Inin

Thank you<3! Ikaw din! Enjoy dahil deserve mo ang mag relax!

A smile crept on my lips after reading his message. I place my phone down and once again take my seat and continue working. Around 5pm my co-workers started leaving. Some lights were even out already but that didn't stopped me from finishing my work. 6PM when I finished my work. I was planning to buy a coffee by the near convenience store but instead I bought alcohol and snacks before taking a taxi to my friends' apartment. 

"Hey! Musta?" I greeted them when I got in. 

"Hi bestie, sandali lang maglilinis lang ako dito." Gwen said while putting her books away, I place the things I bought on the table. 

"Are you reviewing ba? We can postpone this naman." I asked but Gwen shook her head, 

"Tinitingnan lang niya kung tama ba ang mga isinagot niya kanina sa exam niya." Tobi replied as he place glasses down on the table. 

My lips formed a small 'o', "Ah, tapos na 'yong exams niyo?" I asked and Gwen nods, 

"Sa awa ng lahat ng Santo na kilala ko, tapos na, for now." she said before sitting down, I sat down on their couch next to Jax who's wearing a jacket and hugging herself. 

My brows furrowed, "Ok ka lang, Jax?" I asked, worried as she seems cold.

I touched her forehead and my lips parted, "Nilalagnat ka!" I exclaimed and she slowly nods, 

"Kahapon pa," she replied and I look at Gwen and Tobi. 

"Uminom na ba siya ng gamot?" I worriedly asked and Tobi nods. 

"Pinuntahan na rin siya ng boyfriend niya, okay lang naman daw siya." Tobi replied and I slowly nod. 

While me, Gwen and Tobi drinks, Jax stayed beside me. I would feed her, give her food and she would also laugh with us. Her body temperature is high but her state doesn't look that bad. She is the one who even laughed so loud when Gwen started crying about her ex. 

"Lumandi ka kasi. Go to bars or something." Tobi said while caressing Gwen's back. 

"Saka ang tagal-tagal na, Avelline. Move on kana rin!" Tobi added before drinking his shot. 

Gwen shook her head, "Lumalandi naman ako! Pero in the end siya naman talaga ang gusto ko, eh!" Gwen shouted and Jax once again burst out laughing beside me. 

Tumagal pa kami ng ilang minuto sa pag-iinom hanggang sa napagdesisyunan namin na tapusin na ang inuman at umuwi na. Nag-book ako ng Grab para maka-uwi. Kinuhaan pa ng picture ni Tobi ang driver kung sakali man na may mangyaring hindi maganda. 

Pero naka-uwi naman ako nang maayos, sinalubong pa nga ako ni Inin sa pinto. 

"Lasing ka rin?" he asked when he caught me by his arm as I throw myself towards him. 

"Sabi mo deserve ko mag-enjoy?" I pouted, my eyes starts to get blurry but I can still see his handsome face. 

I cupped his cheeks, "Ang pogi talaga ng boyfriend ko." I said before planting a kiss on his lips. He chuckled before closing the door behind me. 

"Halika na, matulog na tayo, lasing din ako, sakit na nga ng ulo ko." he carried me bridal style towards our bedroom, gumagewang-gewang pa kami dahil lasing din siya. I felt the soft mattress hitting my back as he slowly place me down like a porcelain doll. 

"In~~!" I whined I felt his presence far from me. 

"Sandali lang, iniisip ko kung anong gagawin, amoy alak ka pa, pero you're not in a good state para magbanyo. Pakiramdam ko ay babagsak na rin ako." I heard him said, I closed my eyes as I stretched my arms and legs. 

Ang init naman. 

"Mahal, what are you doing??!" I felt the panic in his voice when I started unbuttoning my blouse. Get this thing away from me!

I felt his hand on my hand and he closed the buttons back, I opened my eyes and met his worried once. 

I cupped both his cheeks until I slowly pressed my lips on his. I heard a loud thud when he aggressively put both his hands next to my face to support his weight. I thought he would fight back on the kiss but I'm surprised when kissed back, aggressively and hungry. 

"Mhmm~~" I can't help but to let out a moan when he sucked on my lower lip like there's no tomorrow. 

I shift both my hands on his neck as he lean closer, my head once again hitting the soft mattress. We're devouring each other's lip when he suddenly pull away. 

I had to chase my breath as I stare deeply into his eyes as he look at me like a prey, his usual doe eyes now screams lust and heat. 

His deep breaths echoing inside the bedroom which turned me on, gosh he's so sexy. 

He smirked, "Gosh... I want you." he whispered and I smiled, "You can have me, I'm yours." I said before once again pulling him into a kiss. This time, he started unbuttoning my blouse as I insert my hand inside his white shirt, tracing my fingers on his warm skin. 

I just realized that he lift me up to place me in the middle of the bed. When he pull away from the kiss, I immediately threw my blouse followed by my undergarment as he removed his shirt, we're both in hurry, hungry for each other. 

It was that night that felt surreal and new but good, so fucking good. We did it, both taking each other's first time but it didn't felt like it. It was so damn good that it felt like he's doing me like he's used to it. It wasn't just lust and heat, we made love for the first time. Something I didn't know we would do specially he's always careful about it. But it was hot and it felt nice. It feels wrong but it feels right.

I woke up with the sun hitting my face, I slowly opened my eyes and turn around to face the other side of bed. But it was empty, my eyes shot open and I sat down on the bed, I realized I'm already wearing a shirt and even a short, reaching my knee. I look around the room and saw Inin sitting down in front of my vanity mirror. 

"In?" I called him, when he faced me, I'm shocked to see his shiny eyes, did he cried?

He smiled, "Good morning," his voice is hoarse and almost a whisper. 

He smiled again, "I'm sorry," he said and my brows furrowed, I was about to stand up but he immediately jump on his feet and walk towards me. 

He sat on the floor in front of me, "I'm sorry, Lory." he apologized again and it confused me. 

What is he sorry for? May nangyari ba na masama? Did something bad happened? O may masama siyang nagawa sa inuman nila kagabi? 

"What are you sorry for?" I asked, a bit nervous. 

He bit his lower lip and held my hand, "I couldn't help myself, I wasn't able to keep my promise..." he mumbled and my brows furrowed. 

"Are you regretting--"

"No, of course not. Pero... I promised myself not to do anything like that to you until we're married." he said and a smile crept on my lips before I pull him into a hug. 

I caress his back, "You don't have to be sorry, In. I'm not even mad about it. Honestly, if you're sorry cause you took my first, you don't have to. Cause in the end you will still be the one taking it." I said and he pull away from the hug. 

"Kahit na, it's still your first time. And we're just girlfriend and boyfriends, hindi pa tayo kasal. Tapos parehas pa tayong lasing, we were both under the influence of alcohol." he said and it made me giggle. 

"It's my first time and I had it with you. I'm happy and yet it feels like hindi mo gusto?" I said and his eyes widened a bit. 

"Hindi naman si hindi ko gusto pero... Lory," he sigh and look down, he's playing with my fingers like a kid, he lift his head up and pouted "Lory naman... I love you na nga." he said before slightly squishing my hand and it made me giggle. 

"Come here," I made me seat beside me and hugged him once again. 

"I love you and it will never change. You can stop worrying about it being my first time. I'm not very into very old fashion type of love and relationship, Inin." I said while caressing his back. 

After our little cuddle time on the bed, we decided to get ready for our day. Kahit late na ako sa trabaho ay pinilit ko pa rin pumasok. Mabuti nalang talaga ay nailagay ko na sa office ni Sam kahapon ang mga papel na ginawa ko.

"Late ka," he said when we see each by the coffee bar. I hummed while taking a sip of my coffee. 

"Things got heated between me and Inin last night." I replied when I place my coffee down. 

His brows furrowed, "Heated? Nagkainitan kayo? Did you two fought?" he worriedly asked and it made me giggle how he sounded innocent. 

"No, not heated pala, intimate rather." I replied and his lips parted before slowly nodding. 

"Ahm... should I say congratulations for having your first time?" he hesitantly asked and it made me giggle. 

"Well I am happy about it, pero siya, he felt sorry,  akala niya I'm keeping it until marriage plus we were both drunk when it happened." I replied and he smiled before nodding. 

"He's a very romantic type and old fashion when it comes on love, 'no?" he asked and I slowly nod. 

"Yes, he is, I had to comfort pa nga him kanina, eh." I said and we both chuckled. After my small talk with Sam, I went back to my cubicle and decided to call Ali. 

[Hey, kamusta?] she greeted first when she answered the call. 

"Hey... how are you?" I asked and she hummed, [Okay, but stressed, how about you?] she asked and I bit my lower lip. 

"I had my first time!" I whispered shouted on the phone, I heard her gasp from the other line before giggling. [With your boyfie?!] she asked and I nod, "Of course! Kanino pa ba!" I exclaimed and she chuckled from the other line. 

[So how was it? Maybe some detail?] she ask and I stomped my feet on the floor like some teenager. 

"I was drunk eh, we were both drunk kaya wala akong ma-alala, pero it's fucking good, that's what I'm sure." I said and I heard her small 'Ay' a the other line. 

[Pero you wanted what happened naman diba?] she asked, a bit worried and I immediately hummed. 

"Oo naman, sober or not, he's the only one I want to do it with." I replied and she chuckled, 

[Cute pero ewee, too much sweetness for me, I can't handle it.] she said and I giggled, 

"Bitter mo naman!" I teased and she chuckled, [Ok lang, di ako affected.] she said and we both chuckled. 

[Pero you guys used protection naman diba?] I went silent,

I wasn't able to answer her immediately, [Ay! Ayan! Gaga ka! I fucking knew it! I'll text you a brand ng pill na pwede mo inumin ngayon agad! As in after the call! And then I'll recommend some daily pill na rin para inumin mo. Huwag kang kabahan, malay mo rin naman ay wala diba? Masarap lang pero walang nagwagi sa mga sundalo ni Sadillo.] she said from the other line, finishing it with a chuckle and I slowly nod. 

[Sige na, send ko na sa 'yo. Byee!! Goodluck!] She teased before ending the call, not long after she sent me names of pills. I excused myself to my co-workers and run to the nearest pharmacy and bought the pills. Just like what Ali said, I immediately took one of the pill. She also messaged me some instructions about the other birth control pill that I bought. Privilege of having a future OB-GYNE bestfriend. 

"Para saan 'to?" Inin asked while brushing his teeth, he pick up the pills that I forgot to clean up last night and confusedly looked at them. 

My eyes slightly widened, "Ah... pills 'yan." I replied while applying powder on my face. 

His brows furrowed, "Pills para saan?" he asked again, curious and cute at the same time. 

I hesitated, should I tell him? "Ahm... sa pagbubuntis?" I said and his eyes widened,  oh no, mali yata ang sinabi ko.

"Buntis ka?!" 

"Hindi-"

"Pero diba last week lang natin ginawa?! Sabi sa mga sinearch ko mga 2-3 weeks daw?! Anong sasabihin natin kay tito?! Kailangan ko nang bumili ng singsing, papanagutan Lory! Huwag kang mag-alala--"

Fuck, "Rustin Landin Sadillo, kumalma!" I had to shout to stop him from overthinking and panicking. I stand up from the chair and walk towards him. 

His lips parted, may bula pa na tumutulo sa baba niya. "It's birth control pills, kabaliktaran ng iniisip mo, I take those para hindi ako mabuntis if ever man na gawin ulit natin." I explained and he looked at me confusedly like a lost kid.

"So... kapag iniinom mo 'yan, hindi ka mabubuntis kahit gawin natin... ulit?" he asked and I giggled before nodding. 

"Yes, so kumalma ka, please." I said and he slowly nod before pulling me into a hug. 

"Oy, hala siya! May pills sa bag! Nakita ko 'yon!!" Gwen shouted as she got a glimpse of the inside of my bag as I took my charger.

I chuckled and place my phone down on the table, "Ang ingay mo." I said before slightly slapping her arms. 

She gasped, "So ginagawa niyo?! Nadidiligan kana!!? Oh my God!! How was it?! Size or performance ba?!" she exclaimed that caught Jax and Tobi's attention. Nag-eeskandalosa nanaman siya.

"Bastos." Tobi said with a poker face. 

Gwen slowly shake her head, "Oh my gosh ka, Avery! Baka naman ginagabi-gabi niyo ha!" she exclaimed and I burst out laughing. 

"Hindi 'no! Umayos ka nga!" Para akong tinamaan ng hiya. Ang ingay-ingay talaga ni Gwen! Hindi naman namin ginagabi-gabi! Pero tinamaan ako ng hiya dahil napapadalas na rin naman.

Gwen let out a sigh, "Oh well, support lang kita, sex life mo naman 'yan and mag jowa naman kayo. Wala naman masama sa ginawa niyo, gulat lang talaga ako." she said before taking her shot and I chuckled. 

"Isama mo na rin ang inggit." Tobi said and Gwen jokingly threw a chicken bone at him. 

Naagaw ang attensyon naming lahat nang maibagsak ni Jax ang cellphone na hawak niya at napasapo sa ulo niya. 

"Uy, Jax, magpa-ospital kana kasi!" Gwen exclaimed with worry, my brows furrowed and confusedly look at Gwen then at Tobi who's caressing Jax's shoulder. 

"Bakit? Sumasakit pa rin ang ulo niya?" I worriedly asked and Gwen nods. 

"Halos ilang linggo na siyang ganiyan, lampas na nga ng isang buwan, eh." she said and I slowly nod. 

"Bakit nga ba hindi ka magkacheck-up? We're worried about you, Jax." I said but she shook her head. 

"Okay lang ako, migraine lang 'to." she replied while caressing her head. Nagkatinginan kami ni Gwen at parehas na nakaguhit ang pag-aalala sa mukha. Hindi rin namin gaano na-enjoy ang inuman dahil nag-aalala kami kay Jax. Natapos kami mga bandang 8pm at naglinis na.

"Alam niyo ba, ang Kassandra natin ay uuwi daw ng Pilipinas, tatlong araw daw, walang time makipag-kita, sabi ko kakawayan nalang natin sa langit." Gwen said and I giggled. 

"Ulap kasi, maka-langit ka naman, akala mo sumakabilang buhay na 'yong isa." Tobi said while wiping the table. 

"Hoy, knock on wood." I said, before knocking on their wooden table. 

I soon bid goodbye to them and went home. Inin welcomed me with fresh cooked foods. Hindi ko na napigilan na kumain dahil mukhang masarap ang mga niluto niya. Nakakahalahati ko palang ang nasa pinggan ko nang nasuka na ako at napatakbo sa banyo. 

He immediately followed me inside. He removed the strands of hair away from my face and held them back as he caress my back. He didn't uttered anything until I finished vomiting and he clean my lips with his hand as he run it to the water to wash it.

"Inom ka ng tubig." he said as he guide me back to the dining, he gave me water and I also gargled some in the sink. Around 5 minutes and I feel better, I once again ate the foods he made and it made him giggle.

We spent the night talking and sobering me up. Once I'm fully sober, we decided to go to bed. But it didn't lead to sleep but lead to something else after he made sure that I'm sober and he have my consent. Silly boy, he looked so innocent while asking for my consent but made my legs shake after.

I woke up with my phone ringing, with half closed eyes, I pick it up from the bed side table and answered it without looking at the caller. 

"Hello--"

[Lory, hello, sorry kung nagising ka namin, pero isinugod kasi namin si Jax sa ospital. Nagising nalang kami na namimilipit sa sakit ng ulo, baka pwede mo kaming dalhan ni Tobi ng pagkain dito, pasensya kana, napatakbo kasi kami nang walang kadala-dala, ibinayad ko pa sa Taxi iyong singsing ko kasi wala akong perang dala.] My eyes shot open and I sat up on bed. 

"Lory, anong problema?!" Inin asked with his sleepy voice as he sat next to me. 

"Ano daw sabi ng mga doktor?!" I worriedly asked, gripping on the blanket, covering my naked body. 

[Wala pa silang sinasabi, pinatulog muna nila si Jax dahil hindi na tinatablan ng painkillers. Hindi rin namin siya maiwan sa kwarto. Send ko sa 'yo address at room number niya.] she said and I nod, 

"Sige, sige, I'll be there soon." I said and ended the call, 

"Anong nangyari?" Maski si Inin ay nag-aalala na. 

Naramdaman ko na namasa ang mga mata, "Si Jax kasi, isinugod sa ospital, kailangan ko silang puntahan." I said before jumping out of bed. I took the quickest shower I ever had in my life and put on the clothes I saw the moment I open my closet. 

Nagtaxi kami ni Inin para mag drive through sa McDonalds at bumili ng almusal bago dumiretso na agad sa ospital. And by the time we got there, I felt like crying already. Specially when I saw Gwen staring blankly on the wall while leaning on Tobi's chest. 

"Gwen, Tobi..." I called and the two stood up when they heard my voice. 

Gwen immediately rush towards me and cried on my shoulder, "Na-aawa ako kay Jax, iyak siya nang iyak kanina, sobrang sakit daw, dapat matagal na namin siyang pinacheck-up, kasalanan namin ko 'to!" she cried on my shoulder, I can no longer hold my tears and cried as well while caressing her back. 

"It's not your fault, it's no one's fault, sshh~" I tried to calm her down while rubbing her back.

Me and Tobi had to calm Gwen down cause she might end up in bad situation as well, her eyes are already swollen! Ang sabi ni Tobi ay kanina pa daw iyak nang iyak si Gwen.

"Ikaw pala si Inin?" Tobi asked while sitting across Inin who's sitting beside me as we eat our breakfast.

Inin slowly nod, "Rustin Landin Sadillo, p're." Inin reached his hands forward and Tobi reached for it for a hand shake. 

"Tobias Emory Marquez, balita ko nag e-engineering ka?" Tobi asked and Inin nods. 

"Yes, 5th year na, nag a-architect ka diba? Madalas kang kinekwento ni Lory." Inin asked and Tobi nods, I sat there listening on their conversation, medyo naninibago ako dahil animo'y hindi si Tobi ang kinakausap niya dahil may kakaiba sa boses ni Tobi.

"Hindi ka naman babaero 'no? Hindi mo naman papaiyakin 'yang isang 'yan?" Tobi asked and I choked on my food. 

Inin shakes his head, "I-I'm not, and I would never do such thing." Inin replied and Tobi nods while stirring his spaghetti with his fork.

Tobi cleared his throat, "Babanatan kita kapag pina-iyak mo 'yan." Tobi said with a deep voice that surprised me, where did that came from?! What's with Tobi suddenly changing?!