Just got told today that I'm disgusting.

To my face.

1) Because I was having a good day and dolled myself up a bit. *shrugs* I literally have no shame.

2) (The main reason.) Because I'm bisexual. Because I'm attracted to both genders. And also that I'm stupid for thinking such things. That I dress too girlie to be whatever I "claim to be". That if I were to like both genders, shouldn't I at least act like it? This person then switched to: It's logically impossible to be attracted to both genders. That the reason I'm labeling myself as such is because my relationships with one gender didn't end well. I just made up a way to cope. "Hoping someone will eventually love you if you play both cards. Well honey let me give you a life check; the world doesn't work like that. Snap out of your childish fantasies and grow up for a change."

Ouch. And everyone wonders why I have acceptance issues.

I'll admit that hurt, especially noting who it came from. I brushed it off best I could and walked away. It only makes me wonder what others in the LGTB+ community go through.

Worst part?

This person was an old friend of mine. We started talking again and eventually I came out to this person. They completely flipped the table on me and crushed our "friendship". That wasn't my real friend. I'm fine now, and actually feel a somewhat sense of....relief. I do, however, have many people in my life who love and accept me for who I am. Mostly friends on here.

My parents don't know yet. They did know at one point, but my father doesn't understand it. They thought it was a phase. Haha, well three years later, here I am. Stillll bi. XD

Crap, I'm ranting..... Sorry haha *sweatdrops*

Point is: I'm sorry for everyone who's attacked for being themselves. For being "different". Different is good. Different is normal'. Acceptance, however, is....well....I can't say that it's rare....but you get the idea. There are many people who love and who will love you for who you are and want to be. Yes, there are people who try and bring you down, but it doesn't have to crumble your spirit. As long as you don't let it.

Idk what to say XD

Happy 4th?

Ugh.

Enjoy the fireworks, chumps.

America....sometimes I debate whether or not I'm proud to be a citizen. But it's home. (For me anyways)

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I'm off topic.

Er...

EAT A COSMIC BROWNIE

I HEAR IT HAS MAGICALLY HAPPINESS POWERS

#LIKLIK-

-Someone shut me up, I'm annoying even myself...

~ Bub =)