I want to thank you guys for being oh so very patient with me.

As some of you know I've started to work part time so writing on all my books have become extra fucking slow and it's just gonna continue as I begin my senior year in high school so thank you guys all so much for y'alls patience.

On that note, I plan to try and update this book as much as I can but being that I don't want to publish half assed reactions, it will take time, plus I rest a lot from work on days off and in addition to that I have awards going on that I'm hosting (along with a new awards book I hope my readers with join. Trust me you will want to check that out if you like reading new books).

Also, I'd like to tell you guys that recently I lost a friend to suicide and it's become a bit tougher on me to keep up with anything.

So excuse my moods or extremely depressed behavior.

Now for the tags:

Tagged by 3rd_GuyFromTheLeft

Instead of a joke I'll do spoilers bc I'm not really good with jokes.

1) I'm Mexican American. Parents who are from Mexico while I was first born here.

2) I'm 18 now in 2018

3) I'm 5'2

4) I weigh 205lbs

5) I want y'all to know this so that if I ever mention this y'all know I have first hand experience when it comes to this. I have survived rape. I've been raped by three people from age 6-15. (No wonder I'm so messed up hu?)

I don't want pitty. I'm pretty open about my life and if you want to hear my story feel free to request it and I'll make a chapter of it on My Diary for those of you who want to hear my story and how I've dealt with it throughout the years and possibly maybe help you guys if any of you guys are going through a hard time and want to hear a way to speak up or a what my friends call 'inspirational survival' story.

6) My favorite type of fruit is anything citrus (orange tangerine and stuff)

7) Im a survivor of suicide attempts. Which actually not even a week ago I was attempting to kill myself.

8) I have three younger sisters

9) I've had 7 bfs but am currently single in 2018

10) I'm not a virgen.

Now for book spoilers:

(I'll put the tittle and account plus spoiler so you know what book I'm talking about.)

1) No Love | JinKoalaOppa | Jin and Taehyung are related.

2) Broken Hearts |Marili_Cruz|Marili suffers from depression

3) The Moon Boys |Marili_Cruz|Jin has history with Jungkook's mother.

4) Broken Hearts|Marili Cruz| Yoongi tries to kiss Marili

5) Broken Hearts|Marili_Cruz|Namjoon will be going to the military during the book.

6)Broken Hearts|Marili_Cruz|Yoongi beats up Heokgi

7) Invisible Girl |Marili_Cruz|Hani was Jin's brother's original fiance.

8) Invisible Girl |Marili_Cruz|Jackson (mentioned in chapter one) is the same Jackson from got7

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Hope y'all enjoyed.

If y'all want me to elaborate ln any of the above pllz comment and I might dedicate a whole chapter of it on dear diary.

Till then!

Mama KoalaBeaw
~♔~