To Confess or Be Confessed To (Part 2)

Kim Namjoon & Min Yoongi

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Italics - you or the characters thoughts.

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(Y/n) - your name

(b/f/n) - best friends name

It was the day after the formal and you were relaxing while watching a movie. The formal was amazing and you had so much fun with your friends. Dancing, drinking, eating and pulling pranks on others. Not too mention seeing Namjoon as well. It was awkward at first but you both got the hang of each other. But you couldn't shake this negative feeling the whole time you were talking with him. He wasn't bad no, but more like something was going to come relating to Namjoon and you weren't sure how you were going to handle it. You didn't spend most of your time with Namjoon since he had his friends. You both talked for a while and went your separate ways for the night.

Your phone suddenly rings and you look to see that you had gotten a message from Namjoon.

Fuck. He what!? Shit! What the hell do I say!? What!? WHAT!? You stare at the phone in utter confusion, your eyes wide. Am I seeing this right!? Did he just confess!? Shit, I gotta call (b/f/n).

"What up bitch."

"Namjoon confessed."

"Wanna go to the movies-Wait. What did you just say!? Did I hear you right!? NAMJOON FUCKING CONFESSED!?"

"Yes he did. And don't shout. You're going to make me deaf!"

"My baby has grown up so much! Someone confessed to her!" You groan at this, hearing (b/f/n) cheering and hearing her jump around in excitement.

"Stop. I don't like him that way."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"What do I do?"

"Just tell him."

"I know but how? I don't want to make Namjoon feel bad when I reject him."

"Just do it. It's going to hurt more if you lead him on."

"I know, I know. Ok fine. I'll tell him."

"You go girl! You can do this!"

"Yeah yeah. Call you later." You end the call and stare at your phone. I need some time to think. I don't think I can tell him yet.





Your phone hadn't stopped ringing from the notifications since Namjoon confessed. He had been sending you messages throughout the day and you finally cracked. It was late at night and you were sitting up in bed, forming a plan. I should just tell him. Just tell him straight.

I can't handle this. It's too much. Someone confessed and I feel bad for rejecting them. Jeez, this is what happens when you're inexperienced. You turn the phone off and try to sleep but kept hearing the notifications go off. I can't take this anymore. Not knowing what else to do, you picked up the phone and blocked Namjoon, removing him from your followers. Letting out a sigh in relief and guilt, you head to sleep after putting your phone away.







"Hey girl! How was your first day of uni??" You let out a tired sigh in reply, hearing (b/f/n) chuckle through your earphones. You were currently walking through the mall looking for (b/f/n). The first year of uni had ended a while back and the second year of uni was starting. You and (b/f/n) haven't been able to catch up for a while so you both decided to meet up at the mall before uni starts again. It's been a fast 2 years since high school.

"Don't even get me started. I'm exhausted." You stuff your hands in my pockets as you got on the escalator going down.

"Oh I see you!" You chuckle seeing (b/f/n) running up the escalator towards you. She jumps on you, almost making you fall over. "I missed you so much! You have no idea!" (B/f/n) starts to fake cry, gaining the attention of others.

"Calm the fuck down woman. I'm here now." You chuckle and she smiles at you while laying her arm around your shoulder. You both went down and got on the escalator going up. While you both were catching up with your life, you could feel someone staring at you. You turned around and your eyes widen. It can't be. Is that actually him!? You saw Yoongi staring back at you amongst his group of friends as they went on the escalator going down. He's grown up so much. He's much taller than I last saw him at primary. Well, taller than me anyway. He body was more built and lean and his hair was a little long.

"Hey (y/n)! Are you paying attention to me!?" (B/f/n) cries out and you quickly turn back to face her.

"Yeah. I am." You could still feel Yoongi's eyes on you and you winced, your heart thumping faster. (B/f/n) raises a brow at you and looks behind your shoulder, gasping.

"Holy fuck. Is that who I think it is!?" You nod and she smirks at you. Before she could tell out, you cover her mouth and look at her desperately.

"Please don't." (B/f/n) looks at you in shock and nods softly. She saw how antsy you were and decided not to embarrass you. Slinging an arm around your shoulder, she took you to the food court.

"How about you tell me about uni?" She looks back and still sees how Yoongi was staring at you.

"Well, I changed courses."





"Welcome to your new course." Fuck my life. This can't be happening to me. Earth, swallow me now! You gripped onto your bag tightly as you stood in front of your new class, two familiar pairs of eyes staring at you. Yoongi and Namjoon were both in this class. Namjoon was staring at you next to your professor and Yoongi was sitting at the back of the class. Your professor turned to you, his smile calming you a bit. "Hope you come to enjoy this course (y/n). Please take a seat." You nod and walk up the stairs, taking a seat closer towards the front of the board. Seeing as you were blind as a bat.

"Can I sit here?" The guy smiles at you and nods, taking his bag off the seat next to him. You put your bag down next to the table on the ground as you sat on the far end.

"Before we start, I would like to introduce to you Mr. Kim. He will be here as my apprentice. He is studying to be a professor and chose this class." Namjoon bows and nods, still staring at you. "So let's get straight into it. I already have your first assignment." Already!? You look around and hear the chorus of groans. "And I'm choosing your partners. Seeing as (y/n) is new, I'll be partnering you with Jackson." The guy sitting next to you turns and puts out his hand.

"I'm Jackson." You smile back at him and shake his hand.

"(Y/n)." The professor continues to partner up students until it came to Yoongi.

"Yoongi. You're with Jennie."

"Sir." You turn around to see Yoongi stand up suddenly. "Jennie dropped this course."

"Right you are. (Y/n), you will be partnered up with Yoongi. I know Jackson is more than capable of completing this task himself." Oh fuck. You gulp and nod. You feel a hand on your shoulder and see Jackson look at you with sympathy.

"You'll be fine. Take these." Jackson hands you his notes smiling at you. "Good luck with Yoongi. He doesn't really do any work." Jackson looks up past you and you turn around in your seat, jumping in fright as you saw Yoongi standing next to you.

"Let's go." Its primary all over again.

"Uh. Ok. Where?" You ask softly and Yoongi nods his head towards the back. You raise a brow at him and sigh.

"Can we sit closer to the front? Halfway at least?" Close to civilisation. I don't want to be by myself with him. That would be way too awkward. Yoongi sighs and nods as the both of you get up to sit a few rows back. As soon as you do, Yoongi gets out his laptop and his headphones. You narrow your brows at him in confusion. Best not to ask. Sighing out, you read over the assignment.

"Everything ok here?"

"Oh fuck!" You jump up in fright and almost tumble back but brace yourself and saw that Namjoon was standing in front of you. He was trying to hide his smile and clears his throat, biting down on his bottom lip. You look over at Yoongi to see that he rose a brow at the both of you in confusion. "Uh yeah. We're fine." Namjoon nods and turns around to walk away but stops, turning back to face you.

"It's nice to see you again." Namjoon smiles at you weakly and you grimace, knowing that you had hurt him when you blocked Namjoon. You nod weakly and try to avoid his stare as you read over the assignment again. "(Y/n)-"

"-Shouldn't you be more professional?" Yoongi cuts Namjoon off and you stare at him in shock. Namjoon stutters slightly and nods.

"Just come to me or the professor if you need help with anything." Yoongi stares down Namjoon as he walks away.

What was that about?








The class had officially ended and you started to pack, a little pissed off at the fact that Yoongi hadn't done any work. You sighed as you stood up with your bag on your back. You started to walk down the stairs as you cleaned your glasses with the end of your shirt, stopping before Jacksons table.

"Excuse me." You whispered, suddenly becoming shy. Jackson didn't hear you and you sighed. You knocked on the table and Jackson jumps, turning to you and smiling brightly.

"Hey, (y/n) right?" You nod.

"Um, I was wondering if I could take your notes home. I wanted to write them down, I promise to return it by the next class." You mumble out and Jackson chuckles softly.

"You're a shy one aren't you." You blush as you put your glasses on. "It's ok, take your time with them. You're new and need them for the new assignment." You smile and was about to thank Jackson when someone cuts you off.

"She doesn't need your notes. I'll give her mine." You turn to look at Yoongi in confusion who stood next to you. He stares down at Jackson and turns to you. "Let's go."

"What why?"

"To work on the assignment." Jackson's eyes widen and you look at him in confusion.

"I can't, I have to go home. Bye guys." You wave goodbye to the two guys and leave the classroom. You were walking down the hall when you heard someone call for you. You turn around and saw that it was Namjoon.

"Hey (y/n)." You gulp, seeing Namjoon look at you sadly but still smile at you.

"Uh hey Namjoon."

"Can we, uh talk for a bit?"

"I actually-"

"-Please." Namjoon begs and you nod. Namjoon takes you to a cafe and buys you a coffee as you sat at a table waiting for you. Namjoon comes back and hands you your cup and sits down across from you. "Uh, how are you?"

"I'm doing fine. You?" This is so awkward. What do I do?

"I'm doing ok." You nod and turn to look at your coffee cup. I can't do this anymore. I can't stand this. Namjoon opened his mouth to speak but you cut him off.

"I'm so sorry." Namjoon looks at you softly, seeing how the guilt had eaten you up since the confession. "I'm really sorry for hurting you. I didn't know what to do. I panicked. I didn't know how to handle it, the sudden shock and the guilt of rejecting you-" Namjoon pats your hand softly and you stop speaking.

"Its ok (y/n). I have to admit that I was hurt when you had blocked me, but I understood that you must've been overwhelmed. Can we just, put that behind us and be friends again. Like before?" I look up at Namjoon smiling at me, his dimples showing and I grin at him. I'm glad to have him back again after so long. I missed my friend so much.

"I would love that. We have so much to catch up on."

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