Kim Taehyung

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(y/n) - your name

(y/f/n) - your full name

(h/l) - hair colour

(h/c) - hair colour

(e/c) - eye colour

The band members all pant heavily, adrenaline still coursing through their bodies. The music ends and they jump in joy, a perfect practice completed with no mistakes. They all head to their bags and bottles, taking a well-earned rest. Taehyung grabs his stuff and heads out, the plan to take a shower in his dorm to wash off the sweat. He passes by his manager's door when it suddenly opens.

"Hello Noona." a staff member walks out from the office and smiles brightly at Taehyung.

"Hello, Taehyung. Just the idol I was looking for. Would you mind getting the rest of the band members, Manager Hyung wants to talk with you."

"No problem. But what is it for?"

"Just a very quick meeting. That's all." Taehyung nods as the staff member smiles at Taehyung until she was permitted to leave to her position at the reception desk. Taehyung walks back to the dance studio, gaining the attention of the other members.

"What is it Hyung?" Jungkook asks, putting down his water bottle.

"Manager Hyung wants us to see him." everyone nods as they all walk to the office. Namjoon knocks on the door and they are all were invited in. The band members stop short when they see a girl standing to the side. Her face held no emotion as she just stood there with her arms in front of her. Taehyung's heart beats a little faster, not knowing why as he looks over at the girl with the (h/l) (h/c) hair, dulled (e/c) and rosy lips and cheeks.

"Hello, Manager Hyung." Namjoon greets.

"Hello, boys."

"What is the meeting about?" Jungkook asks, curious about the girl as well.

"This is (y/f/n). She is your new bodyguard and assistant." Taehyung's mouth gapes open, shocked. Everyone else looks at one another, shocked as well. "You will have your personal bodyguards, but she is the chief and will come with you on your tours and vacations." they all nod and Taehyung turns to look at the girl again. She hasn't even said a word or looked at the guys. She isn't even smiling. Taehyung grins when she looks over at him but makes no move to acknowledge him. He frowns as she just blinks and looks away. The meeting goes by as Taehyung doesn't listen, just staring at the girl, still mesmerised by her appearance. He suddenly feels a tug on his sleeve and turns to see Jimin smirking at Taehyung.

"What?"

"Everyone has left and you're still staring at (y/n). You-"

"-no I don't." Taehyung huffs and walks off, leaving a grinning Jimin behind. Jimin runs up to him and drapes an arm over his shoulders.

"Don't worry. I won't tell anyone." he winks at Taehyung and runs off, what Taehyung thought, was his dorm. Taehyung hears footsteps behind him and turns to see (y/n) walking out of Manager Hyungs office. Taehyung jumps inwardly and walks to her.

"Hi! I'm Taehyung!" Taehyung grins as she just looks at him. (y/n) blinks at him as he puts his hand out towards her. She looks down at Taehyung's hand and looks back up at him. There was tension in the air when she finally grabbed his hand and shook it quickly. She nodded and walked off. Taehyung's eyes narrow at her shaking form, noticing her shaking hands clutched to her chest.

That was the first ever interaction Taehyung had with you when you had started working as the bodyguard for BTS. All the members questioned why you were the chief, their questions being answered when you beat Jungkook in a taekwondo match. Since then, Taehyung tried to get you to talk to him, but you never spoke a word, just nodded or shook your head. Taehyung wanted to know more about you, know what your story was. He saw you stay at the studio later than anyone, seeing you clean up the member's rooms late at night before he left for the dorms after an all-nighter. He even sees you early in the morning, before he would come to the studio. He wondered why you would work so hard, even during your lunch breaks. Taehyung worried for your health, leaving little meals here and there for you to eat. Taehyung never even saw you smile, not even once and he wanted to change that, hanging around with you a lot to make that happen. But no luck. As being the personal assistant for BTS, you had gone with them for all their vacations, trips or concerts, world tours, and the Bon Voyage trips. You were even asked to be in some of the V Live's that BTS did. You were close with the members, despite not speaking as you still had a job as being their guard and personal assistant.

It was just after BTS had released their new album and their Wings Tour Final Concert, they all were extremely tired and in need of a vacation. So that's what they got from their manager. The members all heard that they were going to Thailand and had started packing, extremely excited. You were helping all the members pack their belongings, already having your suitcases packed and boarded on the private jet. You were heading to Jimin's room and saw his door open. He turned around after locking his door and saw you standing just across the hall from him.

"Hey (y/n)!" He waves grinning and you nod in acknowledgement. Jimin notices the sluggish movements of your body as you head towards him to grab his suitcase. Jimin stops you from taking his bag before you did. "(y/n), are you getting enough sleep?" you blink at him before nodding and taking his bags once again. Jimin sighs behind you, worried that you work too hard. After loading Jimin's bags, you head to Yoongi's room, knowing he would still be working on his songs. You open the door of his room to see him in his desk chair, him being concentrated on his computer with headphones on. You shake your head, slowly packing his belongings that were strewn across the floor in his bags.

"What are you doing here?" Yoongi grumbles as he sees you zip up his bags. You struggle to stand up, your back aching. You stumble forward as you picked up his bags. "Stop it already." Yoongi mumbles, taking his bags from your hands. He walks out, sighing as he hates seeing you work yourself too much. He wishes that you take the next three days off from work. You blink once more at Yoongi's retreating form, deciding to head to Taehyung's room. Everyone else was on the plane, Taehyung was the last one, not knowing that they were heading to Thailand as he was fast asleep. You entered his room sighing, knowing he was a very heavy sleeper. He couldn't even be woken up even if you carried him on your back. You packed his clothes and set the bags outside for someone to pick them up. Hands on your hips, you struggle to figure out how to wake up Taehyung. You poked his cheek numerous times, him turning to his side. You decided to try and roll him off the bed but that didn't work. Groaning, you pull your sleeves up and put Taehyung on his back. He snores loudly, mumbling your name. Paying no attention, you pull on his feet so he was at the edge of the bed. Bending down, you grab his arms and drape them over your shoulders, Taehyungs head in your neck. You take hold of his arms and pull him up. You grumble in anger, as Taehyung's weight makes you stumble.

Sunlight burns Taehyung's eyelids, his body slightly shaking from the jet turbulence. He slowly wakes up, rubbing his eyes and yawning. His eyes adjust to the lighting, mindlessly looking around. He closes his eyes and then suddenly jumps up in surprise, groaning in pain as the seat belt holds him down.

"What the? Am I dreaming? Where am I?"

"Taehyung! Calm down." Taehyung turns around to see Hoseok grinning at him from behind his seat. He looks around and he quickly takes his seatbelt off and stands in front of everyone.

"Where are we?" Taehyung mumbles sleep still wrapped around his mind.

"Dammit it. He's so loud." Namjoon mumbles, half asleep as Jin hits his shoulder from next to him.

"Why is it so shaky? Mister, this must be a mistake." Taehyung stumbles as he turns to face two bodyguards, still half asleep. "This shouldn't be happening. I shouldn't be shaking around like this. This is a dream right mister?" Taehyung says, trying to explain to the bodyguard.

"Please take a seat." The members laugh at Taehyungs sleepy state as the bodyguards pick him up and place him in his seat.

"Wait! Let me off! I wasn't supposed to be on this flight! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to get on this flight!" the members continue laughing as Taehyung kicks off one of his slippers, throwing the other. (A/N: This scene was from Cinderella and the 4 knights. Absolutely loved the drama!! The feels omg!! 😭💖) Taehyung sits up straight when he hears a small moan from next to him. He jumps when he sees you sleeping in the seat next to him, head tilted forward in an uncomfortable way. You were still dressed in your work clothes, your seatbelt not on. Taehyung blushes, pushing the armrest back between your seats and slowly leading your head to rest on his lap. He makes sure you were comfortable, relaxing in his seat himself. Taehyung notices that you barely weighed in his lap, worried that you weren't eating well. He stares down at your face, frowning at your sunken face, eyes heavy and dark bags under your eyes. He softly pushes your hair behind your ears, resting a hand on your cheeks, caressing it. His blush darkens as you shift in Taehyungs lap, your face in his shirt as you grasped it in your hands. Smiling, Taehyung massages your side as you slept the whole flight.

The members were all in their rooms, unpacking or others exploring the house like mansion as you were putting the groceries away in the fridge after having gone shopping. Feeling slightly rejuvenated, you headed to the member's rooms to see if they were accustoming well. You headed to the Jungkook and Jimin's room and see Jungkook listening to music, laying on his bed while Jimin was unpacking. You head over to Jungkook, plucking out an earphone.

"Hey!" Jungkook looks up and sees you standing beside his bed. Jungkook instantly grins up at his Noona, sitting up. "Hello, Noona. Is there something you need?" you nod, handing him a schedule from the manager.

"Hey (y/n). How are you feeling?" Jimin squeezes your shoulder, patting your head softly while grinning at you before heading over to Jungkook. Jungkook reads the paper and nods.

"So we are going horseback riding first?" you nod once more at Jungkook before bowing and leaving the room. You head to Namjoon and Jin's room next, knocking on the door. Jin opens the door and instantly hugs you tight.

"(Y/n)! What brings you here?" Jin puts you down, ruffling your hair as you enter the room. You hand Jin the same schedule, Namjoon coming over, slugging an arm over your shoulder.

"How was your sleep?" Namjoon asks and you blink up at him. You nod as he grins down at you.

"Can't wait for the barbeque tonight." Jin says, grinning. You nod, bowing at the two before leaving the room and heading to Hoseok and Yoongi's room. Before you could even knock on the door, Hoseok is in front of you and has thrown you over his shoulder. Eyes wide, you try to let him put you down by banging your fists on his back.

"Hoseok! Put her down!" Hoseok puts you down and you stumble, Yoongi catching you as he held onto your shoulders. He glares at Hoseok as he hugs you from behind, arms wrapped around your shoulder. "What's this?" You hand Yoongi the schedule and point at the barbeque time.

"Do you need us to go shopping for some food?" you nod, feeling Hoseok grin against your cheek, rubbing his cheek against yours like a soft cat. You bow once more before the two and leaving the room. As you turn around, you bump into the manager. Your eyes widen you instantly stand in poise, a hand at your forehead almost like a military officer greeting his higher-ups.

"Ah (y/n), just the person I was looking for. You won't be rooming in the hotel with us. You will be sleeping in Taehyungs room in this house." Your brows furrow at the statement as your manager walks away, him grinning. You head to Taehyungs room, knocking on the door. Taehyung opens to see you standing in front of him, grinning that you will be staying with him as he begged his manager.

"Hey (y/n)!" you point to the hallway where the manager was talking to the house caretaker. Taehyung follows your arm and sees the manager, knowing what you were talking about. "I saw how tired you were and asked him if it was best for you to stay here with us." Taehyung grins, your arm coming down to your side. You nod, entering the room to see that your suitcases were placed beside your bed, Taehyung having his own bed beside yours. Taehyung jumps inwardly, glad that he will be able to spend time with you the next three days.

Dressed in jeans, a tank top and a cardigan, you walk behind BTS as they V Live their walk towards the horse stables, goofing around and having fun. Taehyung notices you watching from behind and signals you to come over. You shake your head but he walks to you and pulls you to join the rest of the band. You get viewed on V Live and the fans greet you. You wave to the fans, them asking how your day was. You give a thumbs up, waving at them as they send sweet comments on wishing you an amazing vacation. Taehyung comes up to you, hugging you tight from behind, his arms wrapped around your waist as he waves at the fans. His broad hands slips under your shirt, rubbing your stomach softly knowing you were scared for the horseback ride. You blink, stumbling in your steps in surprise. Taehyung holds you up, him grinning at you as you look at him. The fans all see you stumble and go into an uproar, some commenting if you were ok.

"Hey, Taehyung! An army asks if you and (y/n) are dating?" Namjoon asks, Jimin grinning at the two. You blink in surprise, Taehyung blushing red. You shake your head along with your hands.

"Awe come one (y/n), it seems that Taehyung likes you." Hoseok smiles, poking Taehyungs cheeks. You blink at Taehyung, to see if this is true. Taehyung doesn't say anything but suddenly throws you over his shoulder and running away to the stables.

"TAEHYUNG! COME BACK HERE WITH (y/n)!" Jin shouts out, the members chasing after you and Taehyung laughing the whole time.

The members were all riding a horse down the track as you stayed behind, feeding one a carrot. It was a pure white horse with a cream mane. It ate the carrot you fed him, completely afraid to ride the horse.

"What are you still doing here?" you jump hearing Taehyungs deep voice as he stood next to you. "Are you afraid?" you nod at him as he grins down at you. Taehyung was about to open the door to let the horse out but you stopped him, shaking your head. "Come on, it will be fine. Trust me." Taehyung smiles down at you softly as you nod hesitantly. Letting the horse out and preparing it, Taehyung helps you get on first before getting on behind you. Your cheeks heat up, feeling Taehyung lean over you to grab the reins. The horse starts off into a slow trot, you grasping his arms in fright. "Hey, it's fine. You're not going to die." Taehyung chuckles, leaning his head on your shoulder. After a while, you feel Taehyung grin and you turn around to face him. "Should I speed up?" you shake your head vigorously but Taehyung doesn't listen, the horse speeding up. A soft screech slips from your throat in fright, Taehyungs eyes widening at the sound you made. "Hyah!" The horse speed to a run, the members quickly coming to sight on the track in front of them. They were doing another V Live, their horses at a slow trot. You both zoom past the other members shocking them.

"Was that (Y/n) Noona and Taehyung riding one horse together?" Jungkook asks, the other members grinning at the view. You enjoyed the scenery rush by you, the grass fields complimenting the bright clear blue sky. The fresh breeze flowed through your hair and Taehyung smiled at the scene in front of you, knowing you were relaxing after years of work. The track ended and came back to the stables where Taehyung leads the horse too. He jumped down and faced you to help you down. The members also enter the stables, them jumping down from their horses. Swinging your legs to one side, you jump down but stumble as your legs suddenly got weak. Your head starts to spin as Taehyung holds you in his arms, holding you up.

"(Y/n)!" the members run up to you as you grip your head.

"Are you ok?" Taehyung softly asks and you nod. You stand up straight, giving a thumbs up to the members who were worried about you. You take a step forward but your whole body seems to shut down, your eyes rolling back.

"(Y/N)!" You fall to the ground, Taehyung grabbing you by your waist. His eyes widen as blood trickles out from your nose, your forehead burning at a high temperature.

"What happened!?" Jin asks as Taehyung lifts you, holding you bridal style.

"I don't know." Tears brim the corner of his eyes as he heads off into a sprint back to the house with you in his arms, the others following him close behind.

A loud noise breaks you from your slumber, as you slowly open your eyes. You wince in pain, your head throbbing as you sit up. Slowly turning your head, you see Taehyung's face extremely close to yours. You jump, jolting him awake.

"(y/n)! Are you ok!?" Taehyung sits up, holding your face in his hands. You blink numerous times, your eyes flitting across Taehyung's face. You notice the worry in his eyes and you feel extremely guilty. You nod and you notice Taehyung's brows furrow in anger. He grips your arms, shaking you. "No, you're not! You fainted from overexerting yourself! Why do you do this to yourself!? Why do you work so much!? You never talk and you never smile. Why!?" from all these years you've worked for BTS, Taehyung wanted you to smile at him, just this once. Your eyes glass over from the pain in your arms and Taehyung notices this, letting you go instantly. His eyes soften, seeing you tear up for the first time and because of him. "(y/n), I'm so sorry." He hugs you but you shake your head, pushing Taehyung away. "I'm sorry. Please don't push me away." Taehyung mumbles softly, seeing a single tear fall down your cheek. Taehyung sighs, standing up and heading towards the door. He turns around to see you facing away from him, rubbing your arms. Taehyung sighs once more, regret filling his heart as he leaves the room. You look at the door that just closed as you wiped away your tears. You let out a shaky sigh, deciding to take a shower. Grabbing a towel and extra clothes, you leave your room and heading to the large bathroom. You lock the door behind you, setting your towel on a rack next to the shower. You strip off your clothes, hanging them up and your clean ones folded on a shelf. Entering the shower, you turn the faucet on, the water cooling your hot body. Unknowing to you, Taehyung entered the bathroom easily, the lock actually being broken. He had left his phone in the bathroom and had come to retrieve it.

"Jimin? Sorry, just left my phone in here. I'll be quick." Taehyung answered as he heard the shower on. You started panicking, covering yourself and hiding in the corner. Taehyung notices feet huddled towards the corner, worried. "Jimin? Are you ok?" Taehyung steps forward to the shower, about to open the door. You panicked much more, throwing a bar of soap at Taehyungs face, hitting him in the eye as he opens the door a little. "YAH! What did you do that for!?"

"Stop. Please leave the bathroom." A soft voice, barely audible answers Taehyung back and he stumbles back, recognising it as a female voice.

"OMG!? I'm so sorry! Wait, who are you!?" Taehyung exclaims, not recognising the voice.

"(y/n)." Taehyungs eyes widen as he hears you whisper out, talking for the first time.

"I'M SORRY!" Taehyung runs out of the bathroom, slamming the door closed behind him. He gasps from realisation and his whole face goes red. Taehyung paces the foyer until the bathroom door opens revealing you in new clean clothes. Taehyung faces you and gulps, his mind going back to what had happened. You run away with your dirty clothes and enter your bedroom, slamming it closed and slumping down against the door. Your face was red from what happened and you shake your head, trying to push that memory away from your mind. Suddenly, you hear someone knocking on your door and you slowly get up, putting away your dirty clothes in a hamper before opening the door. You come face to face with the rest of the members, all of them with worry in their eyes. You wave shyly, seeing Taehyung just behind everyone else, facing the side instead of looking at you.

"Are you ok (y/n)?" Jin asks, placing a hand on your forehead.

"Yeah, you seem a little red." Namjoon says, noticing your warm face. You shake your head, pointing to your towel on your head.

"Ohhh, you took a shower." Jimin says as you nod.

"What happened at the stable Noona?" Jungkook softly asks as you stare at him. Taehyung hits the upside of Jungkook's head, shaking his head at Jungkook.

"The barbecue is ready!" Hoseok says, jumping up and down and changing the subject.

"Do you want to join us?" Yoongi mumbles and you nod, taking your towel off before following the boys out to the large veranda.

You and the boys were all goofing around, eating and making fun of each other under the cool night sky. You watched the stars twinkle, shivering slightly from the cold air. You hadn't eaten anything, you not having an appetite. Taehyung noticed you shivering and picks you up and places you in his lap. Your eyes widen at the gesture as he wraps his large jacket around the two of you. The guys all smirk at the two of you, facing the camera your way as the fans commenting like crazy on V Live.

"Noona, aren't you hungry?" Jungkook asks as he noticed that you haven't eaten anything. You shake your head coughing from the cold and the smoke from the barbecue.

"Sorry." Jin sheepishly smiles at you, trying to fan away the smoke. You suddenly start coughing louder, your chest feeling heavy and your head throbbing. You struggle to catch your breath as you let out loud coughs. You grip your shirt in immense pain, standing up away from Taehyung.

"(y/n)? Are you ok?" Taehyung mumbles as you cough louder, removing your hand from your mouth. Your eyes widen when you see the familiar red liquid dripping through your fingertips.

"(Y/n)!" All the members gasp when you look up at them, them shutting off the live video and rushing over to you as you stand up. You quickly head to your bedroom, coughing more as you leave a trail of blood behind you. Continuously coughing more and tears falling down, you struggle to find your tablets amongst your belongings. You find your bottle and struggle to open it with one hand. You use two, coughing out blood as your whole body writhes in pain. You pop the lid open but all the tablets fly out and you struggle to get one in your hand. Taehyung runs in and sees you on the floor with you coughing out blood and tablets everywhere. He grabs a bottle and two tablets and drops to the floor next to you. You take the tablets and pop them in your mouth as Taehyung helps you drink the water. You don't dare to face Taehyung, knowing that you had to explain everything to him.

"(y/n)! Please! What's wrong!" Taehyung cries, tears falling from his eyes. The members all barge in as you start to cry heavily.

"I have cancer. Stage 4." you whisper softly sniffling, tears dripping to the floor as you look down at your shaking hands. Taehyung looks at you in shock, more tears falling.

"Noona?" Jungkook falls to his knees next to you, shocked from what he heard. Jin sits next to you, a wet towel in his hands. He turns your head to face him and carefully wipes your face and your shaking hands, wiping your tears away. Jin was crying heavily, sniffling every second.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Yoongi says and you look up to see him crying as well, his pale face slightly red.

"That's why you started working for us, wasn't it?" Namjoon says and you nod.

"I couldn't afford the treatments, only the pills."

"You couldn't speak because then you would start coughing like this?" Jimin replies tears falling as he sniffled and you nod in reply.

"(Y/N)! WHY!" Hoseok cries out, hugging you from behind. You feel his tears soaking your neck. You cry with him, squeezing his arms that were around your waist.

"How long?" you hear Jin whisper as you pat his arms. You stand up to wipe all the boy's tears away before replying.

"I don't have much time." Taehyung stands up, gripping you by your arms.

"You should've told us! We could've given you the money! Paid for it even! Why didn't you!? Then you would've lived longer! What about me!?" Taehyung yells angrily, tears falling nonstop.

"I'm sorry Taehyung. I can't take your money like that." You wipe his tears away but he slaps your hand away.

"I don't care! Don't you get it (y/n)!? I love you! I can't live without you!" You stop short, your breath ragged as you look up at Taehyung. The members behind him smile sadly, knowing this and that Taehyung should've told you much sooner. The members all leave you two in your room, going off to talk to their manager. You blink up at Taehyung, shocked. You turn away from him, walking a few steps away, your hands tangled in your hair. You burst out crying, as you felt the same but knew that you wouldn't be here long.

"I tried so hard. So hard not to fall in love with you Taehyung, to not gain love for you or the others. I tried so hard, so it wouldn't be as hard for you when I'm gone." as you turn around, Taehyung grabs your arm and pulls you quickly to his chest, hugging you tightly. He leans his forehead on yours, and stares into your eyes, wiping your tears away.

"I'm not going to lose you (y/n). I won't give up on you."