Jung Hoseok

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TRIGGER WARNING: this one shot covers issues on being self-conscious about your body and taking pills.

Please know that I don't want to offend anyone with this story and if I did, I'm terribly sorry. I can take it down if any of you want.
And please know that EVERY SINGLE ONE of you lovely readers ARE beautiful. Inside and out. Even if you may not sometimes see it, others will all the time.
Please love yourself cause your are worthy of that love and you deserve it all the damn time 💖😍😘

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(y/n) - your name

It was another warm summer day, the cool breeze flowing through your hair as you continued to do your morning jog. Your hair tied up and your earphones plugged in, you ran for another 5 miles before deciding to head home. Sweat trickled down your neck, your body hot and sticky. Once you had entered your home alongside the beach, you head straight to the shared bathroom, desperately needing a shower. You pass the numerous memory filled photos of you and Hoseok, some also being of you two with the rest of Hoseoks friends. You and Hoseok were happily together for 3 years now after a rather unusual first meet clash in the last year of university.

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Hoseok, being part of a band in university was running late to his morning rehearsal, him obviously deciding to run down the halls. Hoseok was barrelling towards the assembly doors when the doors were slammed opened, earning him a bloody nose as he was just about to open them. On the other side of the doors was you, being pissed off as usual from constantly being kicked out of your study area. You hadn't noticed Hoseok crumbling to the floor holding his bloodied nose when you heard a whimper. Looking behind the door, you gasped in fright.

"Holy shit! I'm so sorry! Oh my God!" you hurriedly helped Hoseok with his bloody nose, pinching his nose with a tissue as you lead him to the nurse's office. You kept apologising to Hoseok, him grinning at you. As you both entered, you quickly gave Hoseok a box of tissues before wetting a towel. Hoseok just watched you scramble around, smiling at how nice you were to him. "I am so sorry!" You repeat once more, grabbing Hoseoks free hand and wiping the blood off before aiming to clean his face. Ignoring the proximity, you cleaned Hoseoks cheeks, nose and lastly his lips before backing away and wringing the blood from the towel. You were washing your hands when Hoseok spoke up.

"It's alright. No need to shower me with apologies." You blush bright from being embarrassed. You dried your hands and turned around to face Hoseok, nervously rubbing your head.

"Hehe. I did slam the door at you." Hoseok chuckles.

"I was the one running down the halls. Now I know why there's a reason for that." You shake your head, softly laughing as that had made no sense.

"I think you lost more blood then I thought."

"Hehe. I'm Hoseok by the way." Hoseok raises a hand and you walk forward to shake it, relaxing at the warmth of his hand.

"(y/n)." you grin at Hoseok before sitting next to him on the bed, waiting for the blood flow to stop.

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You grin at your graduation photo where Hoseok had stolen your first kiss, taking a picture. Your face was bright red, eyes wide with shock as Hosek held you by your waist, his lips against yours in a deep kiss. After that, you and Hoseok lived together, him becoming an internationally famous artist in a band with his friends and you working as (d/j). You lock the door and strip from your sweaty clothes, entering the shower. You don't dare stare at yourself in the mirror, not comfortable in seeing your body. You thoroughly wash your body with soap, washing your hair as well. Once you finished, you exit the shower, wrapping a towel around yourself, walking out the bathroom and towards the wardrobe. You stop short, your eyes landing on your body in the mirror on the wardrobe door. You had hated the way you looked, seeing multiple flaws. You never understood how Hoseok loved you. You poked certain parts on your body, unsatisfied. You wanted to change how you looked, doing excessive exercising and only drinking water and only eating dinner with Hoseok so you don't worry him. It was your day off today and you decided to clean the house.

Hoseok was coming home after having dance rehearsal with his bandmates, aka, his bestfriends. Hoseok was walking home, smiling at the sun that showered him with warmth. He greeted passerbys with a smile and a small wave at the children that greeted him, salty sea breeze relaxing his muscles. There was a skip in his step as he passed a sweet shop, stopping and walking back to see what was on display. It was (f/c), your favourite sweet. Hoseok chuckled, remembering how you would snack on them rarely, especially during exam seasons when you were the most stressed or when you were on your time. Hoseok grinned, thinking of buying you some but stop short. He frowns remembering how you have stopped eating them.

"Does she even like them anymore?" Hoseok mumbles as he continues to walk home. He reminisces on how you changed. He noticed that you exercised more, knowing full well that you hated to run or do anything energetic. He remembers how sluggish and slow your movements were when you walked around the house. He didn't want to say anything to you, in case he upset you even more. Hoseok was worried, thinking back to your figure that had changed, bags under your eyes, your figure being more tired and bent. Hoseok was worried about you, especially when he caught you vomiting in the bathroom. He even noticed how you started to eat less and less, but drink excessive amounts of water that was way more than the limit. Hoseok was fully panicked now, sprinting home to you to finally ask you if you were ok.

Hoseok had arrived at the front door of his house, slamming open the door to see you struggling to stand up, gripping the back of the couch. He ran to you before you could collapse.

"Jagiya!? (y/n)!? Are you ok?" Hoseok panicked as he stood you up against him, a hand around your waist and one holding onto your shoulder. He searched your face as you nodded softly, rubbing your eyes.

"I'm ok Hoseok, just tired. I stayed up late last night working." Hoseok slowly nodded, knowing that you were actually up last night working. You were about to push Hoseok away when he gripped you to his chest.

"Are you sure?" You nod once more, waiting for Hoseok to let you go. "What if I made dinner today? You relax in bed ok. How about it?" You smile softly up at Hoseok's kindness, nodding. Hoseok finally lets you go and smiles as he sees you walk upstairs to your shared bedroom. "Now, what the hell am I supposed to cook? I should call Jin."

Hoseok spent hours making dinner, finally satisfied. The kitchen was an absolute mess, miraculously, Hoseok being completely clean. He placed the last dish on the dining table before walking up the bedroom. He slowly opened the door to see you sleeping, curled up under the blankets. He smiles at how adorable you were, sitting next to you on the bed. Hoseok softly moved your hair from your eyes and tucked them behind your ear. He leaned down to your ear and whispers, "Jagiya. Wake up." He hums softly and sees your soft parted lips form into a smile. You shift under the blankets, Hoseok rubbing your side lovingly. He kisses your forehead when you lay on your back, still asleep. "Come on (y/n)." Hoseok chuckles as you open an eye at him before closing it and sitting up softly. He admires how cute you were when you yawned and rubbed your eyes, slowly placing your feet on the cold floor. Hoseok immediately picks you up bridal style and carries you to the dining room. Placing you down and sitting next to you, you both start having dinner together.

Hoseok was cleaning the dishes and instructed you to rest once more in the bedroom. Once he had finished, he slowly crept up to find you. When he opened the door, he stopped, a frown evident on his face. You were facing the mirror, criticising your flaws and your body, frowning at certain parts of your body. Hoseok then watches as you picked up a bottle of pills. From where he stood, he could read out what it said. Hoseok gasped softly and marched to your side, snatching the bottle away from you. You look up at Hoseok in fright, taking a few steps back. Hoseok glares down at the bottle, placing it on a table next to him. He turns to face you to see you looking anywhere but at him.

"Why?" Hoseok mumbles softly, sadness taking hold of his body. Is that why she was jogging so much? Is that why she was vomiting? Is that why she looks so tired? Hoseok stares at the bottle once more, picking it up to check the effects. He turns to you once more to see you hastily wiping your tears away. Hoseok's heart shattered when he saw you cry, placing the bottle down to hug you tightly. "Why (y/n)?" Hoseok mumbles as he held you tightly to his chest, trying to reassure you with his warmth. He heard you sniffle in his shirt, your small hands grasping it as you cried. Hoseok pulled back and wiped your tears away, holding your face in his hands.

"I-I didn't like-" your sentence got cut off from the sobs that fell from your mouth.

"Shhhh. (y/n). I love you. I love all of you. I fell in love with your whole being. I don't care what you looked like, I don't care if we were different nationalities, I love you for you." Hoseok watches as you shook your head, knowing you still had doubts. "(y/n). I love who you are. I truly love you. How you are so kind to me and my friends, how you can easily diss people, the fact that you can beat Jungkook at any game or Namjoon at any question that was thrown at you. I love you cause you are funny, you are caring, cause of your smile, cause of your heart of gold. Please, I'm begging you, don't do this to yourself." Hoseok couldn't help the tears that started to fall down his cheeks. He just needed to know you were ok. You had calmed a little, afraid to stare at Hoseok.

Hoseok faced you to him and clashed his lips on yours. He quickly wrapped an arm around your waist, to bring you closer to him, a hand tangled in your hair. You had let out a small squeak in surprise, Hoseok deepening the kiss as he tilted his head. The kiss was frantic and passionate and needy. You gasped and Hoseok's tongue had quickly invaded your wet cavern, claiming everything as his. You moaned under the need and heat that had quickly risen, Hoseok walking you back onto your bed. The kiss never broke when he slowly laid you down on the bed, hovering over you. You broke the kiss, panting for air when you released a strangled moan as Hoseok started kissing your neck.

"H-Hoseok-ahhh" Hoseok leaves open mouth kisses on your neck before trailing up to your ears and nibbling it. His hands were rubbing down your sides and then rubbing up your thighs as your hands gripped his arms.

"Let me prove to you how much I love you and how beautiful you are in my eyes." Hoseok whispered in your ear before pulling away to stare at your face. He smiled softly at the woman he loved with all his heart. Your cheeks were flushed red, you panting softly. You gave a slight nod and Hoseok immediately went for you lips once more. He groaned against your lips as you moaned, his hands going under your shirt and rubbing your stomach and waist. His hands were so warm and so comfortable, sending shocks through your body from his touch. Hoseok moves down to your neck once more, sucking and biting your soft skin. You moaned louder and Hoseok knew he found your sweet spot, biting down harshly and licking the wound. You whimper from the slight pain, the pits of your stomach twisting. Hoseok continues to ravish your neck, trailing down to your collar bone leaving various hickies as he pulled your shorts down.

"H-Hoseok." You moan from the slight cold on your legs, Hoseok grabbing them and wrapping them around his waist.

Hoseok loved the way you moaned his name, the way you softly moaned from his touches. He wanted to hear them more, more louder. You closed your eyes and moaned louder, Hoseoks lips on your neck and him grinding against you sending bliss through your body. Sweat had started to form on your bodies, the temperature rising. Hoseok had quickly taken your shirt off and thrown it across the room behind him. Hoseok stares down at your round breasts as you blushed darkly.

"You look so beautiful." Hoseok whispers, glancing down at your figure and up at your face to see you blushing. Hoseok smirks down at you, you biting your bottom lip from embarrassment. He thought it was cute, seeing you blush bright red. You let out a gasp as Hoseok kisses the top exposed part of your breasts, taking your bra off after unclipping them from behind your back. Hoseok sits up and you do the same, taking his shirt off. You throw it away, Hoseok grasping your waist and sitting you on his lap. Hoseoks lips latch into yours again, your back arched as his hands wrapped tightly around your waist, your bare chest flush against his muscular one. Hoseok revels in the way your body fits into his, the way your back arched, his hands gliding over your soft skin. He loved everything about you. You were just too beautiful. Hoseok wasn't able to contain himself, his shorts becoming extremely uncomfortable, the need to taste you clouding his mind.

You moan out loud when Hoseoks hands grasp your breasts, pinching and rolling the nubs between his fingers.

"Ahhhhh Hoseok." You squeal when he attaches his lips around your right breast, sucking harshly and licking around the nub. One of his hands continues to play with your left breast, his other hand kneading your ass. You throw your head back from the stimulation, moaning in pleasure. You grip Hoseoks hair, earning a deep throaty groan, the sound sending shivers down your spine. You feel your panties getting soaked, Hoseoks member twitching against the pants that rubbed against you. Hoseok switches breasts and you trail your hand down his chest, reaching the edge of his shorts. Before your hand could travel further, Hoseoks hand grabs your hand, entwining his fingers with yours. He parts from your breasts, head buried between them.

"Please (y/n), I want to prove to you I love you. Let me look after you tonight." You watch as Hoseok traces a finger around your panty line, shuddering from the tingles. He hooks a finger on the left side of your panties, hiking them down. Hoseok leans over and places a soft kiss on your exposed hip, moving down your panties as he places kisses across your stomach. Your breathing fastens, tingles shooting through your body from the hot air breathed by Hoseok. You slowly move away from Hoseok, him watching your every move slowly. He smirks at you, biting his lip as you teasingly slipped your panties off, throwing them away. Hoseok removes his shorts, leaving him in boxers before crawling towards you like stalking a prey. Hoseok kisses you aggressively, pushing you back on the bed.

"Hoseok!" You gasp loudly as his fingers reached your clit, circling it. You moan louder, your hand tangling in Hoseoks hair as he kisses your throat.

"Why are you so beautiful?" Hoseok growls as you start to pant. He starts to trail kisses down your body, moving down slowly to your core. Hoseok reaches your dripping core, smirking at the sight before blowing hot air. You try to squirm away from Hoseok but he grasps your legs and puts them on his shoulders, holding on to your thighs. You sit yourself up on your elbows, cheeks red.

"H-Hoseok," You stutter from embarrassment. "what are you d-" you throw your head back from the immense pleasure, your body shaking. Hoseok places his lips on your core. You cry out, falling on your back and gripping his hair. "Hoseok!" You moan out loudly, something rough and swift entering you. Hoseoks finger plays with your clit, his tongue swiftly eating you out. Your back arches off from the bed, Hoseok fastening his movements. You grip his hair tighter, a groan veberating through you. Your stomach starts to knot, you almost reaching your peak when Hoseok pulls away. You whine when he does, panting loudly as Hoseok smirks at you smugly.

Hoseok grins down at the sight of you, your chest rising up and down, your hair spread out in a wild mess, your arms on either side of you. Hoseok leans back stands up from the bed, hooking his fingers in his boxers. You blush darkly, crossing your legs from impatience. Hoseoks boxers falls down and you cover your eyes in embarrassment. You hear movement before feeling a body hover over you, your hands pried away until you see Hoseok's face smiling down at you.

"Are you ready jagiya?" You quickly take a glance down and your eyes widen. Hoseok was huge in both size and length. You nod softly, bracing yourself. Hoseok knew you were worried, rubbing your hips calmly. "It's ok. Just tell me when it hurts too much and I'll stop. Ok?" You nod once more, Hoseok kissing your neck as he slides in. Your nails dig into Hoseoks back, the pain from being stretched open causing tears to fall. You whimper out, biting your lip to not scream. Your cries get louder as Hoseok continues to fill you, not even halfway in. You hide your face in his neck, your nails scratching down Hoseoks muscular back.

"H-Hoseok." Hoseok stops, panting in your neck, his body shaking from the pleasure of being inside you.

"I'm s-sorry. Ahhhh. Do you want me to pull out." Hoseok trembles, feeling your walls clench around him tightly, his arms barely holding himself up above you.

"No. It's ok." You shake your head and you feel Hoseok nod in your neck, biting his lips to prevent him from moaning out loud and thrusting himself in all the way. He couldn't take it anymore, forcing the rest of himself into you. You cry out loudly, your nails digging in as tears start to fall. It hurt so much, Hoseok filling you to the brim.

"You're so tight. Ahhhh." Hoseok groans in your neck before leaning up to wipe your tears away. His hands braces him up on either side of your head, his forehead on yours. "The pain will pass jagiya. I promise." You let out a shaky breath, rubbing his back from the pain you caused him, Hoseok, rubbing your hip. You move your hips and jolts of pleasure shoot through you as you gasp, Hoseok groaning as well from the movement. Hoseok pulls out slowly before slamming back in, you moaning out loud. Hoseok continues in a fast pace, thrusting in you hard, the bed shaking as you continue to moan louder.

"Hoseok! Please, faster!" Hoseok growls when he hears you beg, gripping your hips tightly and thrusting into you harder and faster. You scream out, your back arched, Hoseok pummeling into you. Hoseok let's out a few groans, your name falling from his lips from time to time. He moved your legs over his shoulders, holding onto your hips to keep you in place before fastening his speed. You scream out loud, the pleasure more intense from the new position, your body trembling.

"(Y/n)." Hoseok growls, his lips on your right breast, sucking and nibbling on the bud. You writhe under Hoseok, the knot coming back in your stomach faster than before. You scream out, your voice higher when Hoseok hits your spot, your body shaking from the pleasure. "Found it." Hoseok growls in your ear, nibbling it as he grips your hips tighter, pummeling into you harder.

"HOSEOK!" Hoseoks member grows double in size inside of you, stretching you out more as he hits your spot over and over. Hoseok groans out, mesmerised by how warm and wet you were, your walls clenching around him. Your body hot and sticky with sweat, you moaning his name as he continues to thrust into you. He hugs you close to him, kissing you on the lips. Your let out a strangled moan, the knot in your stomach threatening to break. Hoseok groans louder when he feels you clench around him tighter, pulling him in.

"You must be close jagiya." Hoseok groans out, fastening his speed. You continue to cry out, trying to hold back. The bed slams against the wall continuously, the air hot and sticky. Hoseok thrusts become sloppy but hard, him trying to hold back as well.

"(Y/n), come with me." You moan out loud at Hoseoks raspy voice in your ear, your knot breaking as you came over his member, feeling it twitch. Hoseok groans, coming hard inside of you, gripping your hips tight against him as he slowly thrusts into you. You moan loudly, feeling hot in your core as Hoseok filled you to the brim, his cum seeping out of you. You pant out, arms loosely hung around Hoseoks neck as Hoseok peppers soft kisses on your neck. You close your eyes, fatigue washing over your body. Hoseok slowly pulls out, groaning as your softly moan, gripping his arms.

Hoseok leans over you, smiling goofily down at you as you blushed red.

"Hoseok?" Your voice was scratchy from screaming, you look up at him in confusion. He hugs you tightly, arms wrapped around your waist.

"I love you so much (y/n)." You hug him back, smiling, giggling as Hoseok continues to pepper your neck with kisses.

"I love you to." Hoseoks kisses gets rough, biting and sucking your neck as you moan softly.

"Hoseok. I'm tired, please. Not another round." Hoseok whines, leaning back to see you tired. He smiles down softly, kissing your lips passionately. He leans back softly, smiling down at you.

"Ok. Jagiya. Let's sleep." You nod and turn around, Hoseok pulling you close to him and draping a blanket over the two of you. Hoseoks hands run over your stomach, his legs tangled with yours as you were about to fall asleep. You feel hot air breathed into your ear, Hoseok nibbling on your ear.

"Hoseok?" Hoseoks hand stops on your stomach as you turn around to look at him. "Is something wrong?"

"I just can't wait for little Hoseoks and little (y/n)'s running around."