Jeon Jungkook

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(Y/n) - your name

(Y/f/n) - your full name

(d/n) - different name (not your real one)

(B/f/n) - best friends name

"Come in." You opened the door and closed it behind you, gripping the small parcel tightly in your arms. The head principle looks up to see you and smiles. "Hello there (y/n)! What can I help you with? I'm a little busy with your grade graduation preparation but I'm sure I can help." You sat down, face passive with no emotion.

"I need you to change all the files you have on me to this new information." You hand the principle the parcel and he opens it with a worried look.

"Why?" He opens the papers and sees your new identification.

"I want you to erase (y/f/n) from your files." The principle sighs and nods, knowing this wasn't the first time a student wanted to go MIA from this world.

"Is there a reason?" You don't shake your head, nor do you nod.

"These papers have my new details. My new name, age, date of birth etc. And make sure to include that I have no relative family." The principle looks at you shocked. You were the first to ever want to disconnect from their family. "I need this to be done before the graduation ceremony. I need this to be done. I have decided to enroll into a University but under my new identity."

"I understand but it-"

"There's all the money you need." You have given half the money from your dads will to pay the principle and as hush money.

"I understand."

"My graduation certificate should entail my new identity as well." The principle nods sadly and starts to work as you stand up.

"As you wish (d/n). But what of your family."

"Don't worry about that. When they report of a missing (y/f/n), I won't exist. No person missing, no missing case." The principle nods and you open the door to leave.

"Many people with be left with guilt if you leave. They will spend their life looking for you."

"I highly doubt it." You spat at him, anger bubbling as you closed the door and walked down the halls of the high school. There was no one at school as it was after school hours and you called a cab to take you home. Once you arrived home, you locked yourself in your room and taking out your second hand computer. It was old but still useable. You received a message and know that the principle had done his job. Nodding, you transferred money to buy your new apartment in New York, as well as send your enrolment letters into the University near it. You ordered new furniture for the apartment and a one-way ticket to New York. You were to leave the following week on the day of your graduation ceremony. After you were done, you went to the backyard which was as actually a beach with your laptop and had set it on fire. You watched it burn as the sun had started to set.

"(Y/n)!" You heat a familiar voice from the distance and covered the laptop with sand, putting out the flames before dumping it into the ocean. "(Y/n)? What are you doing out here so late? And what did you just chuck?" You turned to Jungkook as he looked at you questionably.

"I was trying to skip pebbles." Jungkook bursts out laughing and you can't help but smile at his happiness.

"Well that failed terribly! It looked like a mini wave!" You shake your head and chuckle, a bright blush on your cheeks as your heart hammered. You felt Jungkook wrap an arm around your shoulder before picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder.

"JUNGKOOK! PUT ME DOWN YOU ASS!" Jungkook laughs and starts to walk.

"Nope! Tonight, we are going out partying! You still need to have your first experience!"

"I'm perfectly fine staying in my room!"

"I'm not taking no as an answer. You're coming!" You instantly gave up, but not without the smile dancing on your lips.

It was the day of your graduation ceremony and you sat with your other students in their robes and hats. Names were being called for their certificate and you were just waiting for yours.

"Jeon Jungkook." Everyone cheered for Jungkook but you cheered the loudest. You stood up screaming and Jungkook just laughed before running down off the stage and hugging you. He burrowed his head into your neck and you held his head softly. He tightened his arms around your waist and you rubbed his back softly.

"You did it kookie."

"We did it." Jungkook says as soon as your name was called out.

"Jeon (Y/n)." Jungkook let's go of you and you walk to the stage, nodding at the principle as you opened your certificate with your new name. You walked back down the stage and rolled your certificate up again, hiding the name. Jungkook hugged you again and you chuckle lowly, your cheeks heating up from the contact.

"Hey, there's a party after this. Wanna come?" You shake your head.

"After what happened last time. Nooooo!" You use your arms to make crosses in front of you and Jungkook chuckles.

"Ok."

"Let's go Jungkook!" Jungkooks friends waved at the both of you and you waved back smiling.

"I have to go."

"Go enjoy. But don't have too much fun." Jungkook laughs and nods.

"See you soon sis." Your heart stops and you blush darkly as you watch Jungkook wink and wave goodbye. You smile, watching him disappear but frown instantly. It was time. You snuck away from everyone else and called a cab that took you home. You jumped out of the cab and told the driver to stay as you went into the house. No one was home, as expected. You ran to your room and packed all your belongings.

Night quickly fell and you panicked as you knew Jungkook was going to come home quick. You ran down stairs and told the driver to drive a few blocks down as you paid him to do so. You ran back home and continued packing everything. You didn't realise Jungkook coming home until you heard his bed squeak next door. Having packed your last belonging, you changed into your hoodie and jeans, wearing your glasses and converse. You pocket your flight ticket and softly head out carefully, taking your luggage out to the cab that was waiting outside. It took you awhile and was a loud process but you thanked god Jungkook was a heavy sleeper. Upon having stuffed your last luggage into the trunk, you head back inside the house, turning your bedroom light off and cleaning the room. It looked as if no one had lived in there. You turned to Jungkook's bedroom door and saw it open slightly. You peeked inside and saw Jungkook sleeping soundly on his side. You crept up to him and carefully sat on the bed, as if to not wake him. You brushed his hair away from his eyes softly, eyes glazing over with tears. Your mouth was dry and your heart was heavy.

"I love you Jungkook. So much. And not as siblings." You watched as he soundly slept and you grabbed his arm, kissing the back of it softly before lacing your fingers with his. "I'm so sorry Jungkook. I love you. So much." You kissed Jungkook on his forehead, leaning your forehead on his after. You carefully put his arm down comfortable, draping a blanket over him and leaving your house keys on his bedside table. You stood up to leave and glanced at him one more time before closing the door. Crying softly, you locked the door behind you and ran to the cab that was waiting for you as it took you to the airport. You took your luggage with you and boarded the plane. The plane took off as you left everything behind. (Y/f/n) no longer existed.

"(D/n)? Hey, wake up." You felt someone shaking you awake and you opened your eyes to see (b/f/n) looking at you with worried eyes. "I know I should let you sleep, but your phone hasn't stopped ringing." They said and hand you your phone. They left your bedroom and you open your phone to see 6 missed calls from your boss.

"Shit!" You quickly call him back to receive his panicked voice.

"You finally picked up! I know it's short notice but I need you to come to the office. Just bring your portable camera this time and not your equipment."

"Ok." You end the call and quickly dress in a baggy shirt and jeans while tying your hair up. You made sure that your contacts were put in properly in the bathroom and grabbed your portable camera. Pocketing your keys and your phone, you head out to work. "Hey (b/f/n). I need to head to work. Drop me."

"Seriously! Get a drivers license!"

"Oh good your here!" Your boss runs up to you frantically, dragging you to the car park and shoving you in a van while getting in himself.

"The fuck is wrong with you!?" You yelled at him as he tried to catch his breath.

"I'm sorry, but the manager of BTS called and they want you to film and photograph their concert. They didn't want anyone else but you." You instantly paled and grip your camera tight in your hands. You couldn't say no at this point as the car was already in motion.

"Next time you want me to come to work, I need you to explain why. I will not be manhandled into a car like some kidnap victim you hear me!" Your face had ultimately turned red and your boss apologised numerous times.

"I'm so sorry (d/n)! But this was urgent. Their concert was going to start soon. I tried calling but you didn't pick up!" You started to walk away and onto the building via the backdoor, ignoring your boss. He came running after you as you continued walking.

"Double pay."

"What-" You glare up at him and he surrenders. "Double pay."

"Be glad it's the weekend and I don't have any work to do for today." Your boss nods and you follow him to the stage where BTS and their manager was waiting.

"I'm so sorry. Traffic." Your boss excuses and you keep your attention onto the empty seats.

"No worries. I need backstage footage to be done for the boys and a quick photoshoot before they get on stage." You could feel eyes piercing holes at your head but you ignored them.

"Let's start right away." You heard Jungkook's voice as he started to walk towards you. He grabbed your arm and pulled you away with the rest following him. You tried to keep up and stumbled along the way. Jungkook took you to a dressing room whereas the others went to the one next to it. He shoved you into the room and locked the door behind him.

"What are you doing!? Let me out!" You yelled at Jungkook but he raised a brow at you.

"What? I thought we were doing the photoshoot. Are we not?" Your face went slightly red and you clench your jaw to not say anything back at him. Jungkook walked towards you and your heart sped up. He looks down at you before walking past you. You let out a breath and turn around to him to bump into his chest. You jump away and stand a few meters away from him.

"Ok, uh. Let's start." You softly mumble and Jungkook starts to pose. You saw that he was standing a little stiff but tried to take good pictures of him. It was a waste of time as they all ended up terrible. "You're stiff Jungkook. Loosen up a bit." Jungkook just sighed and slumped his shoulders. "Maybe we should rest a little." You mumble out, turning around to check the pictures one more time. You took your phone out to check the time when it was snatched out from your hands. "JUNG-"

"It is you (y/n)." Jungkook mumbles softly staring at your lock screen. It was a group picture of you, Jungkook and his friends all the way back in high school. It was at the party Jungkook had taken you just before graduation. Your heart hammered and your breath shortens. Your head started pounding and you snatched your phone away from Jungkook, turning to get out of the room that seemed to shrink around you. Before you could open the door, it was slammed closed by Jungkook's hand. You could feel the heat of his body on your back as you gripped the door handle tightly. Your breathing quickened and you tried to not cry. Jungkook's hand on the door slid down and wraps around your waist as he burrowed his face into your neck. You turned away, trying to put space between your head from Jungkook's as he held you close to his chest.

"I finally found you." You whimper out softly, feeling Jungkook's lips graze your neck as he spoke.

"I'm not (y/n)." You stammered and you feel Jungkook's arms tighten around you. You gasp as your back was shoved against the door, your eyes coming in contact with Jungkook's, them flaming with anger and sadness.

"Yes you are! I know it's you! How else were you able to know how to wake up Yoongi!? Who else would look after us in such a motherly way!? Who else has that picture on your phone!?" Jungkook shoves you against the door and leans down closer to you. You see tears falling down in his cheeks as he grazed your cheeks with his hand. "Who else can make me feel so safe and loved in their arms. No one. But you (y/n)." Tears has now fallen down your cheeks as you looked away, unable to look at Jungkook.

"I'm not (y/n)."

"Stop saying that!" Jungkook punches the door by your head and you gasp, hyperventilating. You had never seen Jungkook like this. Never seen him this angry. "Why did you leave me!? Why say you love me and then leave me for all these years!?" Your eyes snap open and you turn to Jungkook.

"You heard me?" You whisper and Jungkook nods. He heard you the night you left.

"I couldn't tell if it was a part of a dream. But I ignored it, thinking it was a dream. But when I woke up, you were gone. You left. As if you never existed. And you didn't. (Y/f/n) never existed. You were gone." You sigh and look down, Jungkook never moving away. "I've missed you so much (y/n). For 4 years. I was looking for you. I finally found you. (Y/n)." You suddenly pushed Jungkook away and he stumbles. You start to pant, anger boiling in you.

"For the last time, I'm not (y/n)!" You went to open the door but Jungkook slams your back against the door and kisses you. You gasp and grip his shirt as Jungkook presses his body against you, deepening the kiss. He tangles his hand in your hair, never letting you go as the other gripped you painfully tight on your waist. You let out a strangled moan as Jungkook moves back before diving for your neck. He pulls down your shirt roughly, kissing your neck and leaving bites. You whimper against Jungkook, your body heating up. Jungkook roughly kisses one specific spot and you whine out, panting heavily. Jungkook bites down hard on that spot and you gasp out in pain. Jungkook doesn't let go, his body pressed against yours as your back was trapped against the door. "J-Jungkook! S-Stop." You moan out, closing your eyes at the slight pain as Jungkook slid his arm from your waist and under your shirt. He continues to kiss your neck, biting and sucking roughly as you try to push Jungkook away from you. You finally push him away, panting heavily as you braces yourself against the door, an arm tenderly touching your neck. You hiss in pain, dropping your arm to your side. You slowly look up at Jungkook and see his eyes blazing. Jungkook grabs your waist from the door and kisses you again. Your gasp gets muffled within the kiss as Jungkook pushes his tongue past your lips. You moan against him, gripping his hair as Jungkook grips your thighs. You muffle out as your lips start to bruise and numb in pain, Jungkook relentlessly kissing you. You hit Jungkook's chest, your lungs demanding the need for air. He finally lets you go and you stumble out of Jungkook's hold. You see Jungkook raise an arm to you but you flinch away from him and his eyes finally soften. He sighs softly, seeing how you were breathing heavily, leaning against the door as your legs could barely keep you up from the adrenaline. Jungkook picked you up by your waist and sits you down on the couch. Jungkook sits in front of you as you leaned against the arm rest, facing him. You tenderly touch your lips and wince at the pain.

"(Y/n)." Jungkook mumbles softly, his thumb softly rubbing your bottom lip before tenderly touching your neck. You hissed and moved away briefly before going back.

"I'm not (y/n)." You mumble once more and Jungkook sighs before engulfing your body with his. He hugs you tight in his arms, sitting you on his lap. He burrows his face into your other unbruised neck, his arms tight around your waist. You sigh and bring your arms up, holding Jungkook's head and rubbing his back.

"I don't care anymore. (Y/n) or (d/n). I'm happy I found you. Please don't leave me again. I love you so much." Jungkook whimpers and you feel the tears on your neck.

"I won't. I'm so sorry Jungkook. I love you. I always have."