This part gonna make no sense.

Jungkook gently played with her hair while she was sleeping. Sometimes he wonders what if everything becomes normal, what if she recovers, will she forgive him? Will she leave him?

She might, her condition is caused by mental trauma except for physical one. So there are 3% chances she recovers.

If she's gonna leave him he doesn't want her to recover, he wants her to be with him. That's all. It's selfish but that is what he wants.

She opened her eyes and Jungkook smiled. "Good morning baby."

She was staring at him, but it didn't look blank, it didn't feel blank. It showed emotion. He studied her eyes, trying to understand it. Confusion? It showed confusion, but she can't show any emotion.

"It's already 10 but I don't want to leave you and go to work." He said and wrapped his arms around her. He kissed her neck. He can work from home but sometimes he has to go to work. He is a gaming programmer, he creates video games.

He looked at her. "Are you okay? You are cold, should I try down the AC?" He asked.

He kissed her forehead and then stood up to raise the temperature. He came back and noticed that her eyes were following her. He stood there and then walked to the other corner of the room, he realized that her eyes followed him. He quickly went near her. "Can you see me? Oh my god are you there? Are you conscious?"

Her lips moved a little but she couldn't say any word. "Oh my god, finally." His eyes got filled with tears and he hugged her. "Y/-n, I feel so relieved, I just. Gosh I love you so much. I am so happy that you hear me." He held her hand and kneel down beside her, he kissed her forehead.

"I am sorry, I am sorry, I was stupid, immature, a complete jerk. But I promise I just want your love, I just want you." He cried and apologized.

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"Fck, you know how to take me. Ahh,"he moaned, thrusting at her. He kissed her lips, it melted in her lip.

Y/n doesn't know how long it has been, or for all long he has been doing this but it makes her feel awful, helpless and pathetic.

In the past she was guilty of staying in Jungkook's house after her father d'ed. Because his family was not rich yet, his mother took care of her. She felt like she was a burden on them, and after gaining consciousness she still felt the same.

Jungkook puts so much time and effort on her, so maybe this is the only way she can give him back. At least, it's just him, he is not selling her to other men like in the past.

"Y/n," he called her and she looked into his eyes. "This is your only purpose, you are just a sl*t."

She wanted to stop this, stop him. She doesn't feel right, she feels trapped, pathetic, awful. Everything she used to feel.
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She heard his voice. "Open your eyes, it's fine. It's just a nightmare. I am here."

She opened her eyes and saw Jungkook. "Are you okay baby?" He asked.

It was a dream, he hadn't touched her like that for Years. Even the thought of doing never crossed his mind, but She thought that is what he must be doing. Because she doesn't see her worth more than a toy.

She continued crying, Jungkook hugged her and tried to comfort her.

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Jungkook felt hopeful, there are chances she recovers. He thought she will never recover, now at least he knows she is watching him, she can hear him. He started focusing more on making her recover with the help of a doctor and therapist.

And it was working, but she was showing more emotions. He thought about what he wanted, but he didn't want to see her crying. He didn't want to know that she was not happy.

He is doing everything, so why is she sad? Why is she not happy? She didn't want a life like this, she didn't want to be in a situation where she is unable to do anything on her own.

"I am leaving." He said. Y/n looked sad. She is still in trauma, she doesn't trust people. So when Jungkook leaves her she feels scared.

He kissed her forehead, "I will try to come home early, today okay?"

She nodded her head. Jungkook smiled and kissed her cheek. "I love you." He smiled, knowing that she hears it now, she knows that he loves her.

He left and Y/n was with her caretaker. In the beginning, Jungkook didn't trust anyone but then he found a really nice lady in her 50s. When Jungkook is working she is the one who takes care of her.

She brought her to the park, every noise, every person scares her. Her caregiver then brought her somewhere, Y/n looked around.

"Good evening sir." She greeted someone. Y/n tried to look at the man but she couldn't see his face or recognize him.

She saw the face of Man when he stepped forward. He smiled at Y/n. "I was waiting for you baby."

"Can you see me? I heard now you can, is that true?" He asked excitedly, and seeing the confusion on her face. He knew she was conscious. "I am so glad you are recovering," he kissed her forehead.

"Thank you, I will take care of her from here." He said and went behind her and started wheeling the wheelchair.

Y/n panicked, who is this man? Where is he taking her? What is happening? She was so confused. And worried about what is going on.
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Y/n doesn't know if she will recover soon, but she wants to know who the man is, the one who her caretaker brought her too. The man didn't do any harm to Y/n, he just talked to her. Y/n want to ask Jungkook too, does he know that man?

He is not a creep, but he is nice to her. Just like Jungkook.

"Autumn is gonna come soon, what do you think? Do you like Autumn?" He asked. "I think you would like spring, spring gives your vibe. Spring feels like your season. It gives hope, like your cute smile gave me hope."

He pinched her cheek. She doesn't even know this man. "Who?" She spoke.

Even though she didn't know she could. But for days whenever Jungkook goes to work, the caretaker brings her to this stranger. She doesn't know his or the caretaker's intention.

"Did you?" He looked at her surprised. "Y/n, you said your first word. Can you say it again?" By now he is already kneeling on the ground, waiting for her to speak.

"Wh-o are you?" She asked.

"Oh my god," He put his hand over his mouth, surprised. He smiled. "I am Namjoon."

Y/n doesn't recognize that name, or the face. She doesn't know anyone with that name.

He seems to notice her confusion. "Who.03."

She narrowed her eyes, Who.03? What is that? She then finally remembers it.

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"Yes, more." Jungkook said. She shook her head and closed her eyes. "I know, you are doing great just 5, 4, 3, 2,-"

Y/n groaned and the ball fell from her hand. Jungkook smiled. "You did amazing, at this rate you would start walking soon."

It was part of her therapy.
He patted her hand, "Baby, are you gonna leave me if you recover?"

His eyes got filled with tears. "I just, I am still immature you know. I want you to recover quickly and live life normally but at the same time, I want you to stay with me. I am scared you're gonna leave once you recover, are you? Please don't. I just, Y/n I really can't even imagine breathing without you."

"I was never a sl't." She said, Jungkook was surprised, she hadn't spoken in front of Jungkook before so he didn't know that she could speak. "You called me, made me feel like one. I wasn't."

She started crying. Jungkook cupped her face and wiped her tears. "No, no,"

"I told you I," she cried. He wiped her tears. While she was crying badly. "I hate you."

"Okay, stop crying." He said. "I am sorry, I changed right? I changed myself for you."

"No, you didn't. If you feel like I am interested in another man, you 're gonna do the same."

He shook his head. "No, I promise I will not."

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"How long have you known me?" She asked.

"Let's see, ever since you disappeared and stop texting me." Namjoon replied.

"And you find me, how?" Y/n asked curiously.

"I had my own ways." Namjoon replied.

"I don't know why, I don't feel like it was you." Y/n replied.

"What do I have to do to make you feel that I was indeed me?" Namjoon asked.

"Tell me about the girl you love, you said you love her but still hurt her." Y/n exclaimed. Namjoon was silent,

"Well, she doesn't love me and also I fell for someone else." He said and kissed her forehead. "You."

"Me?" She asked.

Namjoon smiled. "Yeah, I love you."

It would be a lie if she said that didn't make her blush. She felt hopeful.

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Y/n was recovering fast, it made Jungkook happy but sad at the same time. Because he could feel her becoming distant from her.

But Jungkook still tries to put effort into showing his love to her.

"Good night, baby." Jungkook said and kissed her forehead.

He then laid beside her on bed, he wanted to hug her but he wasn't sure if Y/n would like it.

"Can you not sleep here?" Y/n said.

Jungkook was surprised. "What?"

"I don't like that you sleep in the same bed as me." Y/n exclaimed.

"Oh," Jungkook got up, and sat properly . "I just want to make sure I am with you if you need my help."

"I am fine, you can leave." She said,

Jungkook was hurt, what has he not done for Y/n? But he understood her side too, she must be mad at him. Jungkook stood up, hoping she would stop him. "Call me if you need anything okay?"

She nodded. Jungkook left the room but then put his head on the wall. He didn't know it would be this difficult.
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"Why do I have to be there if your boss is coming home?" Y/n asked.

"I talked so much about you to him, and he would be happy to see you finally recovering." Jungkook exclaimed with a huge smile. He fixed her hair. "Oh gosh, you look so beautiful."

Y/n stop him from touching her hair, she can move her upper body on her own now. Her heart was beating fast and she was scared. "You gonna sell me?"

Jungkook dropped, "Why are you saying this?"

Y/n shrugged her shoulders. "You have tried to do it in the past, I will not be surprised if you try to do it again."

His head hung low, not knowing what to say. "Sorry but I would never do that with you again."

"Where is he?" Y/n asked.

"Who?" Jungkook asked.

"Tae oppa-," she stopped. She is used to calling him that. "Taehyung, where is he?"

"I don't know. I haven't met him since what happened," Jungkook replied.

Y/n was silent again. He held her hand and sat on the floor in front of her. "Forget what happened in past Y/n, just pretend it didn't even happen. We can be happy right now right? I love you, I want to show my love to you for the rest of my life. Please give me a chance."

Y/n pulled her hand away. Jungkook stood up again.

His boss came and Y/n was surprised to see Namjoon. She was shocked and happy. But she couldn't show it, Namjoon told her to keep it a secret, which she understands.

"Meet Y/n, my wife." Jungkook said. Namjoon and Y/n both looked at Jungkook.

"Wife? So you married her already?" Namjoon asked. Jungkook laughed awkwardly.

"I am just so used to saying this, whenever I go out with her." Jungkook said and looked at her. "If you agree I can even marry you right now." 

They came inside and sat. Y/n was comfortable with Namjoon's presence, he feels more safe with Namjoon then she does with Jungkook.

But Namjoon did lie to her. He is not the kind of person who used to text Y/n.

Jungkook was Y/n's Online friend. He used to text Y/n and tried to comfort her whenever he messed up. Because his ego in the past would not allow him to be nice to Y/n on her face.

Jungkook was comfortable with Namjoon, that is why he told him about Y/n, he told him everything and even that he used to text Y/n. And Jungkook talked so much Y/n to Namjoon, that he fell in love with her just by hearing it from Jungkook.

And he wanted to meet her. The caretaker who takes care of Y/n was suggested by Namjoon and she was close to Namjoon, so let Namjoon meet Y/n. And just by spending time with her. Namjoon fell more and more in love with her.

When she finally got her consciousness, he couldn't think of another answer, he didn't want to scare Y/n so he lied to Y/n telling her that he was her online friend.
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"Yes, one more step." Jungkook said, while holding her arm, Y/n carefully took a step. Making Jungkook smile. "You are doing so well! At this rate you would start running."

Y/n smiled, but then she lost her balance but Jungkook held her on time. They were really close, so close that Jungkook wanted to kiss her lips.

"Can I sit now?" She said.

"Yes!" He helped her to sit on the bench.

"What am I gonna do when I recover?" She asked.

"What do you mean? You can do whatever you want." Jungkook said and Y/n chuckled.

"You know I can't do whatever I want, I couldn't complete my studies, my high school, I couldn't attend college,"

"There is more to life than that, if you want to join college now. What did you want to become in the past?" Jungkook asked.

"I just didn't want to be a burden to you and your family. But I am still." Y/n exclaimed.

"You are not, baby. You are not a burden, you are my life. I am alive and breathing because of you." Jungkook kissed her hand.

"That is a burden to me, I don't know, I did respect you and love you in the past but now I just can't feel that way for you anymore. And I feel like I should because you did so much for me." Y/n said.

"You loved me?" Jungkook asked.

"I thought I did. But I don't really know," Y/n replied.

"I don't know Y/n, I can't tell you to do whatever you want or leave me. I am sane right because I have you. I don't know how I'm gonna react if you left me." Jungkook replied honestly, he is not the type to let go and be happy if she is the happy type of person. He wants her, and he wants to keep her in any way.

"What if I say I love someone else and want to live with them? Are you gonna sell me to regret my choice?" Y/n asked and Jungkook smiled.

"Of course not honey, I will not let anyone else touch you. I will first lock you down, so you don't leave me and then find the person who you love and k'll them." Jungkook replied.

"You are kidding right?" She asked, her heart was pounding.

Jungkook kissed her cheek. "I am being nice, that doesn't mean I will let you walk away, if you did. I will break your legs myself."

Jungkook could see fear in her eyes, he felt a little bad for threatening her. But if that will make her stay, he will use this method. Because he has tried everything else and Y/n doesn't seem to love him back.
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Y/n was going through so many thoughts but talking to Namjoon always makes her feel happy.

"I feel so much better when I talk to you." Y/n said.

Namjoon smiles, his eyes filled with affection." That's what friends are for, right?"

Y/n nods, not realizing the depth of Namjoon's feelings. Y/n friend zoned him, she doesn't want love in her life.

"Yeah, you've always been there for me, Joon. I don't know what I'd do without you."

Namjoon takes a moment, then decides to broach the subject that's been on his mind.

"Have you thought about what you want to do next? What are you passionate about?" Namjoon asked.

Y/n looks thoughtful, then sighs.

"Honestly, Joon, I'm not sure.  I never really had the time to explore my passions." She replied.

Namjoon nods understandingly.

"Well, maybe this is an opportunity to discover what truly makes you happy. There are so many talents and interests one can have. Have you ever considered pursuing any of them?"

Y/n's eyes light up with curiosity. "Like what?"

Namjoon starts listing off ideas, his voice full of enthusiasm.

"Maybe writing? Maybe you could start a blog or even write a book. And remember how good you are with kids? You could explore a career in teaching or childcare.'

Y/n listens attentively, the possibilities swirling in her mind.

"You know, Joon, you always see the potential in me that I can't see in myself."

Namjoon leans closer, his gaze intense.

"Y/n, there's one more thing I want you to consider... us. I've always been more than just a friend to you. I love you, and I'd love to be a part of your future, whatever it may hold."

Y/n's eyes widened in surprise, finally understanding Namjoon's true feelings. "It's difficult , you know, I don't want a romantic feeling, I don't even want to have any type of intimacy or physical touch with anyone."

"It's fine to me."

"You sure? I don't want s*x." She said,

"What about kisses?" He asked.

"Not on my lips." She said,

"Damn, I really wanted to kiss those lips off you." He laughed. "It's fine, I don't want you, there is so much more to the relationship than that."

Y/n smiled. " That is so sweet of you, but really, I don't want any relationship."

She always remembers what Jungkook said so she was scared.

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Y/n was coming back to life slowly, she was going out on her own more. She can walk properly now. 

She thought it was impossible for her to heal, but it happened. She was doing fine.

Y/n had been having a relatively normal day, just hanging out. The doors slid shut behind her, enclosing her in the small, metal box.

At first, everything seemed fine. Y/n pressed the button for her floor and leaned against the elevator's mirrored wall. She took a deep breath and exhaled, trying to calm her nerves.

But then, as the elevator stopped at a few more floors, the doors opened once again. Y/n's heart skipped a beat when she saw Taehyung step inside, engrossed in a phone conversation. He didn't seem to notice her at all.

Panic washed over Y/n as the elevator began to ascend. She couldn't believe her luck—or rather, her misfortune. She desperately wanted to get out, but it was too late; the doors had already closed, and the elevator was on its way up.

Y/n's palms grew sweaty, and her breathing quickened. She tried to avert her gaze, staring down at the polished floor, but her mind raced with thoughts of what to do next. She felt trapped in this unexpected and nerve-wracking situation.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the elevator reached its destination and the doors slid open. Y/n wasted no time in making a beeline for the exit. She was about to step out when Taehyung's voice stopped her.

"Wait," he said, his deep voice cutting through her anxiety like a knife. Y/n froze, her heart pounding in her chest as she turned to look at him.

Taehyung had ended his phone call and was now looking directly at her, his expression a mix of curiosity and recognition. Y/n felt her face flush with embarrassment and anxiety.

"Y/n?" Taehyung asked, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips.

Y/n stammered, struggling to find her words. She hadn't expected him to recognize her, and now she was caught off guard, her anxiety reaching its peak.

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Y/n found herself sitting across from Taehyung, her anxiety still gripping her like a vice. She couldn't find the words to respond to him as he spoke, her mind a whirlwind of emotions and confusion.

Taehyung, on the other hand, seemed genuinely delighted to see her. He smiled warmly, his eyes filled with a kind sincerity. "I can't believe it's been so many years," he said, his voice deep and nostalgic. "You look as beautiful as ever, Y/n."

Her name on his lips sent a shiver down her spine, but it was a shiver of apprehension. She didn't know why Taehyung had brought her here, and the unexpected encounter had her on edge.

Taehyung continued to speak, but seeing him again brought back a flood of memories and emotions.

However, her fear and nervousness were still very much present, and Taehyung couldn't help but notice. His cheerful demeanor gradually gave way to concern as he realized that Y/n wasn't responding to his stories or compliments.

"Y/n, is something wrong?" he asked, his voice gentle and reassuring. "How have you been?"

Y/n bit her lip, struggling to find the right words. Finally, she managed to speak, her voice trembling. "I can't believe it, you know what happened."

Taehyung's expression softened even more, and he reached out to gently place his hand on hers, offering comfort. "I understand," he said. "I'm sorry. You don't have to be scared of me."

It was silent again. Taehyung tried to break it again. "How have you been?"

"How have I been? Ask yourself. And what you did. I just got my life back and here you are again to ruin it." Y/n exclaimed.

"I know, I did horrible things, but that is why I left when I realized my mistake." He said.

"You left or just ran away? To avoid consequences." She said,

"What did you mean?" Taehyung was confused.

She told him everything. "You lived a normal life but I didn't. All because of you."

"Wait, wait no, Y/n. I know what I did was wrong, I was really in love with you and I should not have done that. But that night you just fainted. I am sorry for giving you mental and emotional trauma but you were alright after that. I was there when we went to the hospital." Taehyung said.

"Why would I believe you?" She asked.

"Why would you believe Jungkook? He was the one who manipulated me, he is the one who always tried to hurt you, why would you believe him out of all the people? He is selfish, it's possible that he caused the state of you. Just to keep you by himself."

But Jungkook has done messed up stuff just because of his jealousy. So Y/n will not be surprised if he was actually drugging her to keep her. But if that was the case why would he stop now?

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