Y/n came home, she put her things on the table. She gasped as she got afraid by the shadow in the living room.

"Gosh, you scared me." Y/n said, putting her hand over chest. Jungkook stood up and walked closer to her.

"Why are you afraid? People who have done something wrong are mostly the ones who get scared easily." Jungkook exclaimed.

"I don't think so, you have done many wrong things, I don't see you being afraid." Y/n replied. She was going to her room, he stopped her.

"You are not lying to me right? You are hiding something from me." Jungkook asked.

"You tell me, Are you lying to me?" Y/n asked. She gasped again when he suddenly held her jaws.

"It's not Funny Y/n, I am asking you are you hiding something from me or not?" Jungkook asked, but she didn't reply. He held her face harshly. "Open your mouth."

Her eyes got teary, her hands and legs started trembling.

"I am not hiding anything, you tell me, I met Taehyung and he told me everything," Y/n said. Jungkook let go of her.

"You met whom?" He looks angrier now. "Fck you. I hate you, you always fcking hurt me."

"You are showing your true face again." Y/n said.

"You make me," He hold neck and pulled her closer to him. "You have been meeting my boss behind my back, for fcking months and now you met Taehyung too. You just started walking, and looked at you. What should I call you huh? You are what I called you,"

"You are overreacting. You get mad even when I look at someone." Y/n said.

"Yes, you have eyes that should only look at me. Meeting my boss, how did you think that would be okay? You didn't even tell me. What if he had hurt you, or maybe he had taken advantage of you and you didn't even know." Jungkook replied.

Y/n started crying at this point. "He is a better person than you, I love him."

"What did you just say?" Jungkook's grip on her neck got stronger. "Take that back, you don't love him."

"I do, and if you love me you gonna leave me-"

"You don't know what's right for you and what is wrong for you. He is not right, he is a creep." Jungkook exclaimed.

"I don't think he is, I love him." Y/n said. She felt a sharp slap on her cheek which surprised her.

Jungkook looked surprised himself. He let her go, and she moved away from him. He quickly held her hand. "No, no, no. I am sorry, I am just, oh my god I am sorry. Baby,"

He hugged her. "Fck, I am sorry. I love you." She cried while trying to push him, but he hugged her tightly. "I didn't hurt you in 6 years Y/n, not even once, but you say things that make me angry."

"You don't love me, you want a doll that you can own." She said, Jungkook shook his head.

"No, I want your love. I have wanted it since ages. Please just love me once." He said she didn't reply. He held her hand and put it over her cheek. "No one loves you like I do. I spent all the time loving you, taking care of you. You think anyone else would have done that? That is my love for you."

"Were you behind my state? Were you purposely drugging me to own me?" She asked.

"Baby, I want you to love me. I want to feel your presence." He replied.

"No, tell me."

She saw tears scroll down his face, he stepped closer to her and hugged. "I hurt you, I can't control myself when I feel like someone gonna take you from me. There is no other way, I did that to protect you from myself. I thought maybe I am fine now, but no. Sorry baby,"

He exclaimed while Injecting something in her veins.

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Y/n opened her eyes and she heard him humming a song. Jungkook was scrubbing her arms, he smiled when he noticed her. "I thought you must be tired so a bath would be nice."

She tried to move but she felt stuck, she couldn't move her arms and legs.

"You can hear me right?" He asked. And she can, she can hear him but she can't talk. "It was an accident, it was truly an accident baby. I didn't want to paralyzed you. I just wanted to make you unconscious for a few days, I didn't want to see you crying because of Taehyung. The drugs I gave you were strong, and they had the opposite reaction."

"You did it on purpose, you are giving them again" she said. At least she could talk and head.

Jungkook then smiled. "You know it was nice. I loved it. I was happy because I was not hurting you but I became more loving to you. I loved taking care of you, I love waking up next to you and just showing my love. After years I thought maybe now you will accept me, but what did you do? You showed no love and did the opposite. You pushed me away."

"You never changed."

He wiped his eyes. "It's fine, really I am happy like this too. I didn't hurt you, I swear I didn't lay my hands on you or hurt you in any way for the past few years."

"I hate you," she said, and immediately regretted her decision when he held her face.

"Baby, do you want to lose your consciousness again?" Jungkook asked. She shook her head.

"Good, how about a proper marriage baby? Don't you want us to live together? Have kids? Be happy and in love?" He asked.

"I don't want to live like this." She replied.

"You will do what I say, what you want will separate us. And I can't let that happen."

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"You want to resign? Don't be stupid Jungkook," Namjoon exclaimed.

"Be glad you are alive after what you did." Jungkook said.

"What did I do?"

"You betrayed me, I thought of you as my brother." Jungkook said. Namjoon chuckled.

"You are acting like you are the most innocent soul of this planet. I did nothing, I just spent time with her. And it's awful that she has to live with a disgusting man like you. You lied to me about so many things, I wouldn't have known about them until I talked to her." Namjoon said.

"I was stupid in the past."

"I swear if you hurt her this time I will fcking ruin you in so many ways." Namjoon said.

"Who the hell are you to threaten me? I love her. So fcking stay away, She doesn't need anyone else except me. "Jungkook said and left the office.

"You are still stupid."

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Jungkook, dressed in a crisp black suit, Y/n gaze fixed on the sterile white ceiling.

"Y/n, you look so beautiful today. It's our special day. I always considered ourselves married but this time we are going to make it official."

Y/n's eyes welled up with tears, her voice barely a whisper.

" Jungkook, I can't... I can't do this. I love Namjoon. I don't believe in this marriage."

Jungkook's smile falters, his eyes searching hers for any sign of a joke, but her sincerity is undeniable.

" Y/n, please, you don't mean that. You're just confused because of the medication."

Y/n's hand trembles as she struggles to reach out to him." No, Jungkook. It's the truth. I've always loved Namjoon. Please, understand."

Jungkook's facade crumbles, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. He places the flowers on the bedside table and reaches for her hand, his voice filled with a mix of heartache and desperation.

"Shush, don't ruin our marriage night by taking another man's name." Jungkook said.

"I will, he treated me like a human, he was with me in the past too. He has always been a good friend to me." Y/n said.

"In the past?" Jungkook asked.

"I used to text him, he was my online friend." She said,

"Oh god he wasn't, he is a liar. It was me. Baby, I wanted to show some love and care, but I couldn't because I tried to comfort you with text." Jungkook said.

"Liar, I don't believe you." She replied. He cupped her face and kneeled down Infront of her.

"Baby, I am sorry. I am truly sorry. But I just love you. It's weird, it's so difficult to handle my feelings for you. It has always been. Just try it, just try loving me once." He hold her hand and place it over his cheek. "Just love me once, you will see how beautiful our life will become."

"I did love you, but you sold me. You sold my virginity, my body, me." She exclaimed.

"Forgive me. I can't turn back time baby. Or else I would have. I get chills Y/n when I think about how much I love you. I can do horrible things just because of love." He said.

"You don't, Taehyung didn't love me either. But Namjoon does, he respects me. With him I never felt like my only purpose is to be a puppet to please. He talked to me, and he listens. He cares about me as a person."

"Y/n, baby I want to listen too, I want to talk, I want to love you." He leaned, there lips almost touch. "Please, atleast once. Make love with me, show me your love. I want to feel it. I want to feel your love, as a marriage gift."

He kissed her lips, she didn't kiss him back. He lift her up in his arms, still kissing her softly, he bring her to the bed and place her down. "I never feel loved with you, I feel like a slave."

Jungkook eyes got filled with tears. "Let me still try to love you."

"I will forever hate you." She said.

They both cried the whole time, it felt like nothing. Jungkook didn't feel like he was with her even when she was in his arms. And she was not feeling lived. It was painful for both of them.

The next morning, Y/n didn't say anything. Jungkook tried to talk to her, but she ignored him. He doesn't want her to run away, he doesn't want to take name of another man, he doesn't want her to argue. So that's what she decided to do. She decided not to say anything.

It was hurtful for Jungkook, she can walk again. But the way she was acting hurt him.
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The air was heavy with unspoken tension as Y/n and Jungkook sat across from each other, the silence between them a palpable barrier. Jungkook's gaze lingered on Y/n, his heart heavy with the weight of their strained relationship. He knew she had been distant, her silence an impenetrable shield that kept him at arm's length.

With a heavy sigh, Jungkook made a decision, one that he hoped would bring some solace to Y/n.

As Y/n stood before Namjoon, her eyes brimming with unshed tears, the floodgates of emotion burst open, and she found herself enveloped in the warmth of his embrace. He hugged her tightly.

Her sobs echoed in the quiet room as Namjoon held her close, whispering words of comfort and understanding. "I missed you so much, Y/n," he murmured, his voice laced with a tender affection that Y/n had longed for.

It put Jungkook's heart on fear to see her so comfortable in another man embrace.

"Namjoon, I missed you too." She replied.

Jungkook watched from a distance, a bittersweet ache tugging at his heart as he witnessed the moment

Jungkook couldn't see it, he pulled her away. "That's enough let's go back home Y/n."

Namjoon stopped them. "You can't take her."

Jungkook pushed him, "I can, she is my legal wife. Just stay away from us."

He exclaimed and pulled her away. He bring her to the car. "You are just a drama queen. You were acting like a dead person Infront of me and suddenly after seeing Namjoon you could feel all the emotions?"

"He makes me feel alive, not like you." She exclaimed.

"You just don't want me to change, I am ready to do anything for you, for you to love me." Jungkook said.

"Nothing will work, Jungkook, nothing will make me fall in love with you. Nothing can ever make me forgive you." Y/n told him.

Jungkook stopped the car, "Leave."

Y/n stared at him. "What do you mean?"

"Leave the car, you don't want me so just leave. Fcking leave me! Leave my life. Leave me alone." Jungkook exclaimed. Y/n didn't move.

"See, you don't want to leave me. You are afraid of leaving me. You fcking know it too. What if that Namjoon is worse than me? I want to change but what if he doesn't? What if he make you go through worse? Even you are scared to leave. " Jungkook said.

"If you want to stay, than you have to love me, if not than just leave right now." Jungkook added. Y/n stared at him.

"I hope to never see you again." She exclaimed

"Baby, no I love you-" he quickly said and she left the car. As soon as the door got closed Jungkook couldn't stop himself from crying loudly.

He hit the steering wheel in exhaustion. He was about to leave the car and follow Y/n but he saw from the mirror, that Namjoon was already there to hold her.

He hold the steering wheel tightly In anger, his mind wanted to go there and pull Y/n from him.
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Jungkook, his face tense and eyes clouded with a mix of frustration and hurt, stands at the door. He watches as Y/N and Namjoon, sitting in the garden, share a moment of laughter. Their easy chemistry fills their area, leaving Jungkook feeling like an unwanted outsider.

Jungkook didn't bring her back, she was still living with Namjoon, Jungkook thought Y/n will come back herself, but she didn't. So he had to come to take her.

Jungkook tries to push back the surge of emotions welling up inside him. Taking a deep breath, he approaches them, his voice barely concealing his inner turmoil.

They noticed her, and Y/n quickly held Namjoon's hand. Jungkook noticed it too.

"Y/N, it's time to come home. Y-ou shouldn't be here. I am sorry for yelling, couples argue, let's go back home."Jungkook exclaimed.

"I want to stay with him." She spoke.,

Jungkook's jaw clenches, his fists tightening at his sides. He struggles to maintain his composure, masking the turmoil threatening to spill over.

"But what about us? What about what we had?" Jungkook asked.

Y/N looks at Jungkook, her eyes filled with fear. "Please don't ruin this, please don't, I am happy here."

"What about me? I will d'e without you. I am not kidding, my love for you will k'll me." Jungkook with tears in his eyes.

"It will k'll me too."

Jungkook's control slips, a flash of pain and resentment crossing his features before he forces it away. "Y/n,"

He stepped closer to Y/n but Namjoon quickly stopped him. "Leave me house, or do you want to get kicked out?"

He stared at Y/n, "No one will love you like me."Jungkook turns away, his voice barely above a whisper. "You will regret it,"

As Jungkook left, Y/n quickly looked at Namjoon. "Namjoon, he said I will regret it, he will hurt me again."

"Calm down, he will not. I am here, don't worry." Namjoon said.

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"Why are you here? I don't want to see your face." Jungkook exclaimed.

"I want to talk to you." Taehyung replied. Jungkook wanted to avoid it at first but then he decided to listen to what Taehyung needed to say.

"How's Y/n? I couldn't stop thinking about her since that day." Taehyung exclaimed.

"Fck off, you don't need to know."

"I do, you lied to me. I only loved her, while you gaslighted me into being horrible with her." Taehyung exclaimed. "Where is she?"

"She is fine, she is with me and doesn't want to see you." Jungkook replied.

"Oh, I heard you quit your job." Taehyung said. "How about you working in my company? We have been childhood friends."

"What do you want?" Jungkook asked.

"You can ask for any amount. I just want to meet her sometimes."

"Aren't you married and have a child too?" Jungkook said.

"Yeah but she is my first love. I can't stop thinking about her after meeting her, fck please. I want her, Jungkook."

"I married her. She is my wife now." Jungkook replied.

"Oh," Taehyung was silent. "It doesn't matter, I still want her. I couldn't feel the way I felt with her with anyone, now I am handling my father company, I have everything. But I miss her, I miss her Jungkook. We can share, in exchange you can ask for anything."

"Can you hurt her for me?" Jungkook asked.

Taehyung was confused, "What?"

"Can you hurt her? I can't hurt her anymore. But I want her to realize her fault. She is ungrateful of my love." Jungkook exclaimed.

"I don't think that is a good idea." Taehyung said.

"K'll her then. Can you do that? Can you fcking k'll her? I can't even hurt her but you can? I can't fcking see her with someone else." Jungkook asked.

"Have you gone insane?" Taehyung asked.

"Yes, yes. YES! I am tired. Wednesday come to Yun Motel at 8pm. "
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Taehyung was not having a good feeling, the motel was away from the city.  But he was still excited to meet Y/n. He parked the car, there was only one more car there, which belonged to Jungkook.

The eerie stillness of the remote motel room enveloped Taehyung as he stepped over the threshold, an ominous sensation settling in the pit of his stomach.

His eyes scanned the dimly lit space, and as he made his way further inside, he stumbled upon a lifeless figure lying on the floor.

Shock seized him as he recognized the familiar features of Jungkook, his friend, now motionless and cold.

A surge of disbelief mixed with dread washed over Taehyung, realizing the sinister game that had unfolded before him.

It was a carefully designed plan, a trap that now threatened to consume him entirely.

Suddenly, the sound of approaching sirens pierced through the stifling silence, jolting Taehyung into action. .

But as the authorities burst through the door, Arresting Taehyung.

Jungkook couldn't control his madness over Y/n, and if he let that take over him. She would never be happy. He will never get her love.

So in the end he decided to take his own life, but he couldn't Let go of Taehyung either. Taehyung needs to suffer too. So he made his su'cide look like a m*rder, just to frame Taehyung.

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Y/n was sitting on his lap with their fingers intertwined. The weather was changing, so it was getting a little chilly. She was a little comfortable with Namjoon hugging her or even cuddling with her.

She doesn't feel like a puppet with Namjoon, but a human. She felt loved. Namjoon never tried to kiss her or do anything she was not comfortable with.

He waits for her to take her first step in holding hands, hugging me and whatever she is comfortable with.

"I lied to you about something." Namjoon spoke. Y/n stared at him.

Namjoon had confessed, his eyes filled with a mix of guilt and apprehension, that he wasn't the one she had been talking to online.  It was Jungkook.

"I didn't know what else to say, I thought you would panic if I didn't lie to you." He said. She managed to mask her shock, not wanting to burden Namjoon with her thoughts.

He is right, if he didn't lie, she would think of him just a creep. "I am sorry, you have every right to be mad at me."

Y/n shook her head and kissed his lips. Surprising Namjoon too. "I am not mad. I am happy you are being honest with me."

Namjoon smiled and hugged her quickly. "Really? Kiss me one more time."

Y/n laughed. "Stop," but then pecked his lips again.

But her mind was thinking about Jungkook, it made more sense that Jungkook was her online friend. The texts made more sense.

Namjoon got a call and he was informed about Jungkook.

"What happened?" Y/n asked. He told her, and her heart shattered.

The flood of memories, both joyous and painful, surged back, intertwining with the grief of losing someone who had been a part of her life, even if indirectly and in a bad way.

Silent tears cascaded down her cheeks, She mourned the loss of Jungkook, a person who had once caused her so much pain.

As Namjoon wrapped his arms around her, "Are you okay?"

She shook her head but then smiled. "He didn't know how to love properly. In next life I hope I can teach him how to express his emotions, In correct way except of hurting me."

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