It was so hard to build this life for her after so many struggles.

But she finally did, she not just got her love but a new life.

Y/n as walking into the big minimalist house, her eyes shining with excitement as she gazed at the house. "Our new home!" she squealed, turning to Jungkook with a beaming smile.

But Jungkook's expression didn't match her enthusiasm. His eyes were clouded with concern, his brow furrowed in worry.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Y/n asked, her excitement faltering as she noticed his unease. She holds his arm. 

Jungkook hesitated, his gaze drifting away from hers. "It's just...this house is so far from the main city. And my hospital. What if something happens and I can't get to you in time?"

She doesn't want people around her, she wants to be alone with Jungkook and their baby. So no one could come between her and Jungkook.

Y/n's face softened, her voice gentle. "I wanted to get away from the city, away from all the people. I wanted it to be just us, our little family."

Jungkook's eyes snapped back to hers, his worry deepening. "But you're pregnant, Y/n. I can't risk anything happening to you or the baby. And out here, there's nothing. No hospitals, no doctors...what if something goes wrong?"

“You are a doctor.” She replied.

“Yeah, but it's different. I am scared that-”

She puts her finger over his lips. “Shush, I'll be fine, Jungkook. We'll be fine. We'll make this work together."

She wrapped her arms around him, holding him close. He hugged her back before placing a kiss on her forehead.

They are perfect. Y/n has everything she wishes for and she can't let anyone destroy her family now.
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Jungkook was her happiness, he made her so happy. She has never been this happy in her whole life. Y/n would always try to make sure nothing takes away her happiness.

What she didn't realize was that she was growing the person inside her who would take away her happiness.

And she did, when their daughter was born.

As soon as the nurse placed the newborn in Jungkook's arms, he gazed at his daughter with wonder, his eyes filled with tears of joy. He held her close, taking in her tiny features, her delicate fingers and toes.

Y/n watched, her heart racing with excitement and exhaustion, as Jungkook cradled their child. But as the moments passed, she felt a pang of disappointment, then hurt, as Jungkook failed to look her way.

He is not even looking at Y/n? That was painful. She just gave birth and he already forgot her?

He didn't ask how she was feeling, if she was okay after the birth. His focus was solely on their child.

"Jungkook..." Y/n whispered, her voice barely audible.

But he didn't seem to hear her, too entranced by their daughter's tiny face. Her eyes got filled with tears. She was afraid of this, she was afraid of someone else taking Jungkook from her.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Jungkook's eyes shifted to Y/n's face. "Hey, how are you feeling?" he asked, his voice soft.

But the question felt hollow, too little, too late. Y/n's smile was forced, her heart heavy with hurt. "I'm fine," she whispered, her eyes drifting away from him.

“Our baby Y/n. She is so cute. I love you both so much.” He said while making Y/n look at the baby. “Thank you so much.”

When the night comes, Y/n watches as Jungkook sleeps with the baby on his chest. He knows that Y/n couldn't sleep while resting her head on his chest. And he replaced her already.

The room seemed to darken. She felt like she was losing her grip on Jungkook, like their bond was fraying at the edges. And she didn't know how to stop it.

She started crying. She could already see what was coming.

Jungkook woke up, he put the baby in the crib and came to her. “What happened honey?” He asked softly. Cupping her face, he wiped her tears. “Why are you crying?”

“I don't know,” she mumbled.

“Shush, is it postpartum depression?” He hugged her.

“Do you love me?” She asked. Will he love her? Her body would be different, she feels different, everything feels different.

“Of course, is that even a question? I love you a lot.” He replied. “You should rest, and sleep.”

“I can't sleep.” She replied.

“Do you want me to help you fall asleep?” he asked. And she nodded her head. He sat on the bed and gently laid her head on his lap. He caressed her hair softly.

“Did you think about what to name her?” She asked. As Y/n mentioned their new born he smiles.

He kissed her forehead. “I had it in my head, now I don't know what to name her, she is just so adorable and tiny, holding her feels so beautiful, I can't express the feeling of it Y/n. I never felt so overwhelmed with joy. All thanks to you, I would never have experienced this feeling without you.”

Jungkook just looks happy. Maybe it's not as bad as Y/n is imagining it to be.
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Jungkook sat on the floor, his daughter Hansi giggling as he styled her hair in a miniature version of his own signature look. He beamed with pride, his eyes shining with joy.

He loves being a girl's dad. He loves spending time with her.

Y/n watched from the couch. She felt like she was losing her husband to their daughter, like Jungkook's attention was solely focused on Hansi.

She has never experienced such love from her father or anyone in her life. But Jungkook was supposed to love her more than he loves his children but he seems to love their daughter more.

"Jungkook, can I talk to you for a minute?" Y/n asked, her voice sweet but laced with a hint of desperation.

"Sure thing!" Jungkook replied, not looking up from his styling session with Hansi.

She waited, before he was with her alone. Y/n took a deep breath. “I went to check and found out I am pregnant.”

Jungkook was shocked. “What? Already?

Y/n nodded, her smile calculated. "Yes, I am.” She was expecting the same reaction as the first time but Jungkook looked so serious. “What happened? You don't look happy?’

“Hansi. She just turned 1. It's just too early. I didn't get to spend enough time with Hansi.” He replied.

“It's fine, I think we are ready for the baby.” She said,

“But,” He doesn't know what to say, he was being careful, he doesn't want her to get pregnant this early.

“Do you want me to abort it?” she asked.

Jungkook panicked. “No, oh god no honey.”

She hugged him. “I am so excited. We can handle two kids right? Our family is complete. I feel like this time it will be a boy.”

Jungkook smiled, “I would love that too, I can't wait to play sports with our son, teach him how to kick a soccer ball, ride a bike..."

Y/n's smile faltered, her plan failing miserably. She had thought having a son would shift Jungkook's attention away from Hansi, but now she realized he would just add their son to his list of favorite people to spend time with.

"Honey, I'm happy you're excited," Y/n said, she is good at hiding her real emotions, and disappointment.

She thought maybe, just maybe, he would focus on me again.

Jungkook's eyes softened. "Being a dad is the best thing that's ever happened to me. I can't help how much I love spending time with Hansi... and soon, our next child.”
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Y/n was scared of giving birth. Not because of the pain and all the other things. But she was scared that she will get ignored by Jungkook again.

“Are you okay? It will be fine.” He holds her hand with a smile. His mother is taking care of Hansi for a few days, so it was nice to have him all by herself again.

“I am just scared.” She said.

“Scared?” He asked.

“Yeah, scared that you will ignore me.”

Jungkook chuckle, “Ignore you? When have I even ignore you? I can't even be mad at you for more than 1 hour. I can never ignore you.”

“You did, when I gave birth last time, you didn't check on me first and was excited for the baby.” She told him. She doesn't tells her true emotions to him most of the time but today she did.

“No, I am sorry. It was the first time I became a father and I was just overwhelmed by excitement. That doesn't mean you were not important to me anymore. You were and still are the most important person to me. The kids, I would not have them without you.” He said. She smiled a little.

She hopes that he makes her feel like the most important person in her life too.
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Jungkook sat on the couch, his eyes fixed on Hansi who was playing with him. His son, Jihoon, toddled around the room, banging on toys and making mischief.

Y/n watched from the kitchen, a knowing glint in her eye. She had noticed it from the start - Jungkook wasn't as attached to Jihoon as he was to Hansi. He loved his son, but it was a different kind of love, a more distant kind.

“Dad! Look at my puzzle!” Jihoon said, Jungkook looked at it and then started laughing.

“Woah, so cute Jihoon!” He said and pulled his cheek.

As if sensing her gaze, Jungkook looked up, his eyes meeting Y/n's. She smiled sweetly. “Honey, look at Hansi. She solved the puzzle herself.”

“That's amazing.” She replied softly. She came near Jungkook. She sat beside him on the sofa. He turned his attention to her and kissed her lips.

She knows Jungkook loves her, she knows that. It's just her past which made her so insecure.

Jihoon messed up the puzzle that Hansi made. Hansi started crying. “Jihoon, how many times do I have to tell you to behave?” Jungkook exclaimed. Jihoon ignored Jungkook and pulled Hansi’s hair.

“JIHOON!” Jungkook exclaimed and pulled Hansi away from Jihoon, causing him to fall on the ground.

“Jungkook, he is still young.” Y/n said. And Jungkook, sensing her gaze, looked away, his eyes guilty.

Y/n knew Jihoon was a handful, a little ball of energy and chaos. And she knew Jungkook wasn't equipped to handle it, not like she was. Jihoon causes trouble and hurts Hansi purposely all the time. Meanwhile Hansi is an obedient child.

With a sigh, Y/n scooped up Jihoon, cradling him close to her chest. "Come here, baby," she cooed, her voice soothing. "Mama's got you."

As she rocked her son back and forth, She knew she was keeping Jihoon close to her for a reason, to prevent Jungkook from getting too distracted, too distant.

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Jungkook is detached with Jihoon because of his behavior, he couldn't connect with Jihoon the way he did with Hansi.

Jungkook loves him, but he just doesn't like when Hansi hurts his sister. And he always does on purpose.

It's worse when Jungkook is not home, Y/n would never hurt Hansi, but she wouldn't stop Jihoon either.

She acts like a good mother to Hansi, and she is attached to her too. But she still feels like strangling Hansi to death sometimes.

Jungkook was extremely mad over Jihoon's behavior when he tried to drown Hansi. He is young yet he is already doing such things.

Jihoon was crying alone, while Jungkook took Hansi inside. Y/n came to him and wiped the tears. “I don't like dad, he hit me!”

“Shush, why are you saying that? Your dad is the best person in this world.” She said she can't hear a word against Jungkook.

“But he loves Hansi more.” Jihoon replied.

“I know,” Y/n replied while caressing his hair softly. “But promise me you will not hurt Hansi now?”

She noticed how seriously Jihoon was trying to k!ll her. She doesn't want Hansi to d!e. Or Jungkook to hate Jihoon even more.

“Why not? Then can you get rid of Hansi?” He asked. She shook her head.

“Lets go inside.”
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“You want me to spend the weekend with Jihoon? And be away from Hansi?” Jungkook asked.

“Yes, don't you think it's needed?” she said.

“Or we all can spend the weekend together?” He said. She shook her head.

“You never get to spend time with Jihoon alone, I know he is hard to handle but you will learn after spending some time with him.” She exclaimed, she stepped closer, “Be softer to him, you are a little too harsh on him.”

“Harsh? He tried to drown Hansi, he has pushed her off the stairs, it's like he does everything to hurt her and k!ll her. It's scares me.” He replied.

“I know, but don't use k!ll words, he is just a kid. He thinks Hansi gets more attention. If we make him feel loved and treat him equally, I am sure he will stop.” She said, Jungkook nodded his heads he understands that's.

“I love both of them equally.” He said. Parents lies when they say this, they always has a favourite.

“What about me?” She asked. He smiled a little.

“I love you a little more than them.” He exclaimed.

“Just a little?” Y/n asked. He shook his head and kissed her neck.

“A lot.” He mumbled against her neck. Each day she is feeling a little more less scared. She was seeing Hansi as a threat, but slowly she is noticing she is getting her Jungkook back.

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Hansi was swing Y/n’s arm back and forward while they were waiting for there order.

“Can I have two flavours of cinnamon rolls?” Hansi asked sweetly. Y/N smiled and nodded her head.

It was a good idea for making Jungkook to spend time with Jihoon, while she spends alone time with Hansi. She wasn't not that bad, Y/n was understanding why Jungkook loves her so much.

She ordered the cinnamon rolls for her family. While she was waiting someone patted her back.

Y/n turned to see the person and she was shook to core as she saw his face after years.

“Oh, sorry you looked a lot like my wife from behind.” The man said. Y/n just stared at the man who was her past who still hunts.

“Wrong person.” She said.

He looked at Hansi, “Your duaghter is really cute.”

Y/n was just trying to leave but he was giving her zero space. The man took out the lollipop from his pocket and handed it to Hansi.

“I was against having children or sharing my wife. But as I am getting old, I am starting to rethink my decisions. I would still rather have her all by myself. My kids are nice too.” He said.

“Why are you telling me all this?!” Y/n said in a harsher tone and took the lollipop from Hansi before giving it back to the man.

“Sorry, you remind me of her.” He said.

Y/n left the bakery, her hands were shaking, she was breathing heavily, her heart was beating fast, as she pulled Hansi away and put her in the car.

Hansi kept saying, “Mom, but the cinnamon rolls?”

She kept repeating but Y/n wanted to go away from there.

She build a happy life with herself, now he can't ruin it, he can't ruin her happiness. He can come back like this. He can't ruin what Y/n has built.

She looked through the mirror and a car was following her. She drove faster as she kept remembering the things he has done to her.

She was driving to the opposite side of her house. She can't give him the location of her house. She can't. While she was driving fast, so got into an accident.

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