(Jermin and Y/n had more chemistry than Taehyung and Y/n in this short series. I just can't!! It's so unfair, I need to improve my writing)

He kissed her shoulder while she was crying. "I am so sorry. I never want things to be like this, Y/n."

He just keeps apologizing and doing the same thing again and again. In her London apartment he forced her and said it's the last time.

And now while going back to Korea, in their private jet. He did it again and now apologizes.

"I don't want you with me. I hate us. I hate every time I come near you." He said.

"Then leave me! How can you even do this to me? All my life you treated me like your own child."

"Yes, I did so much for you. So it hurts when you don't want to do the same for me. What did I ask for? Don't go out with Taehyung. But look, you went to extremes. Oh gosh, then thinking about it makes me angry." Jungkook shook his head.

"Taehyung is right, you are sick and disgusting. I hate you."

"Really? You hate me? How could you hate me? Wasn't I the one who saved you from a filthy life? Wasn't I the one who gave you a new life?" He asked.

"That doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with me." She exclaimed.

"Y/n, I can. I can do whatever I want, okay? I own you, I paid for your life." He said. Y/n stared at his face. He just keeps hurting her with his words and behavior.

"So that means everything was a lie, you never cared about me." She said,

"I care about you. You can turn off your fcking mind Y/n, I don't like when you use your stupid brain." He held her face, he kissed her cheek. "Just live the way you were living. Turn off your mind from reality. I will not bother you when we reach Korea. I know you don't want us, and I don't want to be with you either."

He kissed her forehead. "Let's act normal, okay?"
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Jungkook's gaze fixed intently on Taehyung, his eyes burning with a mixture of emotions. "I really want to kill you," he said, his voice low and menacing.

Taehyung raised an eyebrow, unfazed. "Oh? And why's that?"

Jungkook chuckled, he can kill Taehyung yet Taehyung doesn't look bothered at all.

Jungkook's smile twisted. "You're a nuisance, a constant thorn in my side. But at the same time...I don't want to kill you."

Taehyung's expression turned curious. "Why not?"

Jungkook leaned forward, his eyes glinting with calculation. "You're useful to me, Taehyung. You're the perfect way to test Y/n's loyalty. And if you die...it would be boring."

Taehyung snorted. "You're twisted, Jungkook."

Jungkook shrugged. "Maybe. But that's beside the point. Yeji will be with me,"

Taehyung's eyes narrowed. "You can't hurt her, Jungkook. I won't let you."

Jungkook chuckled. "That shouldn't be your concern, Taehyung. But I'll let you keep thinking it is...for now."
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"Bring her down for lunch," Jungkook instructed the maids, his voice firm but laced with concern. "She hasn't left her room in five days, and she's hardly eaten anything. Is she fine?"

The maids scurried off, returning with Y/n in tow. Jungkook's eyes narrowed as he took in her appearance - sunken eyes, pale skin, and a gaunt expression.

He noticed her pupils, she was high. He could tell just by looking at her eyes. He has been there, he never himself ever did drugs. But he can tell just by looking.

That is why she was so calm for days. At least it will help her escape reality.

"Y/n, sit down," Jungkook said, gesturing to the chair across from him.

Y/n complied, her movements mechanical.

"Are you taking her medicine on time? It's starting to get colder. You can't get cold." He asked. She didn't reply, but her breathing sounds were unusual.

"I'd like you to meet my new assistant, Lee," Jungkook said, nodding to the man standing beside him. "If you need anything, feel free to ask him. I trust him implicitly."

Y/n's gaze flickered to Lee, then back to Jungkook. "I only trusted Jermin," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Jungkook's smile twisted. "Of course, you do. After all, Jermin betrayed me for you, didn't he?"

Y/n's eyes dropped, a hint of guilt flashing across her face.

Jungkook continued. "But I suppose that's what made him so useful to you."

She looked lost as if her head wasn't here.
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Lee entered the room, a discrete expression on his face. "Sir, I found these in Y/n's room," he said, placing a small pile of pills and a bag of weed on the table.

Jungkook's eyes widened as he stared at the substances, his gaze snapping to Lee. "Has she been doing all this?"

How did she get those? If Jermin was here he would have never let her use drugs.

Lee nodded. "Yes, sir. And there was more. She already used most of it."

Jungkook's jaw clenched. "Taehyung's influence, no doubt."

It's not Taehyung's fault. It's Jungkook who made her feel so messed up that she is using them to escape reality and pain.

Lee hesitated. "Do you want me to stop her, sir?"

Jungkook waved a hand dismissively. "No, it's fine. Just ensure she eats something before indulging in...this." He gestured to the pills and weed. "I won't have her harming herself on an empty stomach."

Lee nodded, his expression unreadable. "Understood, sir."

Jungkook's eyes lingered on the substances, a calculating glint in his eye. "Keep a close eye on her, Lee. I want to know everything. What is she doing?"

"Sleeping, she has been sleeping since yesterday." He replied. Jungkook nodded his head.

He went to see her, she was in her room. Still sleeping. He went near her, and sat on the bed. He looked at her table top which had half smoke joint.

"You are ruining your life. Mine too." He mumbled, he pulled her hair off her face. He knows the depression that hits after the drug usage is really bad. He bets no one will be with her now, not even Taehyung who hates drugs so much.

Only Jungkook will be with Y/n. He is always the only one for her.

The maid knocked on the door. She was here with a glass of smoothie. She skips meals so he tells them to give her high protein smoothies instead.

He took the glass and told the maid to leave. He went near her and made her sit up. "Baby, just drink this." He whispered softly. She was asleep. She drank a little before she woke up. She pushed his hand and the glass fell on the ground.

"What are you doing here?!" She exclaimed. Her mind was a little blurry, but she was still conscious.

"I just wanted to make sure you eat something." He said.

"Get out of my room." She exclaimed. He crossed his arms and rested his back on her pillow.

"Lower your voice Y/n. It really does not suit you when you talk like this." He exclaimed. "And these, do you even know how to do these stuff?" He said while pointing at the joint.

"I said get out of my room." She exclaimed.

He held her face, "As I said, lower your fcking voice Y/n. Who gave you permission to talk to me like this huh?"

"You are too much! I want to be alone! You know how fcked up I feel these days. You out of all people. Do you have any clue how much I respect and love you?" She asked.

"What happened now?" He asked, while softly caressing her hair. "You should still love and respect me. I want the best for you Y/n, what happened between us. It was just your behavior that made me do it. Or else I still want you to get married and be happy. I bring you out of darkness and I don't want to push you there again."

"Darkness? This is darkness. I would rather get sold to strangers than you using me." she exclaimed.

He stared at her, his expression changed into anger. Does she really think that?

He held her hand, getting her off the bed. "Leave my hand," she exclaimed. But he kept pulling her outside the house. He brings her to the car. Pushing her inside.

"What are you doing? Let me go!" She exclaimed but he started driving. They reached a hotel, he brought her inside.

"Sir, you are here. Is everything alright?" The man at the desk said, as he looked at Jungkook.

"Are there any clients here? We have a new addition." He said. The man looked at Y/n. Y/n was just shocked. What is he up to now?

"There are clients here. But Her? She is not even dressed and her hair-"

"Whatever, anyone would work." Jungkook said.

"Leave my hand!" She hit his hand. But he brought her to a room and pushed her on the bed.

"You said you'd rather get sold to strangers right, let's see how you will handle this."

A man came inside. He looked at Jungkook. "I will stay here." He replied. The man nodded and came near Y/n.

Her heart rose as the stranger came nearer to her and got on top of her. She tried to run away but he held her down. He touched her waist and tried to take off her shorts.

"You are already screaming? I haven't done anything." The man exclaimed. Jungkook was just staring at them, as the man was touching her.

She started crying, while pushing the man as he put his hands in her underwear.

Jungkook pushed the man and pulled Y/n by her collar. "Stop crying, you said you can handle this, can you huh? Can you handle getting sold to multiple strangers every night? You think you really can? You think it's that easy?"

She didn't mean this, she just meant that she rather that it was. She just didn't want Jungkook to assault her.

He brought her back to the car, she was trembling non stop while crying. He sat in the driving seat and cupped her face. "My love, you don't know yourself. Only I know you."

He pulled her on his lap and hugged her. "You need to stop walking on your mother's steps. First drugs and make saying you rather be prostitution. Y/n you don't, you are not made for that life."

He kissed her forehead. "I made you a princess so live like one. Stop going back to the cheap life."
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"Is this real?" Jungkook asked while looking at the test. Lee nodded his head.

"Yes, she is pregnant." Lee replied.

"This test is from last week. And she has been doing drugs since last week." He crossed his arms, it made sense now. "Don't let her use any,"

Lee nodded and left the room. While Jungkook was sitting there in his own thoughts. He rubbed his hands on his face. He was messing things up, but then he smiled. But this is literally what he wants.
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Y/n's face twisted in rage as she screamed at the maids. "What is wrong with you all? You can't stop me from going out! I need to get out of here!"

The maids cowered, trembling. "P-please, miss, it's not that we can't let you go out, it's just that...that you can't buy drugs," one of them stammered.

Y/n's eyes flashed. "But I need it! You don't understand!"

Just then, Jungkook appeared, his expression calm but firm. "Y/n, calm down."

But Y/n was beyond reason. She shook uncontrollably, her eyes wild. "I won't calm down! I need it! I need the kick in my system!"

Jungkook's face hardened. "You can't use illicit substances while you're pregnant with my child, Y/n. It's not safe for the baby."

Y/n's laugh was harsh. "I don't give a fck about you or the baby! Just let me go!"

Jungkook's eyes narrowed. "You're not going anywhere until you calm down and listen to reason."

"I don't want to listen. You know how much I hate you? And this child, I feel it never existed. I don't want it! I hate it already." Y/n said.

"No one is telling you to take care of it, you can give it to me after giving birth," he said.

"Why would I even give birth to your child?" She exclaimed.

"Because you don't have any choice. You just need to give birth. You know it too, Y/n. I do want to be with you, I want you happy. And be with someone who is perfect. So just give birth okay? No one will ever know that you had a baby. After that you can live your life as you want."

"Live my life as I want? What if I want to be with Taehyung?" Y/n said. Jungkook stared at her, she is still talking about Taehyung? Why is he stuck in her head like that?

"Do you really love him that much?" He asked. She didn't reply. She doesn't need to prove or explain anything to him. "Will you forgive me if I let you?"

She shook her head. "I will never forgive you."

"Still, I hope you know that I am not a pervert. I just had to remind you of some things, but my goal was not lust." But it was his obsession with having control over her. He has been controlling her all his life. Like she is his toy who does everything he says.

It felt weird when she malfunctioned and started questioning Jungkook's orders.

"Is it Taehyung that you want?" He asked. She nodded her head.

"Will Taehyung be with you when he gets to know you do drugs?" He asked. She shook her head.

"He will not be with me if he gets to know I am pregnant too." She replied. Jungkook smiled.

"You are smart honey, now let me handle everything okay? No one will even give birth. And you will not do drugs, then I will make sure you and Taehyung are together." He said he felt like he was talking to a child.

"Where is he?" She asked.

"He is alright. How much do you love him?" He asked.

"A lot, I don't understand why you don't want me to be with him. He is the best man for me. Because how much I love him. I really can't imagine myself being with anyone other than him." She said and started crying.

"Don't cry, I am with you right? You do something for me, and I will make sure you end up with him."

"I want to be with him now. I can't wait until I give birth. I will turn crazy like this."

Jungkook's expression was calm, "I'm okay with you and Taehyung, Y/n. I just want what's best for the baby."

Y/n's gaze narrowed. "I'm not living with you. I won't be trapped like that."

Jungkook nodded. "Okay, I understand. But you have to live within 5 km distance from me. I need to be close to the baby."

Y/n's face twisted in frustration. "I want to be free. I won't be suffocated by your rules."

Jungkook's voice was soft, but firm. "You are free, Y/n. I just want to ensure the baby's safety and well-being. Once you give birth, I'll let go of you and Taehyung completely. You can live your life as you want."

Y/n's eyes searched Jungkook's face, looking for his true intentions. She nodded, knowing she had no choice but to agree to his terms.
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Taehyung's voice was laced with frustration and sadness. "I don't want to live with you, Y/n. You're pregnant, and I don't know how to deal with all this."

Y/n's eyes welled up with tears. "You know it wasn't my fault."

Taehyung ran a hand through his hair. "It's not just that. You've started doing substances too. I can't be with someone who's struggling with addiction."

Y/n's face crumpled. "You don't love me anymore?"

Taehyung's expression was painful. "I care about you, Y/n, but I don't know who you are anymore. We should have just stayed away from each other from the start."

Y/n's voice was barely above a whisper. "You're giving up on me?"

Taehyung's eyes were filled with tears. "I'm trying to save myself, Y/n. I can't watch you destroy yourself and our relationship."

She held his hand. "He said he is okay with us. If I just give birth. Things will get easy for us. And also-"

"I really can't get in all this mess. Things were different before now it's different." He said while pushing her hand away.

"I will get an abortion. I will tell him I don't agree with him. I didn't even want this baby. I was trying to everything so it dies-"

Taehyung ignored her words and left. Y/n started crying. Everything is such a mess. She doesn't even understand what is going on.

As Taehyung was about to leave. Jungkook was at the entrance. He looked like Taehyung. "How fake your love was huh? You hurt Y/n's emotions just to save your niece? You know for me it's really just Y/n, and other than her I can hurt anyone."

"You can hurt Y/n too." Taehyung said and coldly asked. "Where is Yeji?"

"Go home, she will come. But if you tried to play with me again. I will send you her head."
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Some days passed since Taehyung walked away, and Y/n's heart still felt heavy with grief. She wandered aimlessly around her empty house, feeling lost and alone.

Jungkook and she lived separate lives, only crossing paths occasionally. He was busy with his own world, and she was left to hers.

At first, she thought it would be suffocating, but now she was grateful for the space.

One day, while walking down the hallway, Y/n caught a glimpse of Jungkook's figure in the distance. He was standing by the window, staring out at the city skyline, his back to her. For a moment, she considered approaching him, she wanted to ask what his deal was but something held her back.

Instead, she turned and retreated to her room, closing the door softly behind her. He had made it clear he was only concerned with the baby's well-being, not hers. She can live however she wants.

As she lay on her bed, Y/n felt a pang of loneliness. She missed Taehyung.

With a sigh, she turned her face into the pillow and let the tears fall.
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Y/n lay in the hospital bed, her chest heaving with each labored breath. She doesn't know where she is. She doesn't remember what happened.

Jungkook sat beside her, his eyes filled with concern.

"You said you will take care of yourself alone, Y/n," he said, his voice soft but firm. "Your lungs condition is worsening because you're ignoring the symptoms. And also the stuff you did."

Y/n turned away, Jungkook's hand closed around hers. "I'm the only one who cares about you, Y/n. Taehyung walked away, and you're pushing away everyone else. But I'm still here."

Y/n's eyes stung with tears. She felt so alone, so abandoned.

"I know you don't want to rely on me," Jungkook continued, "but you don't have a choice. I'm the only one who can take care of you, who can make sure you and the baby are safe."

Y/n's gaze drifted back to his, searching for any sign of insincerity. But Jungkook's eyes were filled with deep concern.

Even he doesn't know what he wants. His mind is twisted, All he knows and cares about is having her in control.

"Let me take care of you, Y/n," he whispered, "I'll be here for you, no matter what."

As Y/n looked into his eyes, she felt her defenses crumble. Maybe, just maybe, Jungkook was the only one who truly cared for her.

"Why do you want a child? You already have one who you don't even take care of." She asked.

"When did I not take care of you?" He asked and pulled her cheeks.

"Not me, I am not your child." She said,

"You grew in front of my eyes, with me. You always have been In Front of me, and if I have to be away from you, I want a child who reminds me of you." He kissed her forehead. "I want a son, a really cute one." he touched her stomach.

"I am not a vending machine where you can select the gender and why not a daughter? You hate it?"

"No, no. I would love to have my second child, a daughter but the first one needs to be a son. So she has someone for her, who grows up with her and is there." He says.

"Then what? Become like you?"

He shook his head. "I would never want anyone to be like me. I just feel lonely. I feel like I need to have someone to take care of, all the time. And once you are gone,"

"Gone where? You didn't let me go out with Taehyung!" She asked.

He stood up, "Rest for now."
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Y/n's eyes widened in disbelief as Jungkook presented her with yet another "suitor".

"What is wrong with you?" she demanded. "Why are you trying to set me up with these...these robots?"

Jungkook's expression was calm, but his eyes gleamed with a knowing light. "I want you to be happy, Y/n. I want you to find someone who can take care of you."

Y/n's laughter was bitter. "You ruined my happiness. I don't want anyone. Especially not these...creatures you keep parading in front of me."

Jungkook's smile was slow and triumphant. "That's because you want me, Y/n. You've been denying all these men, but it's clear you're not interested in anyone else."

Y/n's face burned with indignation. "I don't want you! You've lost your head if you think that."

Jungkook chuckled. "Oh, Y/n. You brought Taehyung around just to make me jealous. And when I tried to set you up with Jermin, you tried to get my attention again. It's obvious you want me."

Y/n's eyes flashed. "That's not true! I just...I don't know what you're talking about."

Jungkook's eyes crinkled at the corners. "Don't lie to yourself, Y/n. It's clear what's going on here. I always felt so alone and lonely, And you ignored me so much. But it's clear that is because you liked me. You should have told me before Y/n. You know for me you matter the most."

"What are you even saying?" she asked, shocked.

"It's true right? You always loved me, and wanted me." He said, it's not something new that he is lying. He always lies and tells her to forget reality and live in a fake world.

He held her neck. "How god Y/n. This will make so many things so easy. I don't want to let you go, I never want to let you go. But I will keep you close to me now and Love you."

"I don't want that-"

"But think how many problems that will solve?! All I want is for you to be with a good partner and live happily. But I want that for myself, I want a family. So why not us?"
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