WARNING!!! HAS SUICIDE ATTEMPT!! IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF L.E.A.V.E N.O.W!!!

Y/n: Taehyuuuuuuuungieeeeee!!!

You called him. You go upstairs and see him asleep.

Y/n: This is so unacceptable.

You walk over and jump on top of him and shake him awake.

Tae: Y/n not right now. i'm trying to sleep.

Y/n: No. Get up.

Tae: Y/n give me 5 more minuets.

Y/n: Fine.

You leave.

Time skip (5 mins later)

Y/n: Tae get up.

Tae: Y/N CAN'T I JUST SLEEP. I WORK 24/7 AND IT'S MY DAY OFF!!

Y/n:........

You just got off of him.

Tae: Find something to do. jeez.

Tae never yelled at you like that before but you knew he was tired from all of the work he has to do but he never lashed at you like that. I think you really pushed it this time.

Y/n: Fine. I hope you have a nice sleep.

You get your house keys and a jacket and got out for a walk. You were sad that tae yelled at you but you understood where he was coming from. You walked to a park. It was pretty far from your house but who gives a fuck right.

Tae's POV

I sleep for like an hour and get up. I look around. It's quiet and I don't smell food.

Tae: Y/n? Y/n?! Y/N!? Y/N THIS ISN'T FUNNY WHERE ARE YOU!?

It was just quiet.

Tae: I'll just call her.

I call her and her phone is at the house.

Tae: The hell Y/n?

Your POV

I've been walking for an hours now. i think I should call tae and see if he's up.

You reach in your pocket to look for your phone. It's not there. OMG!

Y/n: Oh no.

You hurry home.

Time skip

You come home to a quiet house. You go up the stairs quietly just in case tae is still asleep. You peak in the room and see taehyung at the edge of the bed. You hear sniffles.

Y/n: Are you crying?

Taehyung looks at you and runs up to you and pulls you into a tight hug.

You were kind of mad at him from earlier when he went off at you. You weren't even sad anymore. You didn't feel sentimental what so ever.

He finally lets you go.

Tae: Y/n I thought you left me.

You were silent.

Tae: Y/n are you mad at me?

You were silent

Tae: Y/n?

You were silent

Tae: Y/N!!

Still quiet.

Tae: Y/F/N

Y/n: Don't EVER say my middle name!

Tae: Sorry. But babe why are you ignoring me?

Y/n: I'm finding something to do with myself so you can have your time alone. It is your day off after all.

Tae: Y/n im sorry. I didn't mean to lash out at you like that.

Y/n: And i'm sorry i'm such a distraction!

You left and went down stairs. You went in the kitchen to start cooking. You felt a pair of arms hug you from behind. You push him off and walk away.

Tae: Y/n how are long are you going to ignore me?

You didn't say anything and continued to cook.

Tae: Y/n come on now. Don't act petty.

You hate it when people call you petty and selfish.

Y/n: WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU CALLING PETTY!!? IS IT PETTY THAT I WANT A LITTLE BIT OF ATTENTION FROM MY BOYFRIEND BUT I KNOW I CAN'T GET IT BECAUSE HE'S ALL WAYS BUSY AND I NEVER COMPLAIN!! IS IT PETTY THAT WHEN MY BOYFRIEND SAYS HE WANTS ME TO DO SOMETHING WITH MYSELF AND I JUST LEAVE WITHOUT COMPLAINING!! IS THAT FUCKING PETTY!!

Tae just stared at you in disbelief because you never cursed or yelled at him before. He knew he fucked up this time. You cut the food off and put it away cause you haven't really started to put it in the pot yet.

Y/n: You can cook your own damn food tonight. I'm going to bed.

You went into the guess room and laid down. It was only like 11 in the afternoon. Tae came in the room.

Tae: babe. Come on. Don't be like this.

Y/n: Don't be like what tae. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO NOT BE LIKE!!

Tae: LIKE THIS!! YOUR YELLING AT ME FOR NO REASON!! I'M JUST TRYING TO TALK TO YOU BUT APPARENTLY THAT'S SO WRONG!!

Y/n: WELL IF IT'S SO WRONG THEN LEAVE!!

And that's what he did. He went to your shared room. Got an overnight bag. Packed some clothes and left. You only knew he left when you heard the door shut. You looked out the window. You watched him drive away.

Y/n: he'll be back tomorrow. Watch.

Time skip

It's tomorrow. You wake up and see taehyung coming in.

Y/n: Told you. You thought to yourself.

You stood by the door. He went in the closet and grabbed another bag. This time a suitcase. He packed most of his stuff. He was about to walk out when he saw you.

Y/n: So your leaving? You said without a care.

Tae: That's what you wanted right? He said sarcastically and mean

Y/n: No I wanted you to leave the room.

Tae: Well i'm leaving the house. Isn't that better.

Y/n: Your choice.

Tae: Good-bye Y/n.

Y/n: Tae your really gonna leave?

Tae: I'm tiered Y/n. I can't do this anymore.

Y/n: do what anymore. I don't complain. I let you do whatever you want but the one time I say something I get an "I can't do this anymore"

Tae: No Y/n. Your suffering because of me and by leaving I can fix that.

Y/n: No by leaving your making it worse.

Tae: Y/n live well.

With that he left.

You went to the room and watched him drive away.

Y/n: He's not really gone.

Time skip

Hours turned into days
Days turned into weeks
Weeks turned in months

Taehyung left 3 months ago and never came back.

You look at your self in the mirror.

Y/n: Maybe I shouldn't have done that.

You look at your phone and see pictures of Taehyung hugged up with another girl. You were crying really hard. Your face was puffy and red. You called Taehyung. He didn't answer so you left him a voice mail.

Y/n: Tae, if your listening to this then i'm probably already dead. I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean to. I wanted you to come home but clearly that's not happening. I was just a burden to you and i see now your doing much better without me. Good-bye Taehyung. I love you.

You hung up the call. You sent your mom, brother, and best friends a message saying "I love you". They all replied regularly because this was nothing new to them.

You look over at the razor sitting on the counter.

Y/n: A cut for every day you left me taehyung.

you put 92 cuts in your body. By the time you looked at yourself you looked like a monster. The only place you didn't have cuts was you wrists. You looked in the mirror one last time. Then you cut them. You passed out.

Tae's POV

I just got done with practice. I checked my phone and saw I had a missed call from Y/n. I miss her a lot but she doesn't need me. I see I have a voicemail so I open it

Y/n: Tae, if your listening to this then i'm probably already dead. I'm sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean to. I wanted you to come home but clearly that's not happening. I was just a burden to you and i see now your doing much better without me. Good-bye Taehyung. I love you.

Tae: WHAT! DEAD!!

I left practice and rushed to Y/n's house she was lying in a pool of blood. Y/n please open your eyes. Please. PLEASE!! i'm so sorry that I left you. I should have stayed. I won't leave you again please JUST OPEN YOUR EYES!

She opened her eyes and looked at me.

Y/n: I love you taehyung. Good-bye.

And she closed her eyes.

------------------------------------------------------

Hello people. hehe. so I hope you like it. I did not proof read. I can make a part 2 if you want me to so don't be afraid to ask. Until next time.