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Last supper: with the one who got away

Jungkook was trying hard to sleep...
Even though he knew he won't end up making it to close his eyes for long...

It has been like this for last two months... From when he and taehyung got separated...
Or should we put it like he threw him away from his life....

Why wouldn't he....he clearly cheated on him....they were fiances for god sake...what was he thinking before not rejecting his proposal.. when he had a god damn husband...and they were still legally married.

He shouldn't have keep the truth away from him...it was a serious matter of wedding....not any of those frank relationships....

Thinking these and those he gave up his sleep and got up...in order to make himself some coffee..

He made him comfortable on one of those stool in the kitchen after he made sure the coffee maker was on.
He was wearing a simple cotton tee with a silky pajama bottom...

He still remembers how tae had his insomnia under control once he had moved onto with him...in his apartment...

Jungkook clicked his tongue in annoyance....and slightly in anger..
He was angry at himself..for not being able to hate the golden blondie...

He was pretty much sure if the guy comes back now.... seeking forgiveness..he will probably just forgive him in the end..but the guy isn't doing even this much

Sometimes he thinks he is so pathetic to still wish for him to come begging for acceptance again.

He even sometimes thinks...what if taehyung was right when he had said he didn't know anything about it...
Probably that's why he isn't coming back....as far as he knows the guy..he was always so full of self-respect ..he had nothing but pride....

So he was really astonished to know how the very same guy could lie like this....

He still remembers the chaotic day....

The guy named Seojoon ....came with a bunch of police officers and handy proofs...he claimed Kim taehyung to be park taehyung rather...

At first jungkook got angry at the guy for his such audacity....but seeing how he had their marriage certificate...and also so much different information... even several things that just a husband could know.....

At that jungkook had looked at taehyung in a way where it was clear for taehyung to get all tensed up...which made him even more suspicious in jungkook's eyes...

He clearly remembers taehyung's defending words

"No jungkook.. believe me
.. it's not true..."

He had his wide cute eyes Even more wider....
As he read the marriage certificate in his hand again and again

"It's....we can have divorce.."
He said when the park guy claimed him and wanted him back.. saying it was just legal for him to stay with his real husband..not a seducer like him
..which he meant for jungkook....

Jungkook got suspicious about the divorce thing..why he climbed into the divorce fact if there wasn't any wedding thing in the first place..
It made him think that ... somehow taehyung was hiding something..

"Taehyung...are you lying...."

Taehyung had snapped his face at him... frightened.. gulping afterwards...

"You are...... am I right?"

Taehyung shook his head .. absentmindedly biting on his bottom lip...

"Taehyung tell me the truth...." He had confronted

But instead of taehyung the guy with police spoke up..

"After the brief description of his body I gave you...you are still looking for more information or proof? Really? Taehyung....let's go.....come on..."

Taehyung threw the paper around the room.. sprinting towards jungkook..
Screaming....like a maniac ...

"PLEASE JUNGKOOK... BELIEVE ME..I am not his husband..he is....he is...
You are not understanding..... don't let him take me away.. please......we can always divorce right.."

"Why the divorce thing is always there..it proves it then.."

Taehyung stopped Midway hearing his accusing reply...

He called out for him in disbelief which was unnoticed by him...

One of the officers spoke up...
"Mr park taehyung....you can't take divorce like that... you'll still have to go with your legal husband and as the court will give you instructions... you'll have to stay at least three months with him before law pursuit you a divorce..."

Taehyung shook his head violently..
"I don't know these things and I don't care..I am a free citizen of this country and have this much freedom to cho_"

"Mr park has court order ..Mr park taehyung.."

Taehyung had exclaimed again...
"STOP CALLING ME PARK FOR FUCK SAKE..."

taehyung had cupped his ears as if he was being stabbed by that word ....as his ear piercing voice ran through the apartment building...

A sudden beeping sound drew jungkook's attention back... indicating the much needed coffee of his was ready...

He casually went towards the coffee maker taking a good amount of coffee on the cup he usually drink.... before returning back to his stool ....

Sitting on it..his legs spreading towards both side...he cursed at himself...why was he again thinking of that cheat.....

I am such a pathetic

He took a single sip of the black coffee and placed it on the counter top...

After he had seen through the truth..and got that the soon to be jeon taehyung was indeed already park taehyung.... He removed the clutching hands off of his back...which desperately again tried to catch his white shirt.. leaving caresses on the well washed designer shirt...

"Give up already park taehyung..your new fiance has have enough of your acting..we got that you are a good actor..now leave your shits and come..we should go home.." the guy hissed out at the last part...at which taehyung furiously glared at him .. again trying to hold onto jungkook..

Which.......He declined

"Jungkook? Are you believing him? Not me but him...that piece of paper?"

Jungkook looked around.... contemplating.....but then the park guy had given him the most important and undeniable proof....

"Tae..... Why are you so angry..is it because of the last fight of ours....I know I was bit angry..and slapped you...but .. don't be so ridiculous.."

Why would it be a great proof?

Cause.... taehyung had himself told him about the slap...

He never told anything about his past to jungkook.. except this one thing...

One night when they were simply sitting on the roof top of the apartment building... taehyung said how he had nothing left but jungkook and one other thing in this cruel world....when he asked what is the other thing...he answered it with a 'self-respect'

He also told him...
"I am not gonna tell you from where..from who I have leave and when.....I will just say that....just one slap...and I had left that place for ever... never did look back....so Jungkook... promise me.. you'll never do such thing that hurts my pride....
I can tolerate anything but that... Promise me you'll believe me no matter what.....

"You promised me kook"

Taehyung had cried...but jungkook wasn't dumb .. everything cleared his the little bit of confusion...his tae was a cheat...but why to him?

"Taehyung...why did you do that to me....what did I do wrong other than.. loving you huh?"

Taehyung didn't try to prove anything further more..which again proofs that he gave up on lying.....it was meaningless anyway......

Jungkook hissed out as he had again drowned himself in his past and had managed to burn his tongue in the process...

And that's when the bell rang...which only means someone came.. someone came in this time...it was two am in the midnight.....

Jungkook looked through the peep whole to see who had the guts to knock on people's house in this time..

But seeing the guy he never expected...yet anticipated...he slammed the doors open..

"Taehyung? You?"

Yet the said guy just smiled.....

"Won't call me inside...? Huh? "

Jungkook got the sudden realization before composing his appearance..as he spoke up in a cold and stern tone
"What are you doing here Mr park"

Taehyung rolled his eyes as he barged inside.. speaking in a playful voice which left jungkook surprised
"Oh stop it jungkook..can you at least for once stop being so savage..just for this night....I am begging you..."

Jungkook closed the door before following him.

"You can't just barge in my house...I don-"

"I know you want it jungkook..stop being a delulu"

"What you calling me. .."

"You still are weak in English huh?"

Jungkook gaped like a fish before shutting up..making a offended face

"Whatever..do you have any food..I am starving...let's eat.."

Jungkook followed him inside the kitchen as taehyung checked the kitchen..he knew this apartment so much..he himself had created the house with his own hands.. turning the lifeless four walls into a place jungkook could call home...
Jungkook tried hard not to bring up those memories..he didn't want to cry infront of someone who didn't think before hurting him....

"And why would I let you eat in my house..does your husband not give you food"..

Taehyung stopped his works before slowly turning around

Closing the gape as he took jungkook's nape in his hands and out of blue kissed the guy.... jungkook would have pushed him away if he wasn't wanting it too...

Finally taehyung is leaving all his ego behind and going to come back to me..god ..thank you....

But after he had stopped kissing him and stood straight....now looking through jungkook's soul...
He spoke up something else

"Can we not call that guy my husband..at least just for to night...just one night I am begging you kook..for the sake of those loving nights we kept awake ourselves talking to each other... please one last time..."

Jungkook's world came crushing to him...so taehyung was going to come back rather temporarily was renting one night for farewell?

He still.. convincing himself spoke up.. even though it sounded odd as a reply to what taehyung had said
"Look..tae..if you are trying to fix things up then it's not hsppeni-"

"I am not jungkook...I am not..you remember what I said last time I left this apartment with that guy?"
Taehyung said .. smiling and confusing the later ...as he attached their temples....

How could he not remember...

He had uttered those in a way that left an unsettling feeling in his heart..but he was so immersed in his broken heart that he didn't notice till today
He said..each word looking straight at his eyes..
"Jungkook I ....am asking you for the last time.....
Do you not Believe me?"

Jungkook scoffed that day...but right now...when he thinks about that...
Taehyung wouldn't be so confident with his words if he was lying...
Why was his heart aching so bad...

Taehyung's voice and the absence of the touch of their skin had jungkook coming back to the present

"Oh jungkook.. don't stress yourself I will not come barging in your peaceful life.."
He said as he started cutting the vegetables he picked up from the basket...
"When I said I am going forever....I meant it kook... don't stress yourself"

It yet again made him feel nostalgic

Taehyung didn't utter a single thing as he went inside of his room after the confirmation jungkook gave him about believing him...

And taking his wallet...he spoke up to the police officers....

"I don't have much things anyway..I will send people to get them....but right now ..I am ready to leave..."

Seeing the winning smile on the park guy jungkook felt furious....at taehyung..at the guy..at those officers..and himself...

Everything was going fine just a while ago..why then.....why in his life.....

"Kook"

At the other's voice..the said guy turned around...not in a mood to face him....

It hurt taehyung and jungkook knew it..but he should have thought before cheating

"I will go....with the man claims is my husband then..."

The said husband had hold him tight on his arms which caused him to hiss in pain...and jungkook to turn on his heels

"Stop your drama and come with me...park taehyung"

Jungkook felt odd seeing how abusive his behaviors were

"I will go for ... for....forever" taehyung whimpered out ...not having anything in reply he left..with just that last sentence...

Jungkook cried..cried the whole day..whole night..and the next day too...he didn't ate...he thought he will starve himself to death ...but ....life isn't like that..everyone has to spend it no matter what shits goes on ..
...."hey .. are you going to help or not....how does that shit even work..."

He snapped his face at the struggling boy who was trying hard to open the lead of the new mixer he had bought a few days ago

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The two boys were sitting on the couch in the living room
They just finished eating...no one had ever brought the kissing topic up till now....

Just awkwardly sitting there as taehyung clinged onto him like old days...as if nothing happened with their relationship....

"You know.. it's not okay to -"

"Just got one night jungkook.. why can't you stop.."

Taehyung said as he made himself even more comfortable on his shoulder... hugging his arms and leg more tighter..

Taehyung suddenly giggled...

"It almost sounded like last supper"

Jungkook confused about that hummed in confusion

"I am just continually calling it last time..last time...and had dinner with you..so it sounds like kinda last supper" taehyung again giggled

Jungkook should have been angry at how casually he was talking...as if he didn't do injustice to him just two months ago

But he rather felt at peace...

"After that dinner Jesus was crucified though..so there's a difference"

Taehyung just hummed.....

Closing his eyes..... trying to sleep...

But jungkook had have enough..he was feeling like hundred of knife stabbing his already worn out heart
He removed taehyung from him before yanking him up who didn't squeal or anything..just fondly smiled...as if he was taking as much he could with his eyes....taking the view ..as if it really was the last time..

"Why are you making it tough... tae"

Jungkook cried out..tears streaming down his cheeks at which tae hurriedly wiped them ....

"Don't cry kookie....and about that...I am sorry ..for everything.."

"God damnit....leave him..come back.."

Jungkook didn't care if he sounded pitiful..if he did..then that's what he was feeling

"I can't kook...I can't now"

"Why?..."

Taehyung brought his both hands up his neck.. hugging it...as he tip toed

"I said once..I have nothing but self-respect and you .. remember? I already lost you.. don't wanna lost the other too"

Jungkook cried as the later kissed him sloppily....

He spoke up breaking it

"No..you didn't lose me.. I'm still here..with you....you know.... please.. forgive me..and come back.."

"You are not saying them because you believe me...it s because you love me"

Jungkook furiously shook his head as a no
"No no no...I am not...I didn't....I really am saying what I really believed.... please come back...I was wrong to believe that trash of a paper and not you.. please forgive my mistake and come back..I will sue that park .. promise.."

"But you once broke your promise "

Jungkook kept sniffing and crying.. hugging the later more securely by his waist..

"I will not again..this time ...I won't..."

"But time flew away kook...sorry ...I can't grand your wish..."

Jungkook tried to protest but his phone rang off...

Taehyung removed his hold .. chuckling..
"Don't cry like a child and go.. someone's Calling.."

Jungkook shook his head..still crying

But taehyung pushed him saying if they are calling in this late must be someone important...

Jungkook went towards his bedroom and picked up the phone...

"Hello.." he managed to chock them out.. between his broken sobs

"Umm..jeon jungkook?"

"Yes.."

"I am Kim Namjoon from Seoul police station...there is something we needed to confirm.."

"What?"
Jungkook was confused as to why a police would call him this early

"There is a case of domestic violence that we were called for by the neighbors..and when we reached there..we caught the culprit red handed.....he had come out to be a criminal who had ran away from prison..his name is park seojoon..he is a psychopath...was under a murder case of a woman named Kim ara..who was his wife"

Jungkook's heart dropped on his stomach..... Kim ara... about whom taehyung had once told him....she was his sister.....and he had made taehyung go with the murderer of his own sister?

"Why are you calling me then"

Jungkook said panicking..as he ran towards the living room...
Now he understood..why taehyung came to him..god knows how much has he suffered....

But as he reached the place..no one was there....he searched through the whole apartment before bringing the phone up all the way...

"-llo..hello.. Mr jeon"

"Yes"
He shakily breathed out....

"Have you heard me..what I was saying...."

Jungkook again breathed out a yes..
His heart pounding heavily on his ear

"As I was saying..he was also raped .. probably several times...and checking the damages on the body....-"

"What do you mean.... who's body..and why are you calling me .. where did you get my number?.."

The officer felt irritated at how careless he was about the sensitive issue..was he even hearing

"I am talking about the victim.....I got your number on his phone and also found some draft emails written for you....for our official works...we needed someone to hand the body to..and as a supposed to be relative of Kim taehyung..I am supposed to hand his body to you Mr jeon..we didn't find any other relatives of his...

Are you hearing me now....

Are you even his relative....?

Hello.....he was murdered ... at two am in this morning...

Are you there....hello......Mr jeo-
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Please don't hate me...yeah